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Holy shit it's been almost a month since my last post. I am so sorry you guys. I'm just at the point in my life where I really need to evaluate my life. Yes, I'm still young which is why I don't feel so guilty about being as confused as I am right now.

My Christmas was absolutely horrible but it could have always been...
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greyfeather:
I cant believe I havent noticed you on here before. You totally broke up my "top five favorites" Happy New Year
adoresmom:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LOVE YOU LOTS
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I am doing okay everyone. Went to the hospital and waited 7 hours to find out that I had a pretty bad bladder infection. So, no worries.

Some tid bits:

*I love my job but I hate having to go to work.
*I am growing my nails out. They've only been long 2x in my life.
*I was growing my hair long for a wedding...
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monkeypox:
are you back on my side of the country?

just wondering.

ooo aaa
wraithkiss:
Merry Christmas smile

Hopefully everything for your holiday is gonna go good for you. (I'm a little early but close enough I think)
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wraithkiss:
Holy shit..... they're checking your liver? pancreas? AND your left ovary..... but just the left one.......

Funny thing is I been lurkin around wondering at the absence hoping it was just from being busy getting ready for the move, but on here no news doesnt usually work out to be good news. Usually its of the variety that 'I got shit falling on my head and I dont really need to spread out in a public manner for mr joe blow to read.' I was actually checking you out today to write you a blank blanket letter with warm fuzzy comforting thoughts....... but then we get pancreas liver ovary news...... and that's like .... sad. However now that I know what's actually going wrong I find myself without anything terribly comforting or loving to offer. I shall blame it on the sugar rush I have right now on an otherwise empty stomach.... but I reserve the right to repost with warm comforting thoughts later.

I do have a confession though..... when you said left ovary I kept thinking..... 'Man I said I'd give my left nut like a bajillion times over the past years for one thing or another (especially at thoughts of seeing some of the sets here get done) and I wonder if you made a deal with the devil!' Just as a warning for you. If you ever in jest said 'man I'd so give my left nut for that!' and you never thought the devil would take you up on it, being decidedly a nut-free foxy lady type person..... watch out!! he may have been crafty and popped out an ovary while you werent looking. Although on the upside that may mean you're due for something sicly awesome loots here soon. A big screen TV or a new corvette or that fucking barbie dream mansion may soon be yours!!
jackaloniy2j00:
I hope you are feeling better and that it is nothing serious.
I will use my amazing power of will and wish for your well being.
Besides all that I hope you are doing well.
The mrs. misses you.
Take care.
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macskander:
Cool shots. I've never noticed your eyes before in your photoshoots.

Is the tattoo running down your leftside new? Very nice.
it_thing_hard_on:
Hang in there. I know it's easy to become discouraged in your position but just know that you have people pulling for you.

I'll give you a call later tomorrow.
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It has been almost two months since my last update. I want to apologize for disappearing on everyone. It seems lately that my plans keep on changing. I did not move to Tallahassee. I actually ended up in Washington state for a while. I'm back in Florida for a few months to deal with some family things and what not and then I'm moving back...
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desdenova:
I agree with that, but........good god, why Yakima?
desdenova:
Seattle may not necessarily have the cheap housing part, but the other two, definitely. PLUS at least ninety eight percent less suckitude. To be fair, this is just good natured shit slinging.I know you're going where the opportunity is.
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I am not moving to California. I am moving back to Tallahassee at the end of the month. That is where I belong.

The weather here in South Florida sucks. It has rained every single day.

I need to stop isolating myself so this weekend I'm going to Orlando with armyofrobots for his birthday. There are two beautiful ladies I'm hoping to see while I'm...
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hotcurry:
kiss I wish you well in the move.
it_thing_hard_on:
I haven't said yet how incredibly hawt that picture is yet. How could I be remiss in that? confused
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So, in my last post I said,

"I have so much on my plate right now. It's like I walked up at a buffet, threw everything I wanted on a plate and then somebody came by and threw all of the stuff I needed on there as well. "Eat your veggies, it'll make you stronger." So, I'm trying to finish it one small bite at...
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armyofrobots:
I don't understand why you haven't called me yet.


hmmm....
lovesome:
you look amazing, love. your lips are so pretty!

i took out all my piercings too, except for my monroe and my ears. idk, for a while i thought all of the jewelry really complimented my face, but as time wore on, i began to feel like my face was getting more and more cluttered. i'm still playing with the idea of getting the side of my lip pierced and putting a tiny stud in it, but we'll see smile

i wish you could come down here soon so me, you and norma_jean can hit the town smile

good to hear that your grandpa is doing well!

take care of yourself love kiss
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I have so much on my plate right now. It's like I walked up at a buffet, threw everything I wanted on a plate and then somebody came by and threw all of the stuff I needed on there as well. "Eat your veggies, it'll make you stronger." So, I'm trying to finish it one small bite at a time. I know, what a weird...
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emotedcreations:
Sorry to hear about your grandfather, hope he's doing better now. It sounds like he'll be just fine.

What I wanted to say is that everytime I check my 'home' I see you under 'friend pics' and just cant get over how gorgeous you are. You have the most amazing eyes. It gets me everytime.

And I thought your metaphor at the top was pretty damn apt, very well done! One bite at a time is the only way to go... smile
it_thing_hard_on:
So much to say, don't know how to start.

I thought your analogy was spot-on. Esp. the want/need part. Sounds almost like something I would say.

I wish your grandpa a speedy recovery.

Now I guess it's my turn to say I miss our chats.
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I'm living with my mom right now. I've been here since Saturday. I want to add that I haven't lived at home in almost 4 years (well, until now of course).

So much going on in my life right now and I apologize for not being active on the site. I just need to get my shit together.

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miserybleeds:
:hugs: i'm only like an hour away.
max16characters:
Good luck with getting everything together. It's always good though to have a place to go to work on getting things back in order. I hope it works out for you.
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I am going through a really big change right now. Meaning I have a lot going on right now. You might not hear from for a couple of days. I'm sorry.

Break up. Moving.
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dorsal:
its okay love

i am going through some shit too

i hope it works out for you :HUGS: miao!!
paulnikon:
You have plenty a homies down in Central Florida. Holla if you need some help.
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No matter what time I go to bed I just can't seem to get up when I want to. So much for going to the gym this morning. I now have to get ready for work. At least I know that I'm going walking after work with some friends.

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afterbirth:
I have an impossible time getting up when I want to.
That's why I have to go to the gym before lunch!
wraithkiss:
I gave up a loooooooong time ago on getting up early for anything. I wake up at the crack of 9:20am and I'm on my way to work by 9:50 to log in at 10:15a. If I feel like consciousness is too much work then I sacrifice shaving and taking a sack lunch to work and lay there an extra 5 minutes.

Actually I wake up at 7:45a and then turn on my music turn and the lights to keep me from drifting back too far to sleep then cat nap till I need to roll outta bed. I love just rolling around in bed all cozy slipping in and out of consciousness, back and forth from dream fragments to stretching out and opening my eyes to check the time and back into dreams again. Its pretty much gonna ruin me when I need to share my bed again.
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wraithkiss:
*nods appreciativly* Yup a good picture
afterbirth:
Hey, even your nostrils are beautiful!!!!