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It's after midnight. I'm exhausted. All I've wanted to do all week is sleep. My cats are asleep on the love seat and I'm sitting here watching TV. Why the fuck haven't I gone to bed?!?!?! Oh right. Nervous energy because I'm driving to Canada again next Friday to meet the BF's mom. Rumor has it she wasn't a huge fan of his ex so...
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taoandcoffee:
2 days from now you'll almost be ready to leave! SO EXCITED <3
carnivall:
Moms can be tough.
My BF's mom is a bitch.
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To join a gym or to not join a gym, that is the question. A new gym opened by my house recently and I got some 2 week guest passes so Zarphin and I have been going to check it out. My employer will pay my sign up fee and 80% of the annual dues. So far I've liked the gym quite a bit. It's...
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zamuzel:
I find when you have equipment at home it sometimes easy too get in the habit of ignoring. I always feel I workout better in the gym. Maybe the change of environment helps? I'd go for it smile
friscillating:
They cover 80%?! Um .... GYM!

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One of my coworkers is obsessed with music so he keeps giving me "new" stuff to listen to. There is pretty much no memory left on my awesome pink Song Walkman so he gave me a CD with 3 cure albums on it.

Here are some of my favorite songs.





And shameless self promotion, pictures of me.

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radiofrank:
Actually, it's you who are spelling colour wrong, not me. wink

...and huzzah for visiting!
friscillating:
you look immaculate confused
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inkblot98:
You flatter me with your words. You honor me with your friendship. smile
remi:
I think you are stunning, inkblot98 did a fantastic job! I can't wait to see this on the FP. And if staff doesn't buy it..........well i think that would be stupid. Its so worth it!
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Oh boy oh boy oh boy!!! My new set Green Summer shot and edited by the lovely, wonderful, incredibly sweet and silly Inkblot98 hits MR tomorrow!!!! I'm really proud of this set. She did my first two Hopeful sets and we've both come a long way as photographer, model, and friends. When this goes up if you like it please make sure to show us...
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jaxy:
No one ever truly loves me back.
andybeau:
The teaser pics above are just that: a tease wink Should be a hell of a set.
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I've been going through my really old CDs remembering different phases in my life. I came across my Live album Throwing Copper. I love this song but when I watched the video I realized how cheesy it is, though it didn't seem like it when I was a lot younger.



I had a crush on Dave Pirner when I was younger too. Something about the...
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photojournalist:
Haven't heard Live in forever thanks for the memories.
knickh:
i seem to recall Live doing an Unplugged set that was really good...now I have to go look for it!
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He says "I want to be kept by you until I'm old and senile and you dump me in a home. If you promise to visit me I promise to maybe recognize you. That's what it means to be my everything # last."

I say "Everything # last until you forget everything. Then everything will be everything # first."

love
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thegutterpunk:
well done you two....i thought i was going to have to bang your heads together....whatever
radiofrank:
Thank you.
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This is how I've been feeling lately. Everything I've seen lately makes me sad. Friends losing friends and family to cancer, my own family having health problems. I've never fit in anywhere, least of all Michigan. I do still plan to move back to Phoenix sometime next spring. Whether alone or not has yet to be determined. I miss my family and I worry about...
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cassiel:
phacet:
I think you are discovering who you are outside of a relationship while having a relationship.

6 hrs, a border crossing and a couple of thousand miles between you two (with the exception of one weekend a month) your day to day decisions are 100% yours to make. You can stop in the middle of painting a room and go clean the kitchen or read a book. You can go from work to the cinema without checking with the significant other. You can vacuum at 11 pm or 6 am without "disturbing" anyone. You can have waffles for dinner or cold pasta for breakfast. lol can you tell I live alone lol biggrin

One weekend a month you have your bf with you and you share your life with him and he shares his life with you. I know it doesn't sound like much, but I believe the time you have to yourself right now is good for you. You will discover your strengths and weakness. You will find yourself.

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The Kirin I see knows her place and has the strength not to take one step down or move aside. The Kirin I see has the courage to forgive when most would not. The Kirin I see is going through a personal hardship alone with her head held high and eyes looking to the future. The Kirin I see today is a remarkable lady. I can't wait to meet the Kirin that found herself and knows what a strong and courageous lady she is.




btw - +1 I agree my floors are awesome love its tiger bamboo. 4 roofs! I thought 2 was bad. It sux that there are so many worthless contractors, roofers etc. I wasn't prepared for this (per inspection I wouldn't need a new roof for + - 15 yrs) and after all the $$$$$ spent on repairs, remodels, upgrades and yard I wish I had a bf 'cuz I really needed someone to lean on and tell me "everything's going to be all right" even though I knew it was I would have liked to hear someone tell me.

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Oh my god the weirdest shit happens to my dad. He called me on Skype last night because he just got back to Phoenix from a car show in Texas. He drove the 1969 Firebird he fixed up down there to compete. He had to show me the trophy he won for best stock car. He was all excited. I love seeing that it's still...
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shema:
Is it wrong that I would have got back in the car and kept going after seeing him flee the scene? Lol jk (sort of).
zarphin:
lol, the story is even better in full! glad the car and your dad and his buddy are ok. crazy people are everywhere. gotta watch out. good breaks on the car too. those old cars weren't known for their stopping power. smile
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I had a scare last night. I was signed on Skype around midnight and I got a video call request from my dad. He asked if I had been on Face Book much lately and I said not too much. He said someone posted something and he wanted to make sure he talked to me about it. I immediately got scared because in the last...
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shaunr:
That's scary frown. Glad hes ok, *hugs*
phacet:
>> hugs <<