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"til i see you in a dream, singing animals to sleep, by the way... its over without you. im in the way im in the way... im in the way im in the way. lights out til midnight, sleep all day. yeeeaaaaaaaaaah 2x sha la la la..... dark and quiet only the owls are watching only the sky is up and im leaving for a...
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mingol:
It's good to see you taking things in such a positive way. Best of luck.
frankdelgato:
Like I said from since when... Shanti first. But hey, when you ahve a good heart and want to try to help others...well. What can you do? You learn, eventually, even though you had a sneaking suspicion the whole time.
Not necessarily you specifically, we've all been there.

A whole new chapter begins. Life is FULL of possibilities now. Make a list and see how many doors are open. Some day they won't be there.

If you gotta keep your chin up, for God's sake girl KEEP THAT GUARD UP!!!
Chins are KO buttons! wink

Stay strong girlie! kiss
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somebody missed out on the blitz of fun at sg night part 2 in calgary....

that somebody is me.

& even tho i really miss all the girls in calgary...
ALOT


i took a hard decision and chose to stay put at home.
return the ticket
& sit around this somewhat boring city.

an offer came up, a photoshoot.
for a very interesting project.

so...
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rydell:
DUDE that is totally the date we are aiming for!!!!
soix:
Rydell & Meshell.....YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lovelove
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once upon a time there was a member.
a member with a possible obsession.

flooding pms
bizarre requests.

it was on the fine line of the middle.
one side appropriate and the other side not appropriate.

until his interior started to crack
& the true ugliness just seeped out.

im happy they took you off.
im happy they took away your membership.



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hezza:
holy shit...... EL SUICIDO LOCO
keeperdesign:
Stalkers are a drag. Glad yours was shown the way out...
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life is in full swing...
im almost done moving/setting up.

setting up is my most favorite thing to do.

keeping with the positive.
i dealt with some issues and possible causers of the dramzzz...

cant have people like that in your life, it clogs up your flow.
people are supposed to help you in your journey and not slowing it down.

either way.
im stoked....
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frankdelgato:
ALL RIGHT!!
Stay with the positive, avoid the drama. Even if life gets boring, avoid the drama!! biggrin
dragonflower:
right on! tongue
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part of me has realized that its hard to be happy all the time
the most important part is to be at peace with yourself...

part of me thinks its highly inappropriate to share alot of my inner feelings on here
but sometimes

there's nowhere else to divulge information

so this is where i place it.
an open canvas
to only be commented on by...
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firstamendment:
I like what powuppercut posted. That's something to admire, aspire to.

I was quite depressed a year ago, perhaps clinically (family mainly). I would hate to ever go back to that depth. It was very hard.
leib_:
oh this is so true.

i feel the same way and am glad that i have this community around me.
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out with the old...
in with the new...

So...
parts of me want to divulge the past weekends events but fuck it, there is enough depressing shit going on in errybuddy's lives that im going to sort it out and keep on going. shitty things happen mais comme on dit, c'est la vie! gotta take life with everything it throws out at you... imma be...
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mugglefucker:
I was trying to read the post and then I opened the pics of you and forgot to read..... I love the long hair !now back to reading! confused love biggrin blush
rydell:
YEAH Baby Shanti in Calgary!!!! thats awesome...are u going to the Van one too?
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hey i do need to update but ill admit some frustration
last monday i wrote down a good solid long ass blog..

explaining how i couldnt get into the email links for the sg night in calgary in order to post a shwack load of pics for all you guys and gals to enjoi....

but i was all stuck at my mom's pc and not...
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cassiel:
i gotta start running/exercising again m'self...i miss running track
frankdelgato:
I had similar issues at work in their system, with work related material. 20 minutes clarifying issues, and it lost it when it should've saved it.
Comment right after that was : THIS SYSTEM SUCKS! >: (
I felt like I should've clarified what I meant. Maybe keep outta hot water. After a 15 minute clarification of WHY it sucked, with 7 bullet points, and suggestions on fixing it, I went to save it and...it lost it.
Comment 2 : I would further clarify, but I have more important issues to address...
I didn't run the track. I didn't stay out of hot water either. It got quite heated...And to this day, I still don't think the system's been fixed...

MORAL: I feel your pain sister... biggrin
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someone just finished packing.

okay somebody is lying...

im sorting thru make-up trying to decide what to leave, what to take.
all to know the soon forever lurking feeling of last minute planning will result in poor choices

only to find myself cursing under ( & over ) my breath in calgary when it dawn upon me that i've left something behind that could be...
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s_eldorado:
Lovely girl, you need to update!

kay:
I would love to do another set in the future. They have rejected all my sets but the orginal that everyone sees. *shrug*

Who knows? I wish you lived closer. I suspect coffee and conversation with you is awesome.

~cheers
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COME PARTY WITH ME IN CALGARY!!!!

That's right folks...
you heard it...
a bunch of us girls are getting together thanks to the hard work of Rydell!!

Date: August, Friday the 8th 2008.
Location: Snatch

minor details:
Members 1 get 1/2 price door admission & a drink ticket
They will play the DVD on the big screens
They are having a SG feature drink...
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meshell:
LOOT?!?! I love loot!!! I'm generally a small - rarely an extra small fits better. =D can't wait!! when do you arrive in calgary??
meshell:
BTW what are you wearing tomorrow night??
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evkarox:
mmmm....prettyyyy!!!!
silentwhisper:
You're the Jasmin of SG. Seemingly eternal beauty smile and fun. Who could want more?
kiss
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M.I.A tonight!!!!

peep this, she's doing a gig at a theatre then doing an afterparty at the pyramid...

and now hot gossip is saying she's hitting up this new secret basement lounge...

you know im gonna be all up in that.

im debating writing her a little note telling her how much i admire her...
how fangirl of me? love

maybe i wont do it...
ill...
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pulse:
i would love to hug Shantiiii !!! blush
vermelho:
thank you Shanti-- I'm really glad you enjoyed Saint's set