lilac

Phewww
I am so tired of looking for
a) jobs
b) houses
c) clarity

I guess this is what happens when you sell careers for 70s suitcases.



Thank you to everyone who has invited me to the site and left me comments on my blogs. I really appreciate it. It is awesome to be able to write and have people read it. I have lots...
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1940s paperdoll



1940s paper doll wavering in the wind chimes
she wears a pencil skirt, its the forest
its the blood within her
the rain smells to her

a century old at least it dots her eyelids paints them with memories
softens her pastel makeup the contour of her facial indentations
and chisels away at her cheer and charm

she was alive this day last...
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Saturday.

Recieved a message in my inbox, goodbye from suicide girls.
However!! This was only a goodbye to lilac798166. Not to lilac.

I am resting on a big brown cushy sofa reading nylon.
Drinking bandit merlot out of a carton in beaverton, the suburbia wrapping around portland.
Daydreaming. Thinking of today at Paradox cafe, the alternative lifestyles. Choosing for yourself to be vegan. Or to...
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OREGON

I drove all the way from minnesota to oregon.
Let me just say highway 12 was a mess, and 25 cent vibrating bed machines and stale coffee definately won me over.

Triple Five




I am lying in bed, reading posts, drinking beer.
It is something I do to unwind.

Thinking about future sets I would love to do. To really show the inner me.
I am feeling kinda strange today
strangely sensitive.

I heard the moon is in pisces.
Those little fish, such thin skin. Agile. contouring.
I am getting tired of astrology, however.
Its such...
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I would really loveee it if this set went pink!!
I have 500 comments but thats still not enough

12 pm

I am so tired still, think its time to go back to being a sleepyhead.

This is my first ever blog entry,
i hope to be posting more soon.

My set goes up for review today, and when it finallly gets accepted I will be happy to tell alll of you about my crazy little life.

For starters,
Im a flight attendant, but only for 3 more days.
Then I am moving from minneapolis, to oregon again.
I move a...
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