holiday

So wow....its been awhile!!!!

lets see......i am currently separated from my husband and will be going through a divorce asap. it just didnt work out.....enough said.

my daughter is awesome! her 1st bday was Halloween........it was amazing! still no teeth, though teething for the past 5 months!!! shes on the verge of walking but is still a lil too lazy to take more then 2...
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well....i havent written in a very long time, sorry

i'm still waiting for my daughter to be born, about 2 1/2 more weeks till my due date! i am so ready to not be pregnant anymore! i'm ready to be a mom, im ready to be skinny again, im ready to be naked on the internet again, i m soooo ready!!!

married life is the...
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well i did it....i'm married!!! jamaica was crazy. our flights got fucked up on the way down so we had to spend the first night in a hotel in miami. when we got down there it was awsome. the wedding was short and sweet. however, it was on the beach and i got sand in my eye so i couldnt see for most of it!!!...
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so this next month is gunna be so crazy for me!!! lets see.....june 4th i learn if my bun in the oven is male or female, the next week i FINALLY get my chest piece colored in (which yes i have looked into online and my doctor said was fine to do) then i have a casino trip with mom on the 13th then i...
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so i had a lot of time on my hands today and decided that since i have a degree in photography and i havent done a set in awhile, i would do a self shot set and see how it comes out.......hahahaha, thats all i have to say! i couldnt get the lighting right so i looked soooo trashy! it was kinda funny! oh well,...
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so things are changing........i'm planning a switch in jobs (woo hoo) buying a new vehicle, hopefully moving within 3 months and i finally have my credit cleaned up (it only took me 6 years) which is a big reason why some of this will be possible. i'm pretty fucking pumped! oh yeah, and did i mention that im expecting again?!!? this time i ve waited...
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so i was having a discussion today at work about online dating sites. pretty much what our opion of them all around are. one of my sisters used one and just got married to a guy she met off of it this past june. I feel she has a special siuation. She is 31 with very strong values. she kept her virginity till marriage and...
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so i havent written in awhile......things have been crazy. in the past few months i have gotten pregnant 2 times and lost both of them. the first time because my blood is RH negative (which i didnt know) and rather then try to explain it to you basically i need to get a shot in the begining of my pregnancy and because i didnt i...
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well well well...its been awhile! things are good in my life right now. i just had a birthday, the big 25!!!! had all these great plans to go pumpkin picking and just be outside taking pictures.....it rained, all day!! so dan and i just hung out and were lazy bastards all day.
i got a new job. i work at a coffe house. i like...
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so i went to the warped tour yesterday and had an awful time!! the only person i wanted to see was joan jet and i didnt get to. the temp reached 100 degrees which means a lot of people were droppin like flies....myself included. i would have passed and hit the ground if an emt didnt catch me first. so i suffered heat excaustion (sp??)...
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i am in need of a major atittude adjustment. i view everything so negativly lately. i thought i was doing this cuz i was so unhappy with so many things......maybe im unhappy because i view things in a negative way. the first thing that has changed is my view on my job. so it sucks, whatever. its a job, not a carear. i need to...
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