dexy

my new tv show has started!!
yay! *happy dance*

here is the title sequence...


it's on every night at midnight on Sumo.tv sky 144

and here is a bit of the behind the scenes stuff...

but yeah... things are really good with work.
i am also doing some work for a show called Video Zoo, just a spot as one of the many presenters.
it's...
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i think i am having a mid-life crisis..
i turn 30 in a little less than 3 weeks. bah.
it's not that i am that concerned about it. fuck it... maybe in some ways i am older and wiser... maybe not.
you are as old as you feel. and i don't give a fuck what it says on paper but it's still a bit strange...
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it's very obvious to me lately that i am quite unhappy with my life... the replacements song "unsatisfied" is something i listen to a lot. i can't put my finger on what is off about me and why i am so unhappy, but i am. it's both silly and hard to admit. there is nothing horrible about my life or bad happening, it's just not...
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well, i missed some excitement around here...

not gonna form an opinion publicly cos i didn't see the set or read any of the threads about it and i fear a lynching if i do...
on the tv show i host i talk about and show a lot of controversial images and clips, we work on the philosophy of pushing limits and buttons. we don't...
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sometimes i don't think it'll ever get easier...

broken hearts take time to heal, but it seems like it just keeps breaking.

we ended up sleeping together weekend before last
i woke up in a panic
cos i didn't know where i was
then he held me
and i felt like i was home

he called me friday really drunk
missing me
and i miss...
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i spend my nights in front of a camera.
it's quite a fun job, but after awhile sitting there talking to a camera a girl gets bored...
so i take photos of myself between talking on camera and watching tv.
really, getting paid to be on telly and watching it at the same time is surreal. it rarely feels like work.

i get a bit...
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i am not sure how long i shall be sticking around SG land....

i never seem to have the time to invest in sets. i work strange hours and constantly in front of a camera and haven't really had too much interest in being naked, mainly to conceal my television identity a bit more...
hahahahhaa.

i love my job.
funny how a silly audition your...
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