Sleepless and frustrated, amidst a disheveled mind and world, searching, searching for words that would work.
When inspiration comes, it arrives like a bolt from the blue. Triggered by anything: the zipper going down, the clothes coming off. It is "the aha moment," the "lightbulb going off."
Creativity seizes the mind like an exterior force. A whirlwind of thoughts that need to be written. Feverish compulsion as lightbulbs of the mind alight.
And so I was inspired: naked, writing, and illuminated by the glow of the creative act.
Check out a behind the scenes video of the shoot in my journal or at this link:
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Yulia/videos/6139/