mei

You are never boring beauty. *hug* Have no fear this slump of blue funk will pass. Take care.

Mei

Tane

"And I forget just why I teased you..."

I think any transition can cause a thoughtful soul like you to reflect, doing this alone perhaps brings on melancholy... don't mistake this as sadness, consider it a gentle reminder that you're alive and well.

Enjoy building your new nest.

I was pulled over, but was not given a ticket.

I was glad and fortunate.

Darn state trollers.

you are fucking fantastic! if only i could articulate my anger and frustration in such a specific and detailed way.. i think i love you. never lose your rage- it's a beautiful thing.

keep the fire burnin',


x


"Cause You Can't, You Won't, And You Don't Stop
Mei Come On And Rock The Sure Shot..."

You write the bestest things. I do that windshield thing....normally when tired late at night. I like it until I forget I'm actually driving and start thinking I'm like...watchign a boring movie of someone driving.
Then I'm all like..."Oh wait!! It's me driving!!" **Sweeeerve**
Good luck with getting back into the Yoga. It's hard to get back into things like that but once you do you'll feel much better.
Though I imagine you feel pretty awsome right now as it is.
Take care lady!

"Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find a better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen will slowly fade away
...
So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say"

I understand where you're coming from. If you're always waiting for something new to come along, you feel like you're floating and nothing is permanent. It's hard to make decisions that way because you think "Hey, I might want to do something different tommorrow, so why make anything permanent?"

I don't have any answers, but I feel like you do. So, don't give up, and if it helps any, lots of us feel like you do.

- Jason

Did you get through gravitys rainbow this summer as planned? i struggled through it but am not sure it was entirely worth the effort.

At some point just about everything seems that way: try, try, try -- and then give it up and let the universe, or God, or luck take over. Writing's even this way for me. I get to a certain point and close my eyes, keep going.

You'll get a weary-head-resting place, I'm sure.

Mei, if you are considering comming to Australia, skip Perth, Western Australia. It's where I live. It's a bit of a drag. It's perfect for old folk to retire, but useless if you want a career. I had my big break about 6 years ago, but now have the urge to move on to bigger and better things and that means moving to either the eastern states (Sydney, Melbourne, etc) or overseas. I'll post some Perth pics later this week to give you an idea, kay?

Love,

~ EyesOnly ~

I've been a fan of your journal for a little while and, but couldn't find the words to express myself and therefore felt reluctant to reply. But today I just had to add my thoughts. You have something that excites you, and then suddenly a twist of fate threatens to take it away from you. Hmm.
My parents rented this place about five years ago while our home was being built. Then without warning, my mother died of cancer. Sadly, she never witnessed the completion of our dream home. To add insult injury, the real estate agent would not release the bond deposit of US$400, because 'the signing parties could not be produced'. It took a lawyer most of the following year to get the money released.
Recently, I've begun dabbling in real estate and yes, I want my managing agent to do a background check on my prospective tenants. I am well aware that landlords have a poor reputation and some truly deserve it. They treat their tenants as nothing more than numbers on a balance sheet. I'd like to think that I treat my tenants well, after all they my most valuable customers. I can't think of another type business where a customer is treated so badly.
I once phoned a friend, but instead reached his landlord, who had just evicted him (for something really trivial). She started abusing me for my choice in friends. She should invest in a personality before investing in property. I listened to her rant on for a minute and then I hung up on her.
For what its worth, I would love to have you as a tenant. Shame, that I am on the other side of the world, but if you are ever in Australia...
I wish you the very best of luck.

Big hug and take care. :Love:

~ EyesOnly ~

PS I've added you as a friend.

The best word for you is "sublime." Being suspicious of it, I don't use that one very often -- but the word fits you just right. Mist pooled in clefts: that's you, too.

Random Chicken!!!!!

random woody!
(like the kind you get in church right before the preacher ask everyone to stand to sing another song)

Streetlights around here cast a diffuse orange glow, not the silver cone of light I remember from years ago, the top of her hair and toe of her shoe just visible at the edge of it where she waited for me.