Thursday Feb 06, 2003

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I'm feeling dangerous tonight...as I tend to every few weeks or so, and then fiercely dangerous one special day or two. Like nothing matters anyway, and it feels like time is flying so fast past my ears making those screeching sounds like dying harpies. Life is clawing at those metal bars, needing to be...free
free
free
free
free
free..........
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tor:
Free you shall become... Out of the ashes comes a rebirth a spark that its fury and power becomes an inferno and a Phoenix will rise again and be reborn free to protect life and soar again.

Tatoo of a Phoenix
motoxxx123:
right on...i totally feel you.

Saturday Jan 18, 2003

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bogey bogey..I'm making stuff tonight..inspire me!

need inspiration?
go:
www.ashesmonroe.com
www.absoluterealitystudios.com
www.groups.yahoo.com/group/ashesmonroe
www.groups.yahoo.com/group/arealitystudios
miao!!
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yemyam:
but of course ...
z_x_silas:
ask not what your country's done for you.
ask WHAT your country's done TO YOU.

Saturday Jan 11, 2003

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Ashes needs extra happies tonight : ( I've been feeling so tired of everything lately.
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fillerbunny:

I have a bunch of stupid girly questions. How exactly did you do your hair? Is it shaved underneath? On what setting? Are those extensions and if so how much does it cost for the extension braids? How often do you have to get it redone? How do you wash it? Do they get in the way? etc. I'm curious cause I like it and if I'm ever in a job that would let me do my hair like that I'd jump on the opportunity in a heartbeat.

invinoveritas:
"And the burning of the embers
Slowly down inside
I will keep you warm this darkness
As the ashes die
I will call your soul in winter
I will keep you mine
I will call your soul and winter
As the ashes die
I will keep you broke and splintered
I will keep you tight
I will keep you cold and dark
Till the end of time
And the soul is slowly seeping
As the years go by
Will you keep me cold and darkened
Till the end of time
I will keep you safe from summer
I will be entwined
I will keep you cold and darkened
Till the end of time
I will kiss your burning embers
I will watch them die
I will catch your soul escaping
As the ashes fly
I will keep you safe from summer
I will be entwined
I will keep you cold and darkened
Till the end of time"

You reminded me of this song by G.D.

Wednesday Jan 01, 2003

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happy new year to all the unknown stars and looneys! miao!!
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still:
Happy New Year for you also. I just looked at your photos for the first time... and can't stop looking! I'd like to know more about the weaponry that you have refered to... You are well armed.
bonokirk:
I'm looking at your sets for the first time too and I'm telling you, somethings rising from the Ashes.

Tuesday Dec 03, 2002

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Fame is just schizophrenia with money
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dick_army:
True that. I mean the pink-furred yeti thing.

I can honestly say that I don't have money, and when I'm feeling schizophrenic, I like to enjoy a jar of great-tasting BOVRIL. It nourishes the heart, the mind and the body.
gil:
MERRY X-MAS!!!

Sunday Dec 01, 2002

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I finish all stuff for classes on monday. Yay. Right now I'm busy finding new and creative ways to avoid studying for my final. biggrin
demigauge:
YAY finals!

Friday Nov 29, 2002

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GAH! I need money bad. I hate it when I'm all comfortable and then suddenly it seems like everyone decided to cash every check I ever wrote at the same time...so suddenly i have no money...and sometimes negative money. This sucks. Anyone want to help a girl out? *puppy eyes*
I have prints you could buy! biggrin
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vanir:
what kind of prints?
ashes:
um...anything that I have high quality enough to print out..email me and I'll send you a link to what I have, or feel free to make a request. (I might not take it..but there's no harm in asking)

Friday Nov 15, 2002

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one candle and a burning soul
I emptied the box of matches into the candle...letting the parafin coat them and create a small bonfire on the kitchen floor..the wax growing and dripping over the sides...slipping onto the floor and making designs in warm streams..i touched the edges where the wax was gathering and let it follow my touch...drawing pictures..swirls and trails that turned into images..Drawing...
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fillerbunny:


we used to pick our own strawberries. There were always soooo many mosquitoes. Were there mosquitoes?


freyja__:
how very trance-inducing.
i've always loved to play with fire and wax.. ever since i was a child. got me in lots of trouble.. but i never seemed to mind. add a little oil (essential, of course) and i'm completely blissful.

Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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xxxx: there are many things that i want to believe...but only a few
that i should
silence: i understand
silence: it's hard to believe when you have to pick and choose
xxxx: i think you feel the same
xxxx: i know...
silence: I can be dangerous sometimes...I don't always prepare myself...I
just dream on.
xxxx: dangerous to whom...
silence: myself...those close to me.....
xxxx: why...
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g_felix:
Hey Ashes,

Doesn't a little healthy fear make desire sweeter?

Do we always want what is best?

Tuesday Nov 12, 2002

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11:10 pm - throwing rocks at crystal houses...
Long nights seem to wake me within strange dreams. Infinite trails of secrets woven together in this mystery home. brocade, spilled wine and unspoken loves drown me in that curse of blessings. China tea cups filled with my soul smashed on the pavement. dwindling to shimmering slivers of childhood. Hold my hand. Wash it all away with...
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eatingchucky:
I miss Santa Cruz...what a fun place that was to live in....nice trees....nice beaches...Java House...eh...Portland's fun too! Have fun down there.
maeda:
*speechless*

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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I think Instead of updating this journal and my lj seperately I'm just going to double post..because I don't think anyone here goes there.

here's a long one..a couple weeks old...

6:35 am - will you ever know?
Rainwater slipped down the windows of the old house today. I drank my coffee and watched the young passersby with their umbrellas, running about in the rain...
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volkov:
I wish I had the time to write everything I wanted to.
It's good to see you posting again. I missed you.

Green
sorry..it's my contrary nature. :-)
*hugs*
v
g_felix:
Hey Ashes,

Wow! Powerful entry. Thanks for sharing it!

Sunday Sep 08, 2002

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I've been working on my book hardcore lately...I'm still having terrible writers block around the middle parts. So I'm moving in from the beginning and the end. hehe. I was SUPPOSED to have this finished by my 20th birthday, but obviously that didn't happen. Lets see if I can shoot for the 21st : ) if you have no fucking clue what I'm rambling on...
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poeto:
I'm currently writing doing some book reviews on deadline and not getting anywhere. But I can usually blast through writer's block with lots of coffee and a long walk. Also, talking on the phone (to another writer) helps. Never underestimate the power of complaining.
jesus_christ:
cure for writers block: 1. stare at a flat object for at least two hours straight...such as a wall, computer, or television screen. the sky works as well. 2. make no attempt to think about anything useful. if possible, do not think, just be. listen. 3. sleep. 4. wake up. this is important, for without it, you cannot, i repeat CANNOT write. 5. make sure you are good and awake. eat something, stare some more, listen to some nice loud deftones or tool. nosebleed should get you going. 6.6.6. that is all.
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