a new year

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well, its a new year! i wish everyone the best of New Years wishes. i hope your year proves to be eventful and prosperous.

ive been delving a lot more into the fantasy relm of nerdiness. watching some TableTop with Wil Wheaton, playing lots of D&D (why did i not do this sooner??), and also playing Skyrim now...a lot. they are all nice...
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jedoro:

I wish I'd gotten into D&D sooner, because I've made some pretty cool friends through it. I hope the therapy keeps helping!

unknownmisery:

Good luck with therapy and have a great wedding!

my dad

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so i was trying to empty out my follows list to free up my notifications...and found my dads profile. i cried.

i knew he was on sg, he told me he bought a membership. it was after i told him i was an SG. he was very proud of me for accomplishing it.

his profile is @dodaman52, if youre curious.

tomorrow would be his...
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unknownmisery:

It is good to honor and love those who have passed on. 

devilsbard:

I know I'm late, but our thoughts are with you all. may 2014 bring new beginnings and happy times.

Holidays

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Hey everyone! I hope everyone's holidays are going well, and cheerful. In case someone would like to swap gifts this year, I updated my Amazon wishlist (http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/1SKICEFKRADL6). The only thing I can afford to swap is prints, but I'd be willing to send you one if you'd really like one! Just email me: riversongsuicide@gmail.com...
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legman:

"And behold, there was snow"  we had some here, too!  just a little.

WTF

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ugh, so I spent a ton of time writing out this heartfelt blog that included wedding info, rants, death, the usual...and then I go to post it and it doesn't post....wtf....i'll try it again... so i'm sorry if it's a bit frank.

Been a bit under the depression weather. Having bad dreams about my dad, and sleeping all...
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skipb:

Wow. Sorry you're in a little bit of a funk, but I understand that the grieving process can take awhile. I wish you lots of comfort while you continue with it. And, hopefully the wedding will provide you opportunity to help you through.  As to the baby, you go girl! I'd never try to tell people how to live their lives, and it sounds as though you really have had all the advice in the world. And it also sounds as though you, and the beau, have thought things through. You have a plan, and that is a hell of a lot better than most. So it sounds like you will be a terrific mom :) All the best of luck.

adriansk:

I listened to people and didn't have a baby when I wanted to.  Now? No baby. And every time I see that AT&T commercial with the guy questioning the kids, and the little girl that talks about her raisins turning into grapes?  Ouch.  Go for it, and good luck! Awesome! 

print sale!

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hey! just a quick update to tell everyone im selling my prints for 50% off now! sale expires 10/31. code is WEENIE1.

www.etsy.com/shop/RiverSongSuicide

Wednesday Sep 11, 2013

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Hope you all enjoyed Caffeine Fixation going FP as much as i did. Hoping to do another set soon. But my choices of photographers are few, and far away. Which costs $$. Which i dont have. Oh well, life moves on.

Life moves on. What an appropriate motto. If there is anything i learned this past year, its exactly that. If you would have said id...
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medicstudent:

Having dealt with death regularly from a young age, and then having a good run of it in the late 90's (14 deaths in 16 months) I completely understand your perspective. I don't look at death the same way anymore. I expect it and celebrate the life they lived instead. I still feel their loss but it isn't what I would call grief in the typical sense.

writeboy:

Thanks for that blog.

Monday Aug 19, 2013

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Tomorrow my set will be front page! Im pretty excited. it gave me a little shot of happiness, and any little bit of happiness that comes to me lately, i absorb like a dry sponge.

Happiness, what a facade. More like the Roller Coaster of Life. With the way things have been going (not just for me), i have a strange feeling that life is...
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iamthedoctor:

Nice song :}

gwilsong2:

The meaning of life is orgasm. Thats where it comes from. It has its ups and downs. Big bang, milky way...lots of laughs to be had. This world is yours, enjoy it.

Wednesday Aug 14, 2013

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Hey everyone. I hope you are all doing a lot better than I am.

to touch base about the death of my father, I want you all to know i'm doing okay. I don't think i'll ever be "fine" again. the first few weeks were extremely tough. but I pulled through (obviously), and it's all thanks to all the wonderful people...
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mellon:

When someone says "I'm sorry for your loss," what they really mean is "I love you, and I recognize that you are in pain, and that you have lost someone precious and dear to you, and there is a jagged hole in your being where that loved one used to be, and it is a shock to you when your old habits lead you to think of what you will say to them when you see them next, and then you remember anew that you won't, and I truly wish there were some way I could take that pain away from you, but there is not." But they're too shy to say something like that, or else it feels inappropriate because really they don't know you well enough to be able to say something like that to you and have it be understood in the right way. And so they say something inane. But it really means the other thing.

And that is your dose of oversharing from a stranger for the day, for what it's worth.

bi4girl:

I lost mine unexpectedly a year and a half ago. I too got spiritual after the loss. So sorry!

Wednesday Jul 24, 2013

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If anyone still reads this, i just thought id send an update.

Saturday my dad passed away.

He has been struggling with a blood clot and a dissection for awhile, a month to be exact. He went in to the hospital for a 3rd time on thursday night in excruciating pain, and none of the doctors wanted to act on it, and it took the...
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beeryusa:

So very sorry to hear about your dad. Sadly, although we pay more and more for it, healthcare seems to be getting worse in this country - more and more incompetence because the system is way too corrupt with all the money going to insurance and very little getting to the caregivers.

bitten:

so sorry to hear. big hugs.

Sunday Jun 30, 2013

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Just making an announcement so everyone doesn't think i'm ignoring them on purpose:

Taking a break from SG for a while. Not that I don't like SG or anything, just a few bad apples put a bad taste in my mouth and I need to take a breather. I wont archive, but I wont be posting much or responding much anymore.

You...
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blind1:

I don't think anyone will be done with you and you will have a welcome return when you ce back.

mildots:

*hugs*