Eight pills in my hand and two bottles of wine. Take em? Yet another, Yet another another rejection. I have forgotten why I do any of this anymore. I'm a fucking waste of air - and I am so sorry for my parents and anyone who ever gave half a shit. Maybe I could wonder off and hop a few trains, distance myself for a...
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Fuck it. Suck it up and deal with your shit. I've been saying that to myself for weeks now.
I did it to myself, you know, to think I deserve something in particular. To think I deserve a thing more than what I have yet found. Work it from the ground up, you are now buried. When I thought I had worked enough to have...
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I did it to myself, you know, to think I deserve something in particular. To think I deserve a thing more than what I have yet found. Work it from the ground up, you are now buried. When I thought I had worked enough to have...
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ninjaprodigy:
...thanks.
Well that definitely sucks...especially since things were going so well.
So, trying to find a job now? ...why all the crying?
Well that definitely sucks...especially since things were going so well.
So, trying to find a job now? ...why all the crying?
nikonphoto80:
Tell me what is going on, you heard my pain over a year ago so I think it is time for me to hear yours. I'm getting read to go out, but if you do tell me the story I will try to help you see the light.
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larianna:
Thanks for the well-wishes, gorgeous. 
Black Lung
I have registered my business - Black Lung, so look out for a line commin out soon plus a website (I'm setting up most of it myself, it's been a few years so I'm having to retrain myself with most of it - especially since I want to use strick XHTML and css.) Hoodies, tanks, t's for ghouls and guys, perhaps other household...
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I have registered my business - Black Lung, so look out for a line commin out soon plus a website (I'm setting up most of it myself, it's been a few years so I'm having to retrain myself with most of it - especially since I want to use strick XHTML and css.) Hoodies, tanks, t's for ghouls and guys, perhaps other household...
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starsnflames:
wow cool, i hope to see your stuff soon!
check out my brand TillDeathDoUsPart right there baby
i ll have more coming soon i hope, i m a bit slow!!
check out my brand TillDeathDoUsPart right there baby
i ll have more coming soon i hope, i m a bit slow!!
Things are well this week. Charles is back and I feel much better - aside from being so utterly tired this morning! Oh working at 6am. Great fun. But, my coffee tastes comforting and there is a boy in the next room who loves me. Spooky is jittery - he's my new cat, and I hope he likes staying here. Anyway, I'm too tired to...
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girl_afraid:
aww yay! i'm glad you like it! go ahead and post a link in your journal.
pavementjim:
hey babe, any new pics on the way?
Lovin; u in London xx
Lovin; u in London xx
New career heights upon the horizon - there is much excitement stirring in me. But so much business, so much wholesome work.
Three days of unrest yet to follow. There are a few dead things here.
In high spirits, with all my blood,
xoxoxo
Adaline
Three days of unrest yet to follow. There are a few dead things here.
In high spirits, with all my blood,
xoxoxo
Adaline
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son_of_desidia:
No, I couldn't nail down my friend. It didn't help that myspace was being weird and she lost her phone but she was still being shady.
If I had gone up there'd be no one at the bus station waiting for me and I wouldn't know where to find her or have a way to get in touch.
Last time I heard from Edith she was living in NE Portland and she was still making art.
If I had gone up there'd be no one at the bus station waiting for me and I wouldn't know where to find her or have a way to get in touch.
Last time I heard from Edith she was living in NE Portland and she was still making art.
son_of_desidia:
That sounds good to me 
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son_of_desidia:
Don't think I've forgotten about you... 
blue_pearl:
My sympathies and best wishes to you and your family. Thank you so much for sharing such personal feelings and reflections; it really touched me and help me reconnect with my own grief and joy for the people I've lost.
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mickeytcraft:
chicago LADIES??????????????????
ouch
ouch
mement0mori:
Awesome make up ans awesome t-shirt!!! i want one of those!! 
Ah, hospital we meet again! No, I didn't stab myself with a knife while trying to scoop ice cream, and no I didn't sustain a crushing injury by the El or even break my hand, I infected my foot with germs via toothpick puncture! YAY FOR ME! I told you I was a graceful swan! Goddamnit let me be a graceful swan! ONE day and...
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gujsel:
welcome back my sweety friend ...sorry for your foot ....i hope you feel better very very soon wow very cute studio and very cute artwork you are great .....a big big hug for you and many many many
ninjaprodigy:
That is a cool image you printed there.
...hope the oozing's stopped..
...hope the oozing's stopped..
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charlesws:
*Toting a shotgun while he's here just in case of spookie spiders...*
Happy Easter, Adaline!
Happy Easter, Adaline!
tigereyes:
kool what is new how the next set going
Enough!!!!! A friend, and reallly great guy, pointed out to me that most my postings are angry drunkin rants.
No more! (at least for a while) - My studio is looking up! Pics to come in the next few days, and more cheerful times.
all my love,
xoxoxoAddy
No more! (at least for a while) - My studio is looking up! Pics to come in the next few days, and more cheerful times.
all my love,
xoxoxoAddy
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nikonphoto80:
Yes I know what you are saying, when I had to go to sales school that is most of what they talked about. but I think when you are feeling really sad and need to get it out I think this is the best place to do it.
You have got to see those movies, they are the kind of movies that make you feel better, they are the kind of movies that can change your life, go right now and see them.
You have got to see those movies, they are the kind of movies that make you feel better, they are the kind of movies that can change your life, go right now and see them.
ninjaprodigy:
Things are getting better, then? Good luck
fuck you - because this is the best advise you'll ever get.
GOD I need my fuckin PAYCHECK oh ya you know what I'm taking about.
Drunk. Need sex. No sex. Stuck. Passed out boy. Smokin where i shouldn't be. i don't give a FUCK
the bars here fuckin suck,, why the hell did i move here again???/ So people can act pretensous ( i...
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GOD I need my fuckin PAYCHECK oh ya you know what I'm taking about.
Drunk. Need sex. No sex. Stuck. Passed out boy. Smokin where i shouldn't be. i don't give a FUCK
the bars here fuckin suck,, why the hell did i move here again???/ So people can act pretensous ( i...
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jsintrioxin:
Im demoing new songs for the next Mister Monster album right now, i dont know when im goin on tour again, looks like we may be going to germany in the summer.
as far as me goin to portland, after seeing ALL your pics, i wont be there soon enough.
get up with me about your address so i can sendya some fun stuff
xoxox
JT
as far as me goin to portland, after seeing ALL your pics, i wont be there soon enough.
get up with me about your address so i can sendya some fun stuff
xoxox
JT
amadio:
I'm going back for a BA in Hospitality Management, via Culianry. Then I'm going to consider my MBA if school and I get along.
We can absolutly train together. I just need a refresher on what we had talked about doing. It's been a little while. I'm thinking about making a trip out to Portland in the next couple of months, and anytime you plan to visit Seattle we can hook up.
We can absolutly train together. I just need a refresher on what we had talked about doing. It's been a little while. I'm thinking about making a trip out to Portland in the next couple of months, and anytime you plan to visit Seattle we can hook up.
I know how hard it can be sometimes. I think we're in the same boat in a few different ways. Please don't give up on hope. *hugs*