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nickysonic:
Where are you?
enzo525:
So are you in london or what? I'm all confused
i'm a sad, lonely girl. 
with an amazing week behind me, i realize what a lucky girl i am. i could never ask for anything more in someone. a great week full of giggles and sunny days, ideal right? yes, i'm rubbing it in. i'll leave the rest to imagination.
now i miss him more than you can imagine. and to think goodbyes would be...
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with an amazing week behind me, i realize what a lucky girl i am. i could never ask for anything more in someone. a great week full of giggles and sunny days, ideal right? yes, i'm rubbing it in. i'll leave the rest to imagination.
now i miss him more than you can imagine. and to think goodbyes would be...
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ryan:
i'd like to see you before you go... can you attend any events this week?? thurs-sun there's stuff goin on...
do you ever wish silly things? like that your farts sound like kittens meowing?
i do.
i do.
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cousindell:
aww we miss you too 
wow yay 7 weeks thats nothin *exited* 
c you soon then lady! 
wow yay 7 weeks thats nothin *exited* c you soon then lady! 
misterjesus:
OMG that would be way past cool
on my way home from work tonite, i swerved to miss a pigeon that was writhing in pain from being hit by a car before me. all the cars behind me did the same, swerving to miss it, i hate that i didn't have the heart to hit it, and put it out of it's misery.
i hate that people can't be bright enough to...
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kiscica:
i hope you have an incredible time with your visitor hun. take lots of pictures 
we'll be missin you around here...or at least i know i sure as hell will be...
*tons of love*
xoxoxo
we'll be missin you around here...or at least i know i sure as hell will be...
*tons of love*
xoxoxo
chrismidweeker:
Hope yer having fun, hun, I'm taking a bit of a break too, as I also have met a fantastic person, who's currently curled up in my bed reading her way through my Sandman books...
Ain't luv grand!
Ain't luv grand!
i had a dream that i ate a hot dog. i was back in high school. and i went pee in a toilet with no doors with some jock guy from school, i haven't thought of for years.
what's wrong with me?
what's wrong with me?
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hjerte:
Is it only 3 days? I bet her stomach is acing funny like it will be tommorow. Jayne, I have an interpretation on the hot dog/bathroom dream but it's perverted.
varzadium:
I just dream about urinals floating in space. your dream is better. At least there are people in it.
...
that is all for now.
that is all for now.
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nopantsdave:
.........
enzo525:
Yes, very , and very 
I hate it.
, and very
I hate it.
i feel like my body is falling apart. aren't i too young? 
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vicky:
I always get out the yoga mat and stretch it all away when i get like that. I hope you just mean that you feel funny and not that you actually have body parts falling off ala "Death Becomes Her"!!!! 
P.S i just found the funniest piccie of you in a cat woman outfit! Yay! Raaawwwrrr!
P.S i just found the funniest piccie of you in a cat woman outfit! Yay! Raaawwwrrr!
linz:
i love you lady-cakes! kiss kiss! did you get my email??
my hair is finally back to normal...red. got sick of the pink really quickly actually, at least it's easy to change.
today i'm spending my lovely day off cleaning my house in preperation for the visitor next week will bring me. the sun is trying to come out from behind the clouds though, so i may take breaks to enjoy it.
watching 'pirates' and eating...
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today i'm spending my lovely day off cleaning my house in preperation for the visitor next week will bring me. the sun is trying to come out from behind the clouds though, so i may take breaks to enjoy it.
watching 'pirates' and eating...
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heroes182:
sick of pink!??! nooooooooo!!!!!!
I just dyed mine pink, heehee!
haha, Pirates, eh? of The Caribbean or of Darkwater? or some other flavour of scoundrelous salt even?
sick of pink!??! nooooooooo!!!!!!
I just dyed mine pink, heehee!
haha, Pirates, eh? of The Caribbean or of Darkwater? or some other flavour of scoundrelous salt even?
girlblue:
And I thought the 15 minute drive I had to the airport was torturous!!!! You guys are so gonna have to pull over and makeout on the way back.
tonite emotions have woken that have long lay dormant. tears flow freely that have too long been behind a high wall. my fingers pound at the keyboard vigorously, they can hardly keep up with my thoughts flooding from my mind. my life has come to a crossroads, i walk forward down a path i never thougth iw ould take, and in doing so, i am...
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ryan:
i know exactly how you feel.
painful and liberating... it feels good to take back that control. good for you for your choices....
painful and liberating... it feels good to take back that control. good for you for your choices....
creamygoodness:
I wouldn't say he's forgotten about us, as such, if I've given that impression then I guess I should have expressed myself a little better (except on AIM, where he's always too busy talking to you ). What I basically meant is, like you said, when you get into one of those moods, where you have a lot on your plate and a lot of things bogging you down, you end up not being very sociable and a bit more insular. In doing that you often end up seperating yourself from a lot of the things you love about a place (I'm hoping we're one of them ) which can just compound the problem.
On reading your entry, big hugs for you, it can feel invigorating taking back your own life like that, being the one in the driver's seat. It's hard and it hurts, but you'll feel renewed at the end of it
). What I basically meant is, like you said, when you get into one of those moods, where you have a lot on your plate and a lot of things bogging you down, you end up not being very sociable and a bit more insular. In doing that you often end up seperating yourself from a lot of the things you love about a place (I'm hoping we're one of them ) which can just compound the problem.
On reading your entry, big hugs for you, it can feel invigorating taking back your own life like that, being the one in the driver's seat. It's hard and it hurts, but you'll feel renewed at the end of it
i've been oddly aware of my mortality lately. i'm not altogether sure why, i guess maybe when you find something or someone that makes your life worth while, and worth living, you become afraid of losing what you have. for some reason i can't get it out of my head. i feel obessively aware of my body, and what could be going wrong inside of...
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ryan:
it was really nice to see you again last nite! you are so prettiful...
autrix:
I wanna go to the UK
the weather in portland today was absolutely stunning! i'll chalk an early spring surprise, don't expect it to last too long. as any oregonian though, the sun peaked out and i threw on a little halter top and went into town to enjoy the late afternoon weather. it's always refreshing to go downtown, especially on days like today, it really makes you feel alive when...
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nickysonic:
Listening to the Mary Chain and feeling like you should be here. Get 'Psychocandy'. Classic.
I used to be obsessed with them. I won tickets from Melody Maker when I was like 17 to their Rollercoaster tour (with Dinosaur Jr, Blur and My Bloody Valentine). However, like a tit, I asked for the Whitley Bay date which I thought was in south Wales (near me) and not Up North (definitely not near me) so I never went
Years later, when I bumped into Bobby Gillespie (their drummer, now singer with the mighty Primal Scream), I was so impressed that he was still hanging out with Douglas Hart, the bassist.
Yes, I'm drunk and name dropping that Ive met the JAMC's classic line-up rhythm section. I need to get a life.
Beat one into me when I'm there. ok?
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I used to be obsessed with them. I won tickets from Melody Maker when I was like 17 to their Rollercoaster tour (with Dinosaur Jr, Blur and My Bloody Valentine). However, like a tit, I asked for the Whitley Bay date which I thought was in south Wales (near me) and not Up North (definitely not near me) so I never went
Years later, when I bumped into Bobby Gillespie (their drummer, now singer with the mighty Primal Scream), I was so impressed that he was still hanging out with Douglas Hart, the bassist.
Yes, I'm drunk and name dropping that Ive met the JAMC's classic line-up rhythm section. I need to get a life.
Beat one into me when I'm there. ok?
[Edited on Mar 12, 2004 4:39PM]
nickysonic:
Size 6 you say...?
just took my ibook into my local apple store, they're ordering me a new keyboard in case they break my current one when trying to re-seat my 'b' key. yay!!!! can't wait to have it back to new. bought some iklear to clean her up! the guy who helped me at the store thought it was an old G3 because of how much wear she...
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kiscica:
man you're SO lucky! i'd kill to stumble on deals like that. we're having a huge clearance at work but it's all shitty stuff leftover. boo.
clothes are way more expensive here i think. i spent $250 on boots once...ummm...used to spend $100-$120 on just about every pair of pants i bought...etcetc. although i haven't been nearly as bad in years for that kind of thing. thrift stores are my friend.
looking cute for your boy is always a mighty fine excuse. i've used that one a bajillion times in the past. heh.
*somuchlove* xoxo
clothes are way more expensive here i think. i spent $250 on boots once...ummm...used to spend $100-$120 on just about every pair of pants i bought...etcetc. although i haven't been nearly as bad in years for that kind of thing. thrift stores are my friend.
looking cute for your boy is always a mighty fine excuse. i've used that one a bajillion times in the past. heh.
*somuchlove* xoxo
cousindell:
aw cheers hun..yeah bruno is 15..we cant put him though that you right hes to old for an op..my mum said hes happy so its best to leave him that way
i'm not gonna drink for ages now after that weekend..bob is evil hope you doin ok hun
i'm not gonna drink for ages now after that weekend..bob is evil
hope you doin ok hun