No sex - No celebration.
I am drunk.Perhaps I am about to make a total ass of myself. I don't give a damn. Maybe I should.
Monday I start work at a new Sex Shop.
Tonight was suppose to be a celebration. Let me emphasize "suppose" Did I even spelll that right?
Ok, so here's the low down. My boi had a hard day. It...
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I am drunk.Perhaps I am about to make a total ass of myself. I don't give a damn. Maybe I should.
Monday I start work at a new Sex Shop.
Tonight was suppose to be a celebration. Let me emphasize "suppose" Did I even spelll that right?
Ok, so here's the low down. My boi had a hard day. It...
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zombievengence:
Hey hey long time no chat. Well in my opinion this sounds like a case of dump the ass hole all ready.
missmir:
...i'm about to work at a sex shop too :/
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loottool:
awesomE makE-uP! arE yoU intO fangoriA? 
m3mentom0ri:
wow!! i loved your pics! i cant resist hot zombie gals!!!
happy new year!
happy new year!
Merry fuckin homeless!
Hopefully not for long though..... I hear back about approval tomorrow (fingers cramped from being crossed)
Went to Denver. Went to Seattle. But, I'm going to be moving to Portland for sure now. Mixed fealings... but Stormy dancing on me for a moment sure helped me remember why I loved this town. But I still miss my buddies back in Chicago. I...
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Hopefully not for long though..... I hear back about approval tomorrow (fingers cramped from being crossed)
Went to Denver. Went to Seattle. But, I'm going to be moving to Portland for sure now. Mixed fealings... but Stormy dancing on me for a moment sure helped me remember why I loved this town. But I still miss my buddies back in Chicago. I...
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zgrat:
have a safe and happy new years
nikonphoto80:
I have not been very good.
No we have not talked in a long time, I miss you.
I'm glad you found a home, I would like to see photos of it. What kind of kitty are you going to get?
Christmas was pretty good. I got a big ass cage for my chinchilla and some close and an external hard drive and some DVD's.
No we have not talked in a long time, I miss you.
I'm glad you found a home, I would like to see photos of it. What kind of kitty are you going to get?
Christmas was pretty good. I got a big ass cage for my chinchilla and some close and an external hard drive and some DVD's.
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kingskottie:
the girl is so groovy
nikonphoto80:
i miss you.
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nikonphoto80:
its what friends are for.
ouch, I hope he likes that kind of thing LOL.
so you like to see your boy in pain do you hahahahahahahahaha.
You look cute when you are looking for a place.
What in the hell, I wouldn't pay 400 for that place, that is so nasty and he sounds just as nasty, fuck him and fuck his place.
It's a cute photo of you, I hope you are wrong, I hope it got excepted.
ouch, I hope he likes that kind of thing LOL.
so you like to see your boy in pain do you hahahahahahahahaha.
You look cute when you are looking for a place.
What in the hell, I wouldn't pay 400 for that place, that is so nasty and he sounds just as nasty, fuck him and fuck his place.
It's a cute photo of you, I hope you are wrong, I hope it got excepted.
carina:
The new profile picture is stunning, I hope that set isn't rejected.
And I am definitely not looking foward to apartment hunting next year if that's what I have to look foward to. That bathtub looks disgusting.
And I am definitely not looking foward to apartment hunting next year if that's what I have to look foward to. That bathtub looks disgusting.
I want to thank all of you who have responded to my blog, it really helps to hear your storys, good words, and insights. Puts everything into perspective. I've felt good today. Because of all of you. I went out, and I spent some time with some kittens that don't have homes. I cried but it was nice, and strangely hopeful. I am inspired by...
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luxxie:
ooh nice new profile pic! 
does that mean a set is on the way?
does that mean a set is on the way? 
rebel_rebel:
absolutely sugar. always there for you.
yeh, you can contact me about that or you can just contact josh direct. either way, i would probably have to reference you to him for most things.
yeh, you can contact me about that or you can just contact josh direct. either way, i would probably have to reference you to him for most things.
How do I begin to write? How? And, if I cannot figure that out , how can I figure out how to live?
For the first time in my life, a week ago, I fully considered suicide. And, it felt, sad yes, but also peaceful. Nice really.
I know I'm depressed, and I know my love, the love of my life is also. It feels...
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For the first time in my life, a week ago, I fully considered suicide. And, it felt, sad yes, but also peaceful. Nice really.
I know I'm depressed, and I know my love, the love of my life is also. It feels...
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a_strange_treat:
My friend,
I feel this way every single day. I swear to you I do. I can't afford the therapy or meds either.
Yeah, there is suffering in the world far beyond anything you or I have been through, but that doesn't mean that what you and your love feel, your pain, isn't real or legitimate.
Life is struggle; there is no doubt about that, but it's a battle that you can win if fight long and hard enough. I believe that with all my heart, and it's why I keep fighting. I promise, if you keep fighting you can win.
Maybe the world doesn't need two more artists. I can't answer that. I think the world is desperate for artists, but the world and I rarely see eye to eye. But they are people in the world who need YOU, artist or not, and for starters ... the two of you need each other.
Maybe that is the place to start, to cling to and take care of each other, never leave the other to be alone in this world and die missing you. Make that choice and go from there.
I feel this way every single day. I swear to you I do. I can't afford the therapy or meds either.
Yeah, there is suffering in the world far beyond anything you or I have been through, but that doesn't mean that what you and your love feel, your pain, isn't real or legitimate.
Life is struggle; there is no doubt about that, but it's a battle that you can win if fight long and hard enough. I believe that with all my heart, and it's why I keep fighting. I promise, if you keep fighting you can win.
Maybe the world doesn't need two more artists. I can't answer that. I think the world is desperate for artists, but the world and I rarely see eye to eye. But they are people in the world who need YOU, artist or not, and for starters ... the two of you need each other.
Maybe that is the place to start, to cling to and take care of each other, never leave the other to be alone in this world and die missing you. Make that choice and go from there.
ninjaprodigy:
Hang in there, do what you can. There's something good on the horizon..either to figure out and plan, or something unexpected.
Depression sucks, but things do improve. Just gotta make sure you're both around to see things get better.
and..*some big hugs*
Depression sucks, but things do improve. Just gotta make sure you're both around to see things get better.
and..*some big hugs*
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sefi24:
I love your art a lot, but u promised a new set, so where is it sweetie??????????????
jimmybackfire:
god you make cool shit.
vibrators, dirty martinis and confusion.....
so... i'm drunk. Sorry for any typos.
had a really bad night,
first off i want to apologize for not responding to comments on my last blog - i will soon though.
things have been crazy. I just got a job at Taboo Tabou - # 1 sex shop in Chicago....i love everyone there, my coworkers and the customers. Tonight...
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so... i'm drunk. Sorry for any typos.
had a really bad night,
first off i want to apologize for not responding to comments on my last blog - i will soon though.
things have been crazy. I just got a job at Taboo Tabou - # 1 sex shop in Chicago....i love everyone there, my coworkers and the customers. Tonight...
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eternalpain75:
Congrats on the new job.
Hope you hear something about your new set.
Hope you hear something about your new set.
bodymodified:
we all need help
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zy:
Thanks a lot for the add in the friend list !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
treasure:
Trust me.
The weekend isn't in there. But it sure does look like fun.
Have a good weekend!!!!
~Treasure~
Trust me.
The weekend isn't in there. But it sure does look like fun.
Have a good weekend!!!!
~Treasure~
i'm really tired today, a friend of mine is hurt, so she's comming over so i can take care of her. i'm really worried about this lovely lady, shes goin through a really traumatic time.
I've realized that i need to reevaluate some things in my life, how i've been treating other people. For those of you who read my last journal entry: it was...
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I've realized that i need to reevaluate some things in my life, how i've been treating other people. For those of you who read my last journal entry: it was...
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ninjaprodigy:
Hope your friend's doing all right..
And, y'know, you live, you learn and try and do better from there on out.
And, y'know, you live, you learn and try and do better from there on out.
lil_tuffy:
Hey, I jsut noticed the primt making thing in yer profile descriptor... you should join Screenprinting group. It's pretty dead but it'd be great to get more printers in their.
Also, if you happen to be going to the pitchfork music festival this weekend. there will be like 45 screen printing poster artists (including me) exhibiting at Flatstock.
:tuffy:
Also, if you happen to be going to the pitchfork music festival this weekend. there will be like 45 screen printing poster artists (including me) exhibiting at Flatstock.
:tuffy:
Portland, we meet again.........
So I'm flying out Saturday to Oregon (thank god, I've been needing this for a while!) and stayin for ten days...so if any of you write me and I don't get back to you quickly, it's because I won't have consistant access to a computer (no it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore!!!
Onto other things...I FINALLY got paid,...
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So I'm flying out Saturday to Oregon (thank god, I've been needing this for a while!) and stayin for ten days...so if any of you write me and I don't get back to you quickly, it's because I won't have consistant access to a computer (no it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore!!!
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a_strange_treat:
You obviously don't luve us anymore.
Have fun in Portland!!!!!!
Smashy is among the top five kitty names ever. The other contenders:
Whiskey
Doom
Fucker
Jimmy the Otter
What kind of job do you want?
Have fun in Portland!!!!!!
Smashy is among the top five kitty names ever. The other contenders:
Whiskey
Doom
Fucker
Jimmy the Otter
What kind of job do you want?
sparaz:
I love portland, I would so love to be up there right now, I havent been there in like 4 years... What a sad state of affairs too... Hopefully you are having or (had) fun.