ash

"Both extremely hard and extremely soft"....that sounds good..I like that description.........one thing..and remember this.....EVERYTHING happens for a reason....in the end..it will be a good thing this happened to you 2...believe that...dont look back...remember what I said about getting up when you get knocked down, flip the bird to bad misfortune...and carry on!! You can do it....you seem so strong to me..and delicate too.........Have a great weekend....

Shitty deal with the assface.

I have to dig shit out of my tonsils too! Holy shit..I thought I was the only one. I use a steak knife. It's gross.

and yes, milk and mild products rule!!

Ash I'm really sorry you got into a car accident. I hope your neck feels better soon.

I hate sports.
Adriana lima(victoria secret model) and i deffinately have to agree with you on Johnny Depp *omfg so hot*

I was in a drunk driving car accident whne i was 15. lost consciousness for about an hour had a big gash on my chin that went straight through and tore the gums away from my teeth.broke my auditorial bone in my ear(I'm slowly going def in my left ear) and it wasnt my fault i was a passenger. couldnt ride in cars after that for about a year. and if I had to i always had really bad panic attacks and freaked out.

Cripes! When it rains it pours, doesn't it? I wish I were a lawyer to advise you, but I'm not.

Not having a diver's license puts you in a bit of a bind. Still, if I were you I'd get some kind of legal advice, get to a doctor about your neck, and go after the guy. Here we have no fault insurance, but I don't know what you have in Illinois. Sometimes, "The one eyed man can see, and the lame man walk," to paraphrase I Ching. Faith and guts can pull you through.

If I named my choice for the most beautiful woman, I'd get into trouble, and not only with her. Otherwise, it's between Christina Ricci and Kristin Kreuk.

Too many car accidents to count.

I surprise myself just about everyday (G*d, what an idiot!).

Hals und Bein bruch!




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I've just been through some rough shit in my life Ash. Right from a young age. I guess it has toughened me up a bit and I'm an eternal optomist in a pessimists body. lol Thats just me I guess.

Hmm. I 'm not sure what breed "Champ" was as I rescued him from an Animal Care training College where a friend was a Lecturer, for some reason they needed to rehome him and I took him on. He used to love to suck Jack n Coke off my fingers (I found this out by accident, I wasn't completely a irresponsible rat owner lol.

He was certainly that size tho, massive.



JD

my original attempt was to have a fairly simple read, since sadly our country doesn't have too many people with a vocabulary that is anything too extensive past 4th or 5th grade level reading, though I probably will add a few 'million dollar' words when I do the rewrite. I've never taken a writting class, but I think I will when I go back to school in '06, and... I want to get published, and tried once with my poetry, and I didn't succede, I was 17 at the time though, so I didn't feel too bad. now on to your questions...
I've felt like giving up serveral times in my life, and each time something different pulled me out of it, the first time when I was 13, I looked into my eyes in the mirror and didn't see me, it's hard to explain, but, I saw everything I disliked, and I couldn't end it like that... then once I pulled through simply because I wanted to know what would happen next, it was pretty shitty time in my life, and I though, hell things can't get much worse, but let's see if they can, and thankfully they didn't
as for patterns, there are a few patterns that repeat, like relationships, I tend to sabotage myself in them before they ever really start by picking girls I know don't want real relationships at the point when I start dating them... and I've realized that the pattern of me being broke = me feeling depressed go hand in hand at times, also, I pull myself together for other people, but not for myself...
my two favorite types of art, are two that I totally suck at, musical expression, and any painting that is semi-lifelike, but with a surreal feeling to it, just slightly off of reality

Holy Moly.... B&Ws of you are STUNNING!!!
Hope you are doing great, sweetie! And hope your son's b-day was lots of fun!!

~Tell me 5 things abt you: I have been married for almost 14 years, I got married in Ireland, I swam in the Olympic Trials in 1988 - I was on ESPN (isn't that funny!), I just shaved all my hair off and tattooed the right side of my skull, I got breast implants 3 years ago and want to re-do them bigger

~when speaking abt being attracted to someone ... what qualities/traits REALLY get you going? - if they have a funky quality about them that makes them stand-out and noticeably different from the norm....and of course, any ink always helps!

~Are u the kind of person who keep quiet abt something that bothers you in order to NOT create waves? - most definetely.... I keep too much inside

Love and Winx - Jinxi

I won't have the money in time, I wanted to get him something too!
Christmas would be best, how bout that?
Have you heard of this group? Sounds good for you and your hubby.
Member Music Project
Hope all is well!

~What was your favorite toy growing up?
Didn't really have one

~What new toys have u seen that you know u wouldve LOVED as a child? (or maybe u love them NOW!)
those new lightsabers that light up and make the real noises are awesome

~How do you feel about birthdays, either your own, or in general?
it is a good excuese for a party


it always seems like just when I start thinking that people are really tolerant and caring at heart something like you situation happens I hope the work situation is getting better

left

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Yeah, they are for sale over here.

I love playing with ferrets. They are just so adorable. Although I think it's best I wait to get one. I've already got 8 pets to look after which means I clean up a whole load of poo! So no problem on that front.

come on...it wasn't the vicodin...christ the vics wouldn't even get rid of my headache...it was the last of my recent shipment.

and it's PITTSBURGH!!!! i'm in PGH...philly, ptoee.
i spit on philly.
-me

sol I am back again so where do u live D.C or Maryland ? cause I NEED HELP IF U DO LIVE IN DC OR MARYLAND

Glad I could brighten your day with my misfortune. Haha kididng. But really, WHO NEEDS SCENTED TAMPONS!?

The whole eating meat thing is hard, my husband made me quit eating it as punishment for our relationship problems..so I lost alot of weight from it, but I crave it. I love the taste of it. And then you see those faces of death movies how they line the cattle up and slice their jugular and you feel so sad for them. And then for a few days I dont want any meat, and then it just happens again. Blech, sometimes I wonder what people tast like.

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Hello there, it's been a while since I've bugged ya figured i'd do it again. I agree with you on the laws, they try to use any excuse whether they believe they're stopping something or not, and try to slip in their own bullshit ugh, politicians. I also agree with you on the meat issue... I feel very guilty about eating animals, but, I'm addicted ::sigh:: conflict within one's own self sucks huh? They showed me some of those pics of animal slaughter when I was in highschool, and I didn't eat beef for almost 2 weeks after that, and no chicken for 3, but, I finally broke down when my mom made lasagna... ugh I'm weak. anywho...
1. I stopped following football when I had problems with coaches back when I used to play (highschool) so I dunno who won
2. I'm getting a dragon over a burn I have on my right shoulder, I haven't picked which dragon yet though, still looking for the perfect one. I doubt I'll ever run out of space because I'm so picky about the tatts, it took me 3 years just to go in there and talk to a tattoo artist, and I didn't get anything that time, couldn't settle on a design.... well I'll stop rambling on, and go check out the newest set

q's
~(stolen from rockadiva) If you could have any special talent (not supernatural) what would it be? why?
Being a better artist. Or maybe just mor comfortable with my art. When it comes to anything else I'm so confident but I'm so self concious about my art. Maybe it's because it's the only thing I've ever been good at and if I find out I'm not actually good... I've got nothing!

~ What invention(s) would u invent if you could?
Time machine! (Yeah, I'm getting way ahead of myself.)

~Would u want to be killed if u were paralized from the neck down? How abt if u found out u had a horrible deadly disease? Flesh eating virus? What abt if u were bitten by a zombie and were abt to turn into one yourself? Would u kill a family member/lover/friend if THEY were in one of those positions and they asked u to?
Seeing my father die slowly from Cancer... if I ever was diagnosed I would not hesitate to kill myself right then and there. Fuck trying to fight it. I've seen what the outcome of that is and theres no way I could survive it. Physically or mentally.


~Do u think this hairstyle is unprofessional?
I quite like it actual. Curlys!

1. To be able to pitch like Pedro Martinez

2. Transporter

3. Never would want to be killed. A) No idea about how life would be if were paralyzed so it would be so fatalistice to say go ahead and kill me. B) I've already had a flesh eating bacteria in my leg. Nearly caused ampution and my death and I'm quite happy no one was like "Kill him" when they made the diagnosis.

The zombie question I have no idea. If I were going to kill innocent people then yes, put me down like a rabid dog.

I would help a loved one euthanize themselves if they were terminal and living only to feel pain.

oh, and the hair is absolutely professional

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From the 80's:

TAB!!!!!

Hell yeah.