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oh my god. i'm actually going to do this.

I'M MOVING OUT!!!

i'll be living in a house with a really sweet couple, and their two dogs. i'll have my own little room, with pretty white walls, and hard wood floors. and my own little bathroom, with a cedar sized shower.

i'm so fucking nervous....excited.....terrified....ellated....
but i really think i can do this....

i leave...
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superficial:
awesome!!!

congratulations to you!

love kiss
anticus:
You shall have them!!!
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oh, wow......just wow.....

warning, everything that follows is dramatic and fairly pathetic, and really just a lot complaining and stress.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

i have the flu. it's fucking august and i have the flu.
my grandfather is threatening to kick me out of the house.
the bonds in my family are degenerating.
my crazy aunt came over a few days ago, and ended...
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snottlebocket:
if you can cook you can live in a box under my desk, i'll even put in a soft fuzzy blanket.
malloreigh:
Thank you, madame!
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obd:
I'm glad you got a good night in.

[Edited on Aug 12, 2005 7:31PM]
gofuserectus:
pretty pics! and you didn't even show your prettiest asset!! your cute face!!
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do you ever get stuck with an image from the past, playing in your head over and over again? like a broken and unresolved record. one that sits there and begs for answers. one that i don't think i'll get over for a while. i'm not heart broken. just confused.....

i was dating this guy for a year. we were practically living together. other than...
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originaldaddio:
That's some helluva post. I came here from your monogamy thread and I have to say I'm glad things are going better for you. Best of luck with boy A. You seem like a sweet kid. Here's to hoping you can find some happiness there.

-Daddy
fred:

Man, that sucks.

The guy never gave you an explanation of his parents freaking out? Not cool.

here's a hug: O
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deep thoughts with jack handy.....

i love this city. there are so many fucking amazing things. so many random people to talk to, or who are talking at you. so many wonders beneath the dirt and grim. los angeles is gorgeous, if only you were to take a breath and notice it.

stopped at fred's today. sat at the counter by myself, and wolfed down...
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superficial:
yeah... work sucks. i'm headed there in a few minutes. i'm especially not in a good mood because the first day back after a week long "vacation" always sucks... and to make things worse my "vacation" didn't go as hoped/planned/intended. actually, it kinda sucked! so, yeah, i'm so not looking forward to today. frown

bleh.

i hope you have a good day, though.

thanks for the random picture... it was pretty cool. smile

love kiss
niamh:
Not quite sure yet. In the next few months. I'm enrolling at the Paul Mitchell school in Huntington Beach.
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dear remote control,

i really miss you a lot. i know you're around here somewhere.
please come back to me.

xoxox.cedar
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ciderx:
I found mine inside one of my pillow cases...It took two days.... frown
nilloh:
i lost mine as well when i moved. Sucks having to get up and change the channel. I sometime swish i had a chip installed in my brian that would allow me to change the channel......of course the 3 foot walk isn't that hard either biggrin
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akiva:
Jiggling? You jiggle? That sounds a little bit disgusting. No, actually it sounds VERY disgusting
llamapuppet:
Puppers is cute!

So, what do you think of My goatee?
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i'm done.
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gofuserectus:
done with what!??? i like you dont be done, i havent done you yet!! ha ha!! tongue wink
annalee:
Thank you for the comment you left on my set, that made me smile smile xx
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i really have nothing to say. i'm so boring right now...

oh yeah, could someone please remind me to call shawndaddy and ericallen? i'm a bad friend this week....sorry guys.

in other news:
....i make shit for tips at work. why don't people tip at the to-go counter? we do more work than your servers. be nice to us.
....i am currently listening to...
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corriander:
And you have choosen not to pursue an education in biochemistry why?
cricket:
where do you work now??

I have INTERNET!
YAY
party
my house
2 weeks
I think
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there's nothing sadder than a girl like me stuck in a twelve hour black-out.

there's nothing more pathetic than realizing you don't know what to do with yourself when there's no internet connection, so you spend 20 mins on the phone with tmobile complaining that you can't reach 'certain sites' on your phone...

there's nothing more humbling than when you realize there's still a charge...
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sloane:
Haha, thanks! kiss
obd:
it is the little things in life.
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last week i noticed a humming bird outside my window. she seemed to be frequently hovering back and fourth between several different areas of the back yard, and one certain branch on a tree.
there's this little delicate nest, precariously balanced on floppy branch that catches a lot of wind durring the day.

i haven't seen her in a few days though, and the nest...
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llamapuppet:
devildoll:
Hi Cedar!

I saw your post in the Classifieds group about your shelving. If you have any extra corner shelves that would work for putting a TV on...can you let me know? I would really, really appreciate it!

Thanks.... Anika ... smile