Just a quick update to say I am so happy spring is here I could just dance all day and night ...
except I'm uber-horny lately with all the porno I have to look at all day so my dancing looks a little more like a cat in heat than rhythmic movement to music...
I am the happiest Lokikins I could be right now & it all happened in the last few days. At work on Monday they decided to give me an entirely different job which is actually a lot of fun and interesting and, while not being difficult, requires some actually thought and organization.
i Buck 65. Specifically This Right Here is Buck 65. More Specifically "Phil" & "Wicked & Weird".
They are my ultimate happy songs somehow. I don't really know why but everytime I hear them I feel my shoulders relax a little and my head feels less heavy... Wicked I understand - its so happy & free but Phil is just comforting in a totally... Read More
So many false starts, how I can believe myself this time? So easy to give up, its the path most burned into my brain and we are so very much creatures of habit. Not this time... somehow. This time I won't start so I can't give up. I've already started, now I just have to continue. And every morning I will decide again to continue,... Read More
I can feel it, deep in the core of me, dark and heavy and solid as a rock: the depression that never goes away, the cold blue fire that consumes me without heat, freezing me from the inside out. Another year older and I still feel as if I am waiting for my life to start. I never thought I would take such solace from... Read More
Today the boy is buying the full version of WoW, we've been playing on trial accounts for the past week and we can resist no longer. Once I get my night elf rogue high enough level to get a mount I think I will make a tauren druid just to be totally different. Or a gnome somethingorother. LOL... stupid hunters being the only people with... Read More
Holy cow! Forget the vacation, I just need to stay home and play World of Warcraft for the next week... couple weeks... forever.
No freaking kidding people say this game is addictive, I have only been playing since Monday evening and I LOVE IT! Honestly - I have NEVER been into video games, the only ones I have played much of at all are Black... Read More
and that is why i refuse to buy it i played it for the first time over christmas when i visited my fiance and yes, it is sooo freaking addictive. so fun! i played so much the last few days i was there... luckily he loved it, lol
My sister just got back from her honeymoon in Aruba... *sigh* That would be a nice place to go.
Of course right now I would enjoy just about anywhere other than here. Anywhere at all really where I didn't have to do any of the normal stuff I have to do. No cleaning or working or errands, just lying... Read More
As I expected, both on here and on my other blog - no one could agree what colour my hair should be so I left it up to the boy. He choose blue. Sorta.
Originally the plan was to attempt Rae's hair from Evangelion - but I don't think that colour of silver blue is attainable when starting with a base of black. My hair... Read More
At some point in the past two and a half years I went from having no idea what I wanted to knowing exactly what I wanted and knowing without a doubt that it was beyond my reach and impossible. This world is not one in which my dreams can live.
Buck 65. Specifically This Right Here is Buck 65. More Specifically "Phil" & "Wicked & Weird".
Wicked I understand - its so happy & free but Phil is just comforting in a totally... 
Once I get my night elf rogue high enough level to get a mount I think I will make a tauren druid just to be totally different. Or a gnome somethingorother. LOL... stupid hunters being the only people with... 
i repent!
and love... ♥
xo