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at some point you realize how easy it is to walk away. october blues have crept in, and i'm ready to turn my back. my friends remain close to my heart, but i need to go away now. the few that i know, i will continue to know, and hopefully see you from time to time.
i can never seem to escape despondency this...
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catdad:
Weird to think that you'll be 30 in a few days and that it's been over 5 years since your last post. I hope you are well.
catdad:
Happy Birthday! Maybe you could update your journal thingy for your 10 year SG anniversary or something. As always, hope all is well with you.
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interpol tickets....check
kings of leon tickets....check
a fresh autumn cold....check
the need for a new pair of chucks....check
a mental boss....double check
a cash register thrown at me...yep
a genuine confusion over what exactly is my top priority, staying in london or my general well being.....check
a tummy that's growling at me for food...yes
new ideas...
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adthrawn:
Hark, he did not spake,
And unto, he was deleted as friend.

I don't know. Forget to update your journal for two months, and people stop being your friend. (Emotional trip now).

ARRR!!!
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i need a hiatus. in a bad way.
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hologram:
^I second that, it was good seeing you again! I'm glad I got there in time to see the gigs, the Jack Black guitarist was hilarious.

I hope things go on the upswing for you from now on.
nonchalance:
Thanks, its good to know that once in a while you can do nothing. In fact, i think i live with the most lazy/relaxed flatmates one could wish for, i don't think any of us ever have anything so coherent as a plan, we tend to work much better on whims, saves dissapointment i guess. Oh, and having an equally relaxed gal also helps too!

Hope you find some inspiration in your life. x
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every now and again, i sit and wonder why i like to make things so difficult for myself and others around me. why i like to create friction and problems. does it keep like interesting or am i hiding from something? my head and heart get confused too often, and i desperately try to shut off one or the other, i just never know which...
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munch:
^^^and it will be too long again if I don't get to see you soon sugar! wink

if i don't see you about, have a fab weekend m'dear, and hopefully we'll catch up soon...

*psst* - i'm thinking another craft friday night rendezvous *shhhh* wink

take care luv! kiss
godzuki:
miss you
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it's been a confusing and intersting last week. i find myself sitting and shaking my head a bit.
i'm really fucking tired even after a quiet weekend hidden away.
i had a minor clean up of my friends list, if you were deleted, please don't be offended....it was merely for my sanity.
i'm missing friends at home...and my lovely...
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phineas:
heaven is in a cow's ass
tilly:
Hope everything's going okay lady. It's been a while - you are missed smile
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cousindell:
aww that pics coooot biggrin you two are defiantly up to no good there wink

sorry to hear about you money..i just had my visa card cancelled too cause some fucker used it..they didnt spend much tho..nobs gr!

kiss
johnnyforeigner:
Gah. Bloody people and their thieving ways. mad Hope you're ok

PS The tattoo looks amazing! eeek
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-downswing- some days....like today, and the few that have just gone. i want to crawl into a hole and hide. my heart hurts, my head is crammed with too many thoughts, and i keep crying.
i'm waiting for my next bout of manic behaviour to pull me out of this shit.
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optimistickid:
sorry baby..... be strong. everybody hurts.
munch:
what on earth was going on here? wink



shit, i drunk way too much last night...I looked at the photos and can't remember taking any of them....

i must never do shots EVER!!! puke blackeyed

was ace to see you yesterday, as always. thanks for popping into the tattoo place, was a fab surprise! biggrin
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news:

+i'm tattooed, and although it's not quite fnished...i'm already planning my next. will post a photo when i have access to a camera.
+i'm moving again this coming weekend. my own flat!
+work is going better, and i'm looking forward to the bank holiday and settling into my new home.
+modest mouse next week with partiallyblind biggrin

nothing else...
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arik:
you and joshua better rock the fuck out at that show, i'm so jealous smile i haven't seen modest mouse in like a year, it's insane.

when are you coming back to the us?
deleteddelete:
Hey G, how's the ink? I hope you haven't been scratching at it wink I hope the Modest Mouse gig is good. Are they playing in London? I never knew about it. I'm sure it'll be a cracker.

I'm glad all is going well for you. Good luck with the move this weekend smile
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something like 48 hours left until i get tattooed biggrin this excites me in ways you can't imagine confused or maybe you can. blush the lovely Ciel will be my date...i hope she's prepared to keep me entertained throughout the process. kiss should be a good day though.
i'm in love with london's rain. yesterday it completely soaked me walking from one bus stop...
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optimistickid:
i downloaded interpol's turn on the bright lights or whatever it's called because you said they were good. well thag you very buch because i really like them smile
munch:
hope it all went well Jayne... biggrin

kiss
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whenever work stops being terribly stressful, The Boss feels like she has to pile all of the responsibilities and pressure right on top of me. i moved here to have fun and enjoy myself while working enough to keep my head afloat. and what did i get?? six days a week, 9 hours a day work. silly me. i obviously made a bit of a...
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nonchalance:
Hope that cloud lifts for you. Unfortunately as most non brits are not aware, its difficult to make a living here, there's so much competition and expectation that you will work above and beyond your needs. It always helps i guess to take a break, i'm now actually taking my first holiday for about a year, i needed it so badly. Hope you can find time for yourself soon. kiss
enzo525:
I'm glad to hear you having fun over there.
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i think i'm going to try to let my hair grow past my shoulders again. some days i miss it's length tickling my back, but days like today i'm glad it's short because it's still sweltering here.
i'm happy with my life at the moment, aside from the few bumps and obstacles, i feel good. i miss home, but...
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optimistickid:
i'm growing my hair back too. it's nice to have hair. especially after you haven't had it for a while. smile
ciel: