Resurrection

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Hey friends! I know I haven't been super active as of late but there are a few reasons for that!

Honestly I've been super out of sorts lately, and very disillusioned with modeling. It's something I really love, and want to do more of, but my 'real' job is extremely stressful and time consuming. A little backstory here; I have shot 5 sets, (two of
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electriceye22:
For what its work I am glad you are still at it.  Im surprised you had a set rejected based on some of the poor quality sets that have been hitting MR in recent months.
chimera:
@electriceye22 I can admit the set wasn't great (and I still uploaded most of the images, you can find them wayyy back on my timeline). SG has always been really strict with all the sets I've submitted. Even the set that made me pink, I had to resubmit about 4 times before they accepted it to the queue.

Sg homework: If money was no object, what would you do all day?

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Hey guys! I know I've been bad about keeping up with blog homework, but I'm going to try to be better about this! I have gotten quite a few pms/comments requesting more blogs so thank you so much for the interest :)

The homework subject for this week was If money was no object, what would you do all day?

To be honest, I...
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sillygerman624:
This was cool. My blog was pretty much the same thing as well...I'd travel everywhere, see everything, there's just so much to the world. At the end, I wanna settle in New Zealand/ Austrailia but til I get there...I would go everywhere.
chimera:
@sillygerman624 and @eyes52 I would love to go to New Zealand some day too! @ainoa yes I have always wanted to see the northern lights as well! You guys are making me want to go even more places ♡

Twitch

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Hey friends! I apologize for the lack of presence. Unfortunately my job is extremely demanding and doesn't afford me a lot of time for other activities. I've had plans for multiple shoots for my next set, yet they always seem to fall through :( I am planning my next shoot again and I'm hoping to shoot at least 2-3 new sets in the remainder of
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chimera:
@skyhook @marajade @electriceye22 Thanks so much for your feedback! I definately have a lot of thinking/planning to do before I decide to start streaming, and you guys answered a lot of my questions/apprehensions regarding the subject! I have a webcam but it's quite old, and the lighting in the room where I do my gaming is pretty awful. I'll start looking in to getting a better webcam and see what I can do about lighting. I don't really know much about twitch but I had been approached by Rambo a few months back regarding possibly doing a stream. It piqued my interest as I don't know many people who share my love for gaming and I was thinking it might be a good way to connect with people who have similar gaming interests?
marajade:
I say go for it on the SG twitch! I love interacting with members on there that share the same interests in gaming and that way also you learn about twitch before you do your own! The sg twitch is loads of fun!!

SG Homework: What was the best day of your life?

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There are a lot of days I could consider the 'best'. I feel as though in the past couple years I have been blessed with good days, so it is quite difficult to choose. I don't feel I have a best day, more like a best week.

Earlier this year, my partner and I decided to get married. We both love to travel, and we
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waitformetoturnblue:
That is one of the coolest ways to get married I've come across. Rock. On.
ainoa:
This is beautiful 😍 and the dress 💕💓💕

SG Homework: Tell us about your first tattoo

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My first tattoo was my female foo dog/shi shi/chinese lion/what have you. It resides on my left forearm.

I got this tattoo when I was 18. It was done in one sitting, 7 hours. Both of my lions were paid for by my parents, as a reward for allowing my scars to heal. I have what was at the time a crippling social anxiety disorder
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nebula:
Beautiful tattoo :) and really inspiring story behind them... Anxiety is not an easy thing to deal with. Thanks for sharing

WOW!!!

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When I came home to this I was at a loss for words! This is truly a dream come true for me; from the moment my sister showed me a documentary about the Suicidgirls on HBO at 14 years old, I knew I had to be one, and now I am :)

My sister started photographing me at a young age, and would put me
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dementia:
Congrats girl !! :)
nebula:
Congratulations!

♡♡♡

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Heading out of the country on a charity mission for the next 2 weeks but I just wanted to say thank you all again for all the love! I'd love to come home and find I've been made a suicidrgirl :p

Please keep showing the love and support, I will read all your comments when I get home!

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kaicito:
Congrats, so well deserved! <3
chimera:
@rambo Thank you!!! ;-;

Who's afraid...

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Wow!!! Thank you everyone for all the love on my second set ♡ This was not an easy set to shoot, but it's good to see our hard work paid off! It was a 2 hour drive to Cloudcroft, NM and it was mid November... I was FREEZING my tush off the whole time, and by the end of the shoot I was shivering so
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mikiztli:
This makes this set even more perfect!!
metalmajic1983:
Cloudcroft is such a gorgeous area, as is Ruidoso. 

SG Homework: How has SG changed your life?

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It's my day off so it's time for another blog!

Well let's see... I am pretty sure the argument that led to the breaking off of my previous engagement was about my involvement with suicidegirls, and that was a good thing! I am so much happier now. I also feel so much more confident, and it made me realize I am beautiful, and capable of
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rafa2014:
Preciosa
devilbaby:
I'm gLad too so I can see more of Your BeauTy and seXness ;) XOXOX 

SG Homework: Confess Something

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Hey guys! I'm bored so it's time for another SG homework blog! This time I'm going to confess something :0

So, my confession that I have a social anxiety disorder! I have suffered from this issue since my mid-teen years. For a long time I had difficulty leaving my home to go out in public, and oftentimes, doing so for extended periods would cause me...
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skells:
I think in time you just grow out of it, obviously it will still be there sure otherwise you'd be a robot unable to feel anything. I also moved out of my comfort zone and ended up on the otherside of the world which I think helped a lot. Out here you're kinda shakingly forced out of any kinda shell you might have had in the first place - so that helped.
skells:
I still feel like shit and want to vomit before I have to give presentations where there's over a hundred people - and if goes well - Jesus its like a drug, almost can't sleep for days afterwards. Kinda weird now that I think about - I would be awake for days before it worrying sick and then if it goes well I would be awake for days bouncing around from the adrenaline.
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