I'm about to throw up I'm so happy right now. I'll tell you all more later.
Thanks for your support guys! I'll be in touch with you all soooon!
Thanks for your support guys! I'll be in touch with you all soooon!
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God I'm lame. So tomorrow is another. Thanks you guys. I mean it.
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salemxiii:
I just saw your other blog...I am glad you are feeling better! 
larianna:
*hugs* I'm glad you're lame. It means you're still here. Better to be here and lame than not be here at all.
It means you're still here. Better to be here and lame than not be here at all. Eight pills in my hand and two bottles of wine. Take em? Yet another, Yet another another rejection. I have forgotten why I do any of this anymore. I'm a fucking waste of air - and I am so sorry for my parents and anyone who ever gave half a shit. Maybe I could wonder off and hop a few trains, distance myself for a...
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larianna:
Aw, sweetie. 
Look, I know we don't know eachother well, but if you need to talk, I'm here. Even if you just need to type it all out, I'll read it.
I know how hard it can be sometimes. I think we're in the same boat in a few different ways. Please don't give up on hope. *hugs*
Look, I know we don't know eachother well, but if you need to talk, I'm here. Even if you just need to type it all out, I'll read it.
I know how hard it can be sometimes. I think we're in the same boat in a few different ways. Please don't give up on hope. *hugs*
in_aevum:
.. Suicide is a hard road that I would never recommend taking. Stay strong, fight. That itself is hope. Just never give up even in the face of death.
Fuck it. Suck it up and deal with your shit. I've been saying that to myself for weeks now.
I did it to myself, you know, to think I deserve something in particular. To think I deserve a thing more than what I have yet found. Work it from the ground up, you are now buried. When I thought I had worked enough to have...
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I did it to myself, you know, to think I deserve something in particular. To think I deserve a thing more than what I have yet found. Work it from the ground up, you are now buried. When I thought I had worked enough to have...
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ninjaprodigy:
...thanks.
Well that definitely sucks...especially since things were going so well.
So, trying to find a job now? ...why all the crying?
Well that definitely sucks...especially since things were going so well.
So, trying to find a job now? ...why all the crying?
nikonphoto80:
Tell me what is going on, you heard my pain over a year ago so I think it is time for me to hear yours. I'm getting read to go out, but if you do tell me the story I will try to help you see the light.
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larianna:
Thanks for the well-wishes, gorgeous. 
Black Lung
I have registered my business - Black Lung, so look out for a line commin out soon plus a website (I'm setting up most of it myself, it's been a few years so I'm having to retrain myself with most of it - especially since I want to use strick XHTML and css.) Hoodies, tanks, t's for ghouls and guys, perhaps other household...
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I have registered my business - Black Lung, so look out for a line commin out soon plus a website (I'm setting up most of it myself, it's been a few years so I'm having to retrain myself with most of it - especially since I want to use strick XHTML and css.) Hoodies, tanks, t's for ghouls and guys, perhaps other household...
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starsnflames:
wow cool, i hope to see your stuff soon!
check out my brand TillDeathDoUsPart right there baby
i ll have more coming soon i hope, i m a bit slow!!
check out my brand TillDeathDoUsPart right there baby
i ll have more coming soon i hope, i m a bit slow!!
Things are well this week. Charles is back and I feel much better - aside from being so utterly tired this morning! Oh working at 6am. Great fun. But, my coffee tastes comforting and there is a boy in the next room who loves me. Spooky is jittery - he's my new cat, and I hope he likes staying here. Anyway, I'm too tired to...
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girl_afraid:
aww yay! i'm glad you like it! go ahead and post a link in your journal.
pavementjim:
hey babe, any new pics on the way?
Lovin; u in London xx
Lovin; u in London xx
New career heights upon the horizon - there is much excitement stirring in me. But so much business, so much wholesome work.
Three days of unrest yet to follow. There are a few dead things here.
In high spirits, with all my blood,
xoxoxo
Adaline
Three days of unrest yet to follow. There are a few dead things here.
In high spirits, with all my blood,
xoxoxo
Adaline
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son_of_desidia:
No, I couldn't nail down my friend. It didn't help that myspace was being weird and she lost her phone but she was still being shady.
If I had gone up there'd be no one at the bus station waiting for me and I wouldn't know where to find her or have a way to get in touch.
Last time I heard from Edith she was living in NE Portland and she was still making art.
If I had gone up there'd be no one at the bus station waiting for me and I wouldn't know where to find her or have a way to get in touch.
Last time I heard from Edith she was living in NE Portland and she was still making art.
son_of_desidia:
That sounds good to me
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son_of_desidia:
Don't think I've forgotten about you... 
blue_pearl:
My sympathies and best wishes to you and your family. Thank you so much for sharing such personal feelings and reflections; it really touched me and help me reconnect with my own grief and joy for the people I've lost.
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mickeytcraft:
chicago LADIES??????????????????
ouch
ouch
mement0mori:
Awesome make up ans awesome t-shirt!!! i want one of those!! 
I might have to check out that book. The overview for the class I took used the book by Barry, and it wasn't too good. At least I didn't think so. I didn't come away with an understanding of Deconstructionism, which seemed to be popular among the people who "got it."
My teacher, who could be really cool (though full of herself as well), is a huge Pixies fan. She likened "Here Comes Your Man" to Deconstructionism, but I never really made the connection. The lyrics are kind of ambiguous, but I never got to an understanding of Foucault (for example) for it to seem even ambiguous.