nectar

what do you do when you are bored?
what do you do when you are angry?
what do you do when no one is looking?

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i paint when im bored.
i paint when im angry.
i paint when no one is looking;and i dance around naked singing at the top of my lungs.......

but right now im just crazy

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mobprod:

Bored - dick around on the internet/sleep
Angry - clean/sleep
No one looking - sleep

Halloween!

Oct 27, 2003

johnnyflash:

hello, i have been gone for a while........... this site had some issues that wouldnt allow me to come on and visit....... oh well, im back. HOW ARE YOU DOING??????

Oct 30, 2003

fuck the world im going insane

zombieshark:

i'll second that.

Oct 22, 2003

-so this guy at my work wrote me this poem the other day......

DELICATE FRUIT OF DANGER
Be careful of strange Nectar
It can be desguised
As either poison or pleasure
A trove of weird treasure
Or an Apothecary's measure
Of a good or bad prescription
From which obscure dimension
Does this strange Nectar pour forth?
Is there a peculiar florist
Squeezing leaves into a...
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mobprod:

That's pretty cool. Get out of hell, for fuck's sake! Sorry, it's been rough for ya lately, kiddo.

Oct 21, 2003

thursday:

um.. is this guy creepy at all?
seems like one of those poems that's cute if you like them, and creepy if you don't...

Oct 22, 2003

pessimistic nectar..........
but my bills are paid through december!
i will be chipper nectar in a few min. though..... seems to happen that way- then i'll be bitchy nectar......
hee hee
what will you be today?

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black_tar_heroin:

trade toilets with a best friend?

Oct 17, 2003

kiscica:

i'll be tired and cranky mostly...

xoxoxoxoxo

Oct 19, 2003

oh my goodness - too much is going on- last year of school!!!!!

blah-

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nectar:

im back to nectar!!!!!
woo-hoo
gotta love the alter-ego!!!!!

Oct 15, 2003

feurig:

hi nectarlulu
i love you but i am going away. but i'll see you later anyway....sigh

Oct 15, 2003

it all works out in time.... right?

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thursday:

yeah, but you can't wait for it.

Oct 14, 2003

rachel:

thanks... i like my hair really short, too...

i get to that point every so often and just shave it all off... fuck the growing out stage... that can be, um, entertaining?

i would love to make it to braids and ponytails again... but, alas, i'm way to into change for that business!!

Oct 15, 2003

hurt is all i know

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johnnyflash:

hey darlin................. oh yeah, i just opened my computer for the first time since you brought it back. thank you for the pics!!! hope all is well........... im really enjoying portland state university...

Oct 6, 2003

miss_magenta:

*hugs*

*hugs*

hopefully those will make you smile a little.

Oct 7, 2003

day three back to the chaos of the university!!!!
i was silly enough to get myself elected to the position of co-chair of a national professional organization for landscape architects thinking it would look great on a resume n all- but what i failed to realize is that this is my senior year- like i dont have enough to do already!!!!
aggghhhhhh.......
so i quit...
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miss_magenta:

Oct 1, 2003

johnnyflash:

hey, long time no see!!!! i hope that all is well...... im sorry that i couldnt visit when i came down, i had alot of catching up to do with people i havent seen in a year or so.......... please dont be mad.....

did you say something about taking off your cloths for money???? nice...... you need to fill me in on all the details............
i just got a lot more tattooing done (yippy skippy)
adam and robby say hello....

Oct 2, 2003

hi to all - i havent been anywhere near an internet connection for quuite some time
glad to see the notes frome everyone!!!!!
i will be back to school soon and be on every day so ill catch you up then!!!!!
xoxoxo

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_jaks_:

That will be a relief. I thought you were gone!

Sep 24, 2003

black_tar_heroin:

Pain free bondage????

Jesus people are daft_

Sep 29, 2003

cha cha cha changes......

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tomosnemesis:

i've missed you!!!! what up chicken butt?

Sep 12, 2003

johnnyflash:

broken but alive......... and you ?? i miss y'all soooo much.........

Sep 13, 2003

another one bites the dust......
what am i vile?!?!?!?!
they love me then leave me-
as though i were a toy that has lost its appeal
and every time they tell me they love me as they are walking away....
'cry for me at least one tear'
i am destined for a life of lonelyness

thank goodness for good friends

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_jaks_:

bastards.....

Sep 3, 2003

johnnyflash:

welcome to the toybox darlin..........

atleast once in a while someone picks you up and plays with you (while us other toys collect dust)!!!

i should be cumin down to eugene soon.........

Sep 4, 2003

i know that (touch me im sick) is not home?!?!?!?!?!?!?
because she would have called ....right?
oh- and can i say-
Germany is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo
beautiful.........

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miss_magenta:

i miss you!!!

i hope you are doing well. *hugs*

Aug 29, 2003

lessismore:

god damn do i have to wait ANY LONGER for your set? DAYUM!

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