i'm updating my blog because the last one had scantily clad photos and i found it embarrassing to look at! what is with that, anyway? i'm usually pretty fuck-the-social-taboos but there are certain things that give me some amount of shame. well, i'm here, anyway, and i've been here for a long time. shame is something i'm fairly out of touch with, like a third...
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crayolacrayon:
ive tried to do something similar with my hair.. the whole side shaved thing, but it looks way cooler on you.. i probably just shaved it funny!
cage_e:
Happy 7 years! I'm right there with you! It's amazing to see how ourselves and life changes over that amount of time!
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cherry:
Psst! Sean is in town. There's going to be a lunchdate downtown on Friday. If you can make it please come!
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/British+Columbia+SuicideGirls/topics/416482/page1/
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http://suicidegirls.com/groups/British+Columbia+SuicideGirls/topics/416482/page1/
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sweetbutch:
happy new year just a little late
i'm also 37 minutes late to wish you
happy
11:11 1/11/11
but lots of loves and one's
just the same
happy new year just a little late
i'm also 37 minutes late to wish you
happy
11:11 1/11/11
but lots of loves and one's
just the same
filed under: sexy videos
note: "safe" way to peel ginger, certainly, but i gashed my thumb open after peeling it when i was cutting it into pieces to put in the freezer. also got ginger juice IN MY EYE. fuck.
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heatherann:
This will sound like a stupid question but, when you keep your fresh ginger in the freezer, how long can it last? I love fresh ginger, but I always feel stupid buying the huge piece when I only need a little bit for recipes.
pixel:
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epic win!
epic win!
i'm going to make yogurt! i'm really excited about this. at my old house, where i lived with all the girls, laryssa made yogurt a few times. it's so simple and incredibly cheap. i never buy yogurt because it's so expensive, and whenever i do have it, i'm almost afraid to eat it because i don't want to waste it by not enjoying it enough....
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annisa:
I am off to add your blog now..it looks great!
bendingunit23:
Hope you're ok out there Malloreigh.
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la_maga:
I thought that set was woderful as well. But yeah, I am pretty positive it won't get bought... this site has some problems with creativity lately. I'm glad you use your blog as a tool to promote what you love and think has little chance to get noticed. I hope people go for it.
bendingunit23:
What are they made of cute baby deer souls? They're part of the chrisp lines of your lovers body first thing in the morning deal.
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roethke:
I've really enjoyed your new articles on SG, and the mix of recipes and vegan philosophy have been fantastic!
bendingunit23:
Thanks. Hope you had a fantastic thanksgiving lots of great friends, food, stuffing.
hey, look. i'm a writer. my first article for the SG newswire is up. guess what i'm writing about? just one guess?
i don't know why i ask questions. an effort to engage you.
i've been feeling pretty down lately. i'm finding it easy to hate myself, to find myself vapid and obnoxious and irritating, or to see myself that way in the eyes...
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i don't know why i ask questions. an effort to engage you.
i've been feeling pretty down lately. i'm finding it easy to hate myself, to find myself vapid and obnoxious and irritating, or to see myself that way in the eyes...
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reprisal:
I think you're going through something everyone probably has to go through at some point in their twenties. Some places refer to it as the quarter-life crisis. We/you are suddenly hit with the notion that you're now about to live a life of consequence and a life of limited resources. You're now forced to actually choose the kind of life you want to live rather than be energized and made happy by simply having those opportunities.
If you make one choice, you're inevitably going to be giving up other opportunities now and possibly in the future. One is never prepared for the paradox of choice, that paralysis one gets from having to choose.
It's not a bad problem to have, as you probably well know, there are millions of people out there willing to risk their lives to have the problems we're having here in the developed world.
It doesn't mean you should stop what you're doing, or that you have to make any decisions *right now* but it does mean that you're probably better off making *any* decision rather than no decision at all.
I don't know if this helps, but what you've written looks similar to what I've written before (not online though).
If you make one choice, you're inevitably going to be giving up other opportunities now and possibly in the future. One is never prepared for the paradox of choice, that paralysis one gets from having to choose.
It's not a bad problem to have, as you probably well know, there are millions of people out there willing to risk their lives to have the problems we're having here in the developed world.
It doesn't mean you should stop what you're doing, or that you have to make any decisions *right now* but it does mean that you're probably better off making *any* decision rather than no decision at all.
I don't know if this helps, but what you've written looks similar to what I've written before (not online though).
jordy:
This is late in coming so I'm not sure you will see it but i was just scrolling through your blog and was drawn to your words. I'm sure many people have told you that they know how you feel, I can't say I know exactly what you were feeling when you wrote this, noone can truly know the depth and subtlty of what we feel, but I can definitely relate. I'm 32 now and in law school, I have been in school for the last ten years and struggled with choices of following my dreams or being realistic. I have an almost finished Masters in Eastern Religions and I continue to try to ballance my passions with the reality of life and paying the bills. I am never sure if it is logic and decision making, or self doubt and fear that motivate my decisions.
I have struggled with depression from a very young age and your blog reminded me of many of the feelings I associate with depression. As you said, everyone feels these feelings at some point and I firmly believe that everyone experiences some form of depression at some point. The self doubt and self criticism have been a major part of my life and I feel that I have allowed them to hold me back at many points. I know the greatness within me but I am often afraid or too self destructive to embrace it. I think the key for me is to acknowledge the feelings when they arise but try to do something useful with them. It's not easy and it can be paralyzing when you start to think of the things you don't like about yourself and this is compounded when you have to make decisions in this mindframe. I try to remember to listen to my heart and since I believe it usually knows best.
You are not alone and I hope you have more good days than bad. I hope you recognize the beauty within and without and the fact that you clearly have the intelligence and the abillity to make all of your dreams come true, big or small. Nothing hurts me more than to see or hear people who are so amazing, and we all are, feel negative about themselves and what they have and haven't accomplished. There is beauty and wisdom in every move we make, even when we see only negatives at first. I hope the beauty shines through most days and gives you the strength and motivation to accomplish all that you desire and accept the things you don't accomplish as valuable experience and knowledge.
On a happier note, I love the videos and the webpage. I am a cooking enthusiast and I remember how amazed I was with the spoon peeling method for ginger when I learned it so I am glad you sharing such valuable knowledge with the world. I also freeze ginger whole. I can't take credit, I learned from michael smith on food network, lol. You don't even have to peel it and you can grate it into stuff frozen and the skind stays on the outside of the grater, works great when you don't have fresh fresh.
All the best and sorry for the novel but your words caught my eye.
JO
I have struggled with depression from a very young age and your blog reminded me of many of the feelings I associate with depression. As you said, everyone feels these feelings at some point and I firmly believe that everyone experiences some form of depression at some point. The self doubt and self criticism have been a major part of my life and I feel that I have allowed them to hold me back at many points. I know the greatness within me but I am often afraid or too self destructive to embrace it. I think the key for me is to acknowledge the feelings when they arise but try to do something useful with them. It's not easy and it can be paralyzing when you start to think of the things you don't like about yourself and this is compounded when you have to make decisions in this mindframe. I try to remember to listen to my heart and since I believe it usually knows best.
You are not alone and I hope you have more good days than bad. I hope you recognize the beauty within and without and the fact that you clearly have the intelligence and the abillity to make all of your dreams come true, big or small. Nothing hurts me more than to see or hear people who are so amazing, and we all are, feel negative about themselves and what they have and haven't accomplished. There is beauty and wisdom in every move we make, even when we see only negatives at first. I hope the beauty shines through most days and gives you the strength and motivation to accomplish all that you desire and accept the things you don't accomplish as valuable experience and knowledge.
On a happier note, I love the videos and the webpage. I am a cooking enthusiast and I remember how amazed I was with the spoon peeling method for ginger when I learned it so I am glad you sharing such valuable knowledge with the world. I also freeze ginger whole. I can't take credit, I learned from michael smith on food network, lol. You don't even have to peel it and you can grate it into stuff frozen and the skind stays on the outside of the grater, works great when you don't have fresh fresh.
All the best and sorry for the novel but your words caught my eye.
JO
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sinnah:
Yes, in fact I was using more than a tablet, I was using a Wacom Cintiq 
Once you've tried such a thing, you can hardly use something else
Once you've tried such a thing, you can hardly use something else
sinnah:
I have a Wacom Intuos 3 (A4), and a Bamboo. The bamboo is small but quite efficient. The cintiq my boyfriend owns looks like this :
and it's a dream to work on. It's really the best if you like to do some digital sketching, it's quite expensive (something like $1500), but toooootally worse the price.
and it's a dream to work on. It's really the best if you like to do some digital sketching, it's quite expensive (something like $1500), but toooootally worse the price.
aug 19 2010: BYE Y'ALL. i'll be back after i heal from my surgery.
thank you for all the birthday wishes. i am now 25 and it feels exactly the same as 24, except that my bank account now costs me $7 per month, as if i have any more money now that i am 25. in fact, i have much less money than i...
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thank you for all the birthday wishes. i am now 25 and it feels exactly the same as 24, except that my bank account now costs me $7 per month, as if i have any more money now that i am 25. in fact, i have much less money than i...
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bendingunit23:
So how did the first week back go? Good profs? interesting stuff? new naughty hotties to seduce?
necia:
Gah! I love this whole blog. I'm glad you and yours are so happy.
And yes, I absolutely have the "jesus christ, the internet's facilitation of constant contact is kind of making me twitchy 'cos it gives me too many ways to fail to follow up despite my best intentions" panics. Particularly on Facebook. Stupid Facebook.
And yes, I absolutely have the "jesus christ, the internet's facilitation of constant contact is kind of making me twitchy 'cos it gives me too many ways to fail to follow up despite my best intentions" panics. Particularly on Facebook. Stupid Facebook.
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dwam:
Oh dear... I know you liked my redhead girlfriend's pictures, so I thought I should tell you that she's now a member on the site
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Sloncewewlosach/
Go and say hi, she has such a crush on you
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Sloncewewlosach/
Go and say hi, she has such a crush on you
nemesis:
Happy belated birthday!
I'm also just starting "The left hand of darkness", this week before school starts and job-searching REALLY needs to start on my part I've decided to have as a reading week so hopefully I'll finish that one before all the course literature puts a lid on my reading enthusiasm for another term.
I am so glad they bought the set. All the work from both you and Lavonne is always top notch, to work with either of you some day is a big dream of mine.
I'm also just starting "The left hand of darkness", this week before school starts and job-searching REALLY needs to start on my part I've decided to have as a reading week so hopefully I'll finish that one before all the course literature puts a lid on my reading enthusiasm for another term.
I am so glad they bought the set. All the work from both you and Lavonne is always top notch, to work with either of you some day is a big dream of mine.
you be my kissin cousin
and i'll be your red headed step child