wow at the start of this blog i was indifferent to you and by the end of it im totally in love with every part of you. Your cute but still sexy and so petite!!! ahhhh! I love it! Oh Happy 2010 too! xoxo
I actually watched that whole thing. Part of my soul died. I assume this is preparation for some immensely complicated heist that involves you having to say spaghetti correctly multiple times in a row or the whole masterful plan unravels and you and your unique team of thieves all land in prison?
Family is very important. I don't know the specifics of yours obviously but I felt a very similar feeling up until recently, so I think I might know how you feel. Luckily for me, I have some cousins who are local who I was just ignoring...shame on me but as it usually happens with family, they love me unconditionally so they welcomed me with open arms when I reconnected with them. If you have family around but just aren't communicating, turn that around quick!
I didn't feel like reading all the comments before mine, but the only advice I can give is developing long-term and meaningful relationships with the people that you care for that are around you.
If you have a family, a husband, a child, they will become your life. Friends can sometimes substitute family. It isn't of the same convenience and there isn't the same social requirements for a friend the same way a family member would have, but you will hopefully be happy with the safety net that surrounds you eventually.
It's just unfortunate that you have to work a lot harder to develop that.