I wanted to change my journal. I'm sorry that I let all of you down by my perpetual inner negativity. I love all of you and I'm sorry I put up such a hopeless and needy journal entry. I'm not out for pity or extra attention. I just have so much going on right now, and none of it is getting better.
I am so...
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bitchboi:
you'll get through the hard times.. I've fell on my face many times in my life.. but I always come out a better person because of it..
mindless:
You're always so positive, that once and awhile there is nothing wrong with being down or being negative. Trust me, I'm negative pretty much all the time, so isn't it cool when I'm happy, or in a positive mood? Ok, so there ya go. I'm not glad to know you are having troubles, but we are all human. Feel free to use my and everyone else's shoulders to cry on.
...................terribly inadequate.
help.
help.
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brandy:
You should so do the book Monet! The deadline isn't until tomorrrow so you have plenty of time to e-mail them. All you need is a camera with a self-timer. If you don't have one you could see if there's a business that rents out cameras...or borrow one....or ask random people 
Then just make a backdrop, do your make-up all pretty and start snapping away...it really is super easy. It took me probably like three hours to set up, take the pics, and e-mail them....anyhow everybody feels inadequate sometimes...
Inadequecy of the day #1:
I have sooooooo much dandruff because my hair has been up in extensions, and I feel all gross and dirty like everyone can see it.
Then just make a backdrop, do your make-up all pretty and start snapping away...it really is super easy. It took me probably like three hours to set up, take the pics, and e-mail them....anyhow everybody feels inadequate sometimes...
Inadequecy of the day #1:
I have sooooooo much dandruff because my hair has been up in extensions, and I feel all gross and dirty like everyone can see it.
tsali:
that may be but your still cute, so just 
anyway...
anyway...I must say that I've been left behind by the first few days of September. Swiflty, they did pass.
Friday was a good night. It was my friend Catherine's Birthday, and a large group of us met up at the Friday Night Freak Show for a viewing of "Blue Velvet."
David Lynch is such a strange man, but I thoroughly enjoy his work for his...
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Friday was a good night. It was my friend Catherine's Birthday, and a large group of us met up at the Friday Night Freak Show for a viewing of "Blue Velvet."
David Lynch is such a strange man, but I thoroughly enjoy his work for his...
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pantsonfire:
how you been, hunn-ay??
pantsonfire:
SG party @ my place friday the 19th (if interest dictates)
how's that sound??
how's that sound??
What I have to say for today:
1) I am off of work for today and tomorrow. I decided to try and take care of myself, so that when I get back to work I don't bug out, and choke someone.
2) Went to Panera today so that i could have time alone, and eat a nice sweet bagel.
3) I have a hard time...
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1) I am off of work for today and tomorrow. I decided to try and take care of myself, so that when I get back to work I don't bug out, and choke someone.
2) Went to Panera today so that i could have time alone, and eat a nice sweet bagel.
3) I have a hard time...
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too:
you haven't said hi to my new friend yet!!
don't make me come over there
no wait , yeah make me come over there
don't make me come over there
no wait , yeah make me come over there
UUUghhh, this Labor day sucked!! It sucked butt!
Not a cute little tooshie, a big fat hairy, moley, smelly one!
I worked from 9-6 and it was such a long day, and I was really tired. It's my fault i was so tired because I hung out with nerdboy2345 Sunday night. We saw Pirates!!!! the movie that is. I had so much fun with him....
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Not a cute little tooshie, a big fat hairy, moley, smelly one!
I worked from 9-6 and it was such a long day, and I was really tired. It's my fault i was so tired because I hung out with nerdboy2345 Sunday night. We saw Pirates!!!! the movie that is. I had so much fun with him....
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mindless:
Thanks for the testimonial babe. I just noticed it. You make me smile a King Kong sized smile. Lovely lady, yes you are......
scylla:
Hey girlie! I got your package and I am so happy! It made me day. sanrio is awesome. I am going to maek a nice sign for my door when I have the chance... unfortunately I am not able to access the internet very easily right now (I shouldn't be on! shhh) so I can't talk too much. But I want you to know that you definitely brightened up my day! 
Thankys dolly!
Thankys dolly!Dudes and dudettes!!!! I'm disappointed in your lack of knowledge in the area of knock-knock jokes. Sadness. I thought it would be so easy for everyone. Just goes to show how many people are no longer having fun out there.
Oh well, thank you to those who are still in the know. I still love all of you anyways.
The days are rushing by so...
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Oh well, thank you to those who are still in the know. I still love all of you anyways.
The days are rushing by so...
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siara:
Awww.. sweetie, the most amazing boy will come along and totally knock you off your feet!!!.. you are too cute!!
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juliem:
thank you for the compliment on the website!
You are quite lovely yerself! It says you are an SG girl, but I couldn't find your set under your profile unless I am just a hella blind.
Be patient in the boy dept. They come in herds. Its always when you are dating someone that all these cuties come along, but when you are single and bored there is nothing out there. Just wait! It happend every time! And a beautiful girl like you should not have much problem!
You are quite lovely yerself! It says you are an SG girl, but I couldn't find your set under your profile unless I am just a hella blind.
Be patient in the boy dept. They come in herds. Its always when you are dating someone that all these cuties come along, but when you are single and bored there is nothing out there. Just wait! It happend every time! And a beautiful girl like you should not have much problem!
Yeah i, thought i had a lot to say in this entry, but I don't. So why don't you all just tell me a knock-knock joke. That would make me smile! Pretty please! 
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stacie:
yes... got it before i stick my tail between my legs and go back "home"
alisa:
oooh it came it came i am THE happiest little girl in the whole world. and cinnamonroll is just the cutest and it so fits you
i'm just floating on air and i can't stop smiling. and thatpurple package was the best...i love purple A LOT and i love the stationary and the markers. i'm not really good at drawing but since you asked i'm going to give it a go. i know you were just kidding but that's what you get for asking 
i love you
i am THE happiest little girl in the whole world. and cinnamonroll is just the cutest and it so fits you
i'm just floating on air and i can't stop smiling. and thatpurple package was the best...i love purple A LOT and i love the stationary and the markers. i'm not really good at drawing but since you asked i'm going to give it a go. i know you were just kidding but that's what you get for asking
i love you
Oh my goodness. What an action packed weekend. I'm not used to all that. So friday I met up with nerdboy2345 ! We had lots of fun in Chicago. He's definitly a sweetheart.
Then somehow, my friend handed me a Radiohead ticket the day before the concert! So I went, and once again, I met up with nerdboy2345 !
Poor baby, I made him spend...
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Then somehow, my friend handed me a Radiohead ticket the day before the concert! So I went, and once again, I met up with nerdboy2345 !
Poor baby, I made him spend...
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alisa:
hey you... me first...i can't wait to meet you. and i hope it will be sooner than later.
and hey... it's almost the weekend again...are you ok?
love ya
and hey... it's almost the weekend again...are you ok?
love ya
too:
well i am glad i made you blush that color looks good on you
Ok....I won't say my blues are completely gone, but they are behind me. I saw my therapist, she made me happy as usual.
I'm excited, 2 more days until Manson tickets go on sale. And once again, I have another day off. Excitement!
I went grocery shopping tonight and I'm excited, I bought all this new food. After not eating red meat for 3 years,...
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I'm excited, 2 more days until Manson tickets go on sale. And once again, I have another day off. Excitement!
I went grocery shopping tonight and I'm excited, I bought all this new food. After not eating red meat for 3 years,...
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kiscica:
i know i'm a little late on the welcome...but i'm generally a little slow with these things *hangs head in shame*. i just wanted to leave a quick note to say how very, very beautiful you are...i can't wait to see your set! welcome to the site pretty girl!!!!! xxoxxoxx
veganvixen:
free tickets are always nice. i don't listen to radiohead either, but i would go with a friend. the concert was pretty god actualy. the counting crows had a pretty set and jogn mayer is actaully good at the guitar. they are bothe good live.
I'm so tired. And so mixed up right now. Yeah I don't have a clue of what's going on around me. Priorities? What's that?
I feel lost and like i can't do things for myself. Except for work. I can work, but even there, I've been whining under my breath to go home.
I'll be seeing my therapist on wednesday for the first time all...
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bombshellbetty:
Hi, sweety, thank you so much for the good wishes for my bird. I've been messed up over her this week.
There seems to be something in the air these days, so much confusion. But I feel it in my bones that it's about to pop. Something's gonna give. I'm glad you're seeing your therapist, she sounds like she's a great support for you. I wish I could help you figure out what's in your stomache.
There seems to be something in the air these days, so much confusion. But I feel it in my bones that it's about to pop. Something's gonna give. I'm glad you're seeing your therapist, she sounds like she's a great support for you. I wish I could help you figure out what's in your stomache.
stacie:
aw.. *pet* *pet* if you like, come down to michigan, i will move you to florida with me
ooooh I feel good. It's about 4:30pm and I just got out of bed about 20 minutes ago! It was awesome.
It's been a long time since I've had the pleasure of lying in bed all day long.
So I'm lying there and thinking...this bed deserves a shout-out!
Ode to my bed:
I just wanna give a shout-out to my lovely black cherry colored sheets....
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It's been a long time since I've had the pleasure of lying in bed all day long.
So I'm lying there and thinking...this bed deserves a shout-out!
Ode to my bed:
I just wanna give a shout-out to my lovely black cherry colored sheets....
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pantsonfire:
and don't feel bad, i've only made it to 2 pages once. whaat an amazing day that was!
pantsonfire:
hey - my grandparents are weird. they bring a jar of sanka with them wherever they go. fortunately i have slightly higher-brow tastes. (i.e. - i think denny's coffee is pretty good) and i brew WMSE coffee at home.
I'm not the happiest right now....but i won't show it.
I will tell you I'm very tired right now.
Oh you guys I just don't know what to say.....I'm sorry. I know that's really boring but I just can't. Not right now. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I promise the next journal entry will be better.
I'm so sorry.
I will tell you I'm very tired right now.
Oh you guys I just don't know what to say.....I'm sorry. I know that's really boring but I just can't. Not right now. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I promise the next journal entry will be better.
I'm so sorry.
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trocc:
no worries, girl - you just take care of you, ok? anything i can do, you let me know - sounds like you just need to get some rest!
smasher:
I used to have a livejournal, but I stopped using it when I realised that all my entries were just really depressing Belle & Sebastian lyrics, and that it had been months since I'd written something while not depressed, so I know how it goes.