So, im not on here enough for anybody to realize that I was gone, and thats probably typical of most things in my life. But I was gone. In the hospital a few days...my own fault. Like really, my own fault. Im back now though, and thinking I wish I wasnt back at some moments. Really not ready to deal with life lately. The...
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mortis322:
I'm going through a rough one right now myself. Fighting my mind a lot!! BIG HUGS and here if you need an outside ear.
amico:
I noticed and like the narcissist I can be sometimes I was like "Was it something I did wrong 😿".lol.Maybe there's something than that you feel is not settled with that person and just want closure?I'd had a feeling like that myself at one time or another.I hope you're ok.

New years resolution is not going so well. I just love the 'f' word so much. Also I wanted no drama this year, and so far....that about it. Is it 2017 yet? I have to say a big thanks to @finch though, my heart falls in love with her more and more every day. She doesnt even realize it but she has been my...
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raziel666:
Good to hear things are going somewhat well for you. And you are enjoying derby again,I have went through that stage too. And your friend is really cute.
littlejohn22:
that "f" word is hard not to use, I have just finished my 25 in 5  and I am so happy but I need to skate more. I look forward t a new set from you

My only resolution this year is to try and cut back on using the "f" word so much. I fucking love that word.

What is your resolutions? Anybody? Usually people have goals relating to weight and gym, but my gym has been so empty so far this year.

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littlejohn22:
i resolve to stop beating myself up with negative thoughts ... I hope the "f bombs" ebb
raziel666:
Just to find a new job somewhere out of this state and move this summer.
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If you have been following my life at all you know its pretty much comical how much it can suck, but its getting better. I had some more bad shit happen, but I am excited about some news I got yesterday. I am just going to copy/paste my facebook and instagram messages here.

My house was robbed today/Thursday night. Why? Because my life...
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shema:
All I can say is that you're one tough Idahoan (?) to go through so much shit and still, you know, be alive. Keep fighting, gorgeous! :)
raziel666:
Still sending good vibes your way.
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wasnt there a way to by a membership for someone as a gift? Like i would be in my profile, buy it, and they would just get an email confirmation for it? I feel like I have done that before, but I cant find it now!

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littlejohn22:
huh, i did not know that... it is fun to give
amelinda:
Thank you @jeanbean love! I thought I was going crazy.
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I got a new snapchat=RumbleB33

My instagram handle changed= Rumble_b33

My twitter= N3RDOLOGIST

and umm i think thats it. im trying to get on them more. dont expect much from the adult side, its just my life in general.

littlejohn22:
i bet your life is epic
amelinda:
it really is!
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So the passed two weeks I had 2 surgery days, and I have been waiting on the results of the biopsy since then. Every day of waiting was a little more and more nerve wracking for me, and I finally got the results on friday. So surgery number 1 consisted of a tumor removed from my bladder and 2 removed from my right ovary. Surgery...
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liath:
Glad everything seems to be coming under control. I know how scary all this can be. I was in the hospital in January for a few days. Just stay positive and keep moving forward.
tali79:
Good luck with the treatments and the move. 
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So, before my emergency surgery the other day, I was suppose to have a surgery on the 20th which took care of some of the emergency stuff, as well as some other stuff too. They only did the balder and ovary stuff at the emergency surgery, but i still had some mystery tumors growing in my leg that they would take out at my regularly...
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tali79:
Good luck with the test results.  I hope it will be all good news for you. If you need anything I'm not far.
amelinda:
@libris  I honestly think its because I dont have insurance. I was awarded a grant to help cover my medical bills, but it wasnt confirmed until just a couple days ago, so I think they were just treating me like trash, or something to experiment on because I dont have insurance. I cant prove it, so its just a theory but I still cant wrap my head around that day.  @tali79 @littlejohn22 thanks so much. I actually got my results back on friday and...not the worst news ever, but mostly bad news lol.
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I never thought of myself as small chested, but I have also never thought of myself as large chested either. Im just average. Or so I thought. Its hot has fuck these days and beach trips or pool side is part of our typical week. None of my swim suits fit me however, and only one sports bra I can actually cram myself into. I...
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amelinda:
 victoria's Secret is one of the places that measured me at 34 H. a website called bare necessities seems to have all the sizes but nothing that is cute lol. there was another site that I can't think of that had cute sports bras but they were crazy expensive.
tali79:
So is your size in between H-J? Look on this site for a bra. There are a few people that make stuff and a lot of it looks very cute. Check out @misa_ she makes some beautiful stuff.