thanx to everybody who posted comments last time, you guys are nice. well, i've been done with school for a week and i'm already pretty bored. i've had nightmares that finals still aren't done yet and people keep erasing my work! crazy. i went to a new years eve party but it was lame...fuckin' typical, new years always sucks for me. anyway the upcoming months...
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Its probably better to not talk about exactly who my crush is on this site, wouldn't want anyone getting in trouble, unless i get to punish them. anyway, my life has been utter turmoil. First knowing the crush is into me. Then, aaahhh, just finals, I went to the computer lab to work and got 17pages down for my urban anthropology paper and then none...
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heresy2007:
money shouldn't be allowed! 
your cat will be fine, cat's are fighters, and they can take a lot. If he gets in eventually he'll be fine.
as for the bf, do what you have to do. when i lost my first "real" girlfriend it destroyed me for a long time. But now I thank her for starting the break up process, because it made me realize how open the world is.
he'll be fine too, just like the cat.
your cat will be fine, cat's are fighters, and they can take a lot. If he gets in eventually he'll be fine.
as for the bf, do what you have to do. when i lost my first "real" girlfriend it destroyed me for a long time. But now I thank her for starting the break up process, because it made me realize how open the world is.
he'll be fine too, just like the cat.
aaaaahhhh, i'm on cloud 9. crush has crush on me. happy, happy, frustrating crushes....i cannot focus on my finals now.... 
i emailed him one of my pics, i think he liked it.
i just want to be able to crawl into his lap and kiss him.
i emailed him one of my pics, i think he liked it.
i just want to be able to crawl into his lap and kiss him.
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heresy2007:
so if you know no limits, and are really free,
will the world see you in your glory at the Inaugaration this year?
will the world see you in your glory at the Inaugaration this year?
joenobody:
the kiwi? can't he get in trouble if you're going to school there? oh, but it's new york i'm sure that happens all the time.
last inauguration was good times. i think that was the best protest i been to. fighting nazis at their rallies was fun too. but i think i've had enough of all that.
last inauguration was good times. i think that was the best protest i been to. fighting nazis at their rallies was fun too. but i think i've had enough of all that.
oh...everyone is so interested in my academic pursuits (well, all 2 of you) anyway, my independent study is just a review of various squatter movements worldwide (great book on that topic by Anders Corr, No Trespassing) and I'm doing research with a bunch of squatter kids I know here in the city, and putting their movement/idelogies in a context of resistance to the corporatized/entrepreneurial postmodern...
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anarcha:
okay, its kinda difficult for me to explain, even though that's like what my diploma should say when I graduate: 'dude you've succeeded in being totally postmodern."
Anyways modernism is all like, logic, rationality, science can make everything knowable and okay....think enlightenment ideals. In terms of urbanism, it means the secret to social unrest is providing box-like, 'banal' in the words of Jane Jacobs, buildings that rationally circumscribe space. It's all about rationality and planning. Post-modern is fragmented, ephemeral, playful, ironic, situated on difference, etc. There are no universal truths in the post-modern way of thinking. I praise neither, but inevitably we are in a post-modern era, marked by an almost obsessive consumer mentality, in which cities are completely obsessed with growth via outside capitalist investment. This is all in terms of urban things though, post-modern can refer to our general culture, art, etc.
Anyways modernism is all like, logic, rationality, science can make everything knowable and okay....think enlightenment ideals. In terms of urbanism, it means the secret to social unrest is providing box-like, 'banal' in the words of Jane Jacobs, buildings that rationally circumscribe space. It's all about rationality and planning. Post-modern is fragmented, ephemeral, playful, ironic, situated on difference, etc. There are no universal truths in the post-modern way of thinking. I praise neither, but inevitably we are in a post-modern era, marked by an almost obsessive consumer mentality, in which cities are completely obsessed with growth via outside capitalist investment. This is all in terms of urban things though, post-modern can refer to our general culture, art, etc.
darling_nikki:
Hi there, I really dig your pics. I like your dreds and I think you have got a killer tattoo on your back. And did I mention your hot?
I agree that we are becoming, if we are not already, a "consumer-obsessed society". However, I think that human institutions in general are unsustainable because part of what makes us human is free will. We have the ability to choose and are therefore flawed. Anyway, that is just my two cents worth.
You seem passionate about your studies and I admire that. I am currently working on my undergrad degree and am interested in pursuing graduate studies in Philadelphia or Northern California. I like learning as much as possible. I'm a dork that way
ciao.
I agree that we are becoming, if we are not already, a "consumer-obsessed society". However, I think that human institutions in general are unsustainable because part of what makes us human is free will. We have the ability to choose and are therefore flawed. Anyway, that is just my two cents worth.
You seem passionate about your studies and I admire that. I am currently working on my undergrad degree and am interested in pursuing graduate studies in Philadelphia or Northern California. I like learning as much as possible. I'm a dork that way
ciao.
so much work to do so much work to do so much work to do...i'm taking urban econ., urban anthropology, modern dance, and i have an independant study on urban squatters. not the hardest semester ever, its just that i want to do really really amazing things and i just don't have enough time! 
but right now i'm just happy to have thanksgiving break, can't...
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vonbaxter:
Hope you have a Great Thanksgiving!!
libertylux:
I'm going to assume you are getting a degree in something having to do with urban studies? 
I'd love to hear more about it!
I'd love to hear more about it!blah, i've been fuckin blah lately, think its the weather. i always get depressed aroung this time of year when the days get shorter and colder and there's so much fucking schoolwork you can't possibly see how it will all get done.
had to read this book cosmopolis for my urban econ. class, its this novel by don delillo, very weird, i didn't love it,...
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stolenhistories:
Take up a winter sport. I hated winter and got depressed until I started snowboarding.
vonbaxter:
Boring life. Econ classes. Yep I can relate ;-) *le sigh*
Yeah, I've been too depressed about things to even update this journal. i don't know what to say, this fuckin country sucks, we actually elected this dumbass? well time to put our efforts to something meaningful, new tactics of disruption and resistance must be developed.
In the meantime, I think I might get an internship at the Women's Environmental and Development Organization which focuses on...
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stolenhistories:
Do it. Now is the time to reach out and re-establish why you do these things in the first place. Once you do that you will be energized and ready to fight again.
francis:
we re elected our evil clown as well... 
your set is really hot. very beautiful tattoo on your back too
your set is really hot. very beautiful tattoo on your back too
hey ya'll it's election day aaaaahhhhh!!! I'm kinda scared, but i've fulfilled my civic duty, so now i must play the waiting game and prepare to go nuts (in a productive, action-oriented way) if bush is re-elected (the fuckin misogynist, christian fundamentalist bastard)...or keep an eye on kerry and make sure he doesn't do anything slick...all politicians are assholes, sorry i just have no faith...
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I'm kinda scared, but i've fulfilled my civic duty, so now i must play the waiting game and prepare to go nuts (in a productive, action-oriented way) if bush is re-elected (the fuckin misogynist, christian fundamentalist bastard)...or keep an eye on kerry and make sure he doesn't do anything slick...all politicians are assholes, sorry i just have no faith... Read More
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irina:
I hope you're still planning to come to the party tonight. I'm dying to meet you, so you better show up!!!
heresy2007:
keep up the action oriented response to our system, and now fundamentalist regime.
Welcome to the days of the American Taliban.
How we resist will define how the world views us as a people.
Welcome to the days of the American Taliban.
How we resist will define how the world views us as a people.
HAPPINESS! EXCITEMENT! my boyfriend showed up at my front door a few nights ago, surprising me coming home a week early from his trip through europe and morocco. it was wonderful being in love is great!
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groteseharm:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :-D yay have a good one
chrislikewhoa:
i threw up everywhere
hahahah
thankyou
nice meeting you
now dont be afraid to go to random parties with people you dont know and have never once spoken to.
hahahah
thankyou
nice meeting you
now dont be afraid to go to random parties with people you dont know and have never once spoken to.
Oh, another week gone by, time seems to pass so slow, yet where does it all go. I think I'm falling for my teacher...it's horrible. I've been feeling like such a loser lately, b'cuz I have such a disfunctional social life. Lots of that has to do with all my female friends taking time off school and leaving the city. On the other hand, I've...
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cmaxwell:
Hmmm..I'd love to be your teacher and demonstrate my conversational skills...I could keep up with you
tulipbooty:
thats funny....i was just thinking about love letters the other day
thats what journals do, i think
yuma is a good name for a cat
thats what journals do, i think
yuma is a good name for a cat
Wheweee! I've had a busy,busy week...ugh, and all b'cuz I need a weekend job (my six-hour-a-week workstudy with incredible professor buddy is just not cutting it)...so i got a gig handing out flyers for some college night at opaline, so I spent like all yesterday doing that, but it's worth it cuz I got $20 and I'll get free drinks tonight. But I also got...
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bkwill:
Please get a hold of me if you are still interested in going, I need to turn in a guest list right away.
i definately have a tendency to want guys i can't have, and it fuckin sucks. i hate being sexually attracted to guys. oh well, maybe i do that so i stay in the safe warm blanket of a beautiful long term relationship....it's for the better i guess....
but boy could i use a makeout buddy
in other news i'm contemplating theories of modernity and postmodernity...
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but boy could i use a makeout buddy
in other news i'm contemplating theories of modernity and postmodernity...
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irina:
!!!
I'll be your make-out buddy!
I'll be your make-out buddy!
lestat76:
your Lestat...
your Lestat...
have fun abroad, be careful though, you may not want to come back!!!
Does the choice of location have anything to do with your vice?
hey, did you use that interview?
have fun in amsterdam. i'm jealous.