jennirae

so i guess my telephone was being gay....my dad actually came over because he couldnt get a hold of me.......and I have missed some alleged calls......I am off to arkansas....so i wont be back till the 5th of june...and since the 6th is my birthday......I will be hiding under the covers on that day.....so I wont be around.....but hopefully you call me Louie....as it would...
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the 30th seems to be coming up way too fast....I really am not looking forward to Arkansas..but if I must go than I must go...I am hoping that there is more to do then drive tractors and look at all the chickens that are going to be killed...I am not vegetarian....but all my family out there are farmers....whether its chickens..pigs...cows....and even Emus...yep...no shit....maybe I can...
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ok so today was another cleaning day.....I had to clean out my fishies bowl...he was lookin sad so had to give him sone new water...he looks happy now.....

its super nice out as of late.....my house gets really warm though.........I do get to leave all the curtains open now though and its just beautiful...but hot...which sort of sucks as I am not really down with...
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ok.....so I went to Portland this week/weekend.....it was....way different than Seattle.....its still kinda dirty....but it has some charm....got to see my old dearest friend....Abner....and met a few lovely people......his Roomie Aaron is a super cool dude.....and he cooks....ladies in Portland...you should hit these guys up...seriously....I am back now....at home.....happy to be back but left with this little tingle for Portland......meeting people that are decent is...
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so yeah....I quit smoking...I am a week into it...and still feel like shit...but thats ok....my blood pressure dropped like mad so I had to adjust my blood pressure medication...(no everyone I do not have high blood pressure) which makes me feel all wonky......so now I take half the dose which makes me more jumpy.....argh...but I do not want to smoke ever again.......not after all this...
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whoa...I have been an SG for over 2 years now...I just realized that.......I am fuckin out of it...I am still not in a great mood...but a better one..I guess...I think I need to get back to sewing and knitting and what not.....I stopped for like the last 3 weeks...well life has pretty much stopped as of late.....for those wondering it isnt a guy that is...
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I am straight up tired....I am tired of lame people telling me shit that they think I want to hear...I just want the truth....I think telling the truth is pretty easy....no matter what....the last thing I need is bullshit.....I am gonna blow dodge soon....back to the life I used to love......I want to travel alone...live alone....be alone....eat alone....sleep alone.....I like being alone..is that so odd?

my last entry was pretty sad...this one will be more upbeat...I have an amazing family....the most amazing two dads....a beautiful loving mom.....a very smart and caring sister....and the best friends in the world......I am going to cherish every day I have with everyone I love.....friends family......and smile at the memories of those past...as that is what they would want.......I hope vegas is shakin....i will be...
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so perhaps some of you heard about the rave shooting in Seattle.....well...I live here and I didnt pay any attention.....till I found out one of my little sisters close friend was a victim...a senseless murder of 7 people......she was only a fifteen year old girl....maybe she was a punk in some peoples eyes.....she was just a misunderstood 15 year old girl trying to have fun...
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ok SGland.....I have really been looking at how talented some of the gals on here are...its amazing......twinkie being the little knitting queen that she is...I recently discovered..Taye....have you seen her clothing?!...go to her page and check out her folders....seriously she has some amazing things on there.....and her set is hot too so it never hurts to stop by anyway ......some of you...
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