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Okay I know I need to update but for now....
Have a happy turkey day!!!

Thank you for not letting my grandpa suffer anymore. He passed away at 8:22am this morning. I'm a mess and I wish he didnt have to suffer the way he did

I'm sorry I've been off from here. I probably won't be even be near the computer for the next month.
The doctors told my mom that my grandfather's liver disease(cirrohis of the liver) is in its final stages. The only thing we can do is make him comfortable and he may have only a few weeks left. So for the next few weeks, that's basically...
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Okay, the past couple days have been a real struggle for me.
Thank you for the good thoughts and nice comments. I have needed them badly.
I found out on Easter sunday evening, I had two people dear to my heart pass away. The fucked up thing was they rushed the funeral to monday so I didn't even get to say goodbye.
Last night, we...
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Fuck fake people and fuck people's head games!!!
Im burnt out from it and I can't take much more of it.
My heart has soooo many scars on it from trusting people too easy.
Lazerninja, KD0083, and my friend Dave came out with me to make me feel better. I spent all of last night texting Acacia and Andi. They are the...
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Time for an update!!!!
First off, my grandfather is still not doing very well. Most of my time has been going towards him
Jmoneyshot's hand is getting better. The stitches were taken out and It's healing a little better.
I'm sorry this post isn't going to be very long. I'm soooo tired and my eyes hurt to look at the computer right now.
Hope...
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Sooooo I've been MIA lately. Blame the boyfriend!!! He gave me his stupid sickness.

So my news update lately...
Holidays.... only one more to go until I can actually get out of hiding!

Fuck Valentines day!
Fuck Bronchitis and my upper respiratory infection!
I do feel better since I went to the doctor.

I started planning my trips because I need to get my ass...
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So the holidays are right around the corner and today, I just got the worst news ever.
This is going to be a long story....