Wednesday Feb 08, 2006

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wow

im feeling very down today, and for no particular reason...

i feel very very alone, like no one really cares. but hey they probably dont.

i want to get away, move and start new.

im told i need a job. i dont need a job, but i need money...

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh...

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sawa:
Don't be sad.... Let's ride bikes!
subrosa77:
I hope you are feeling better today! I have days just like you. I live by myself and across the country from my family so I often feel lonely and like nobody cares about me. I just try to keep myself busy with things that I love to do so that I'm not constanly aware of my emptiness. Distraction is the key!!!
Well, it looks like you have a lot of invitations for places to stay if you really decide to move. But, here's another. I'd love to have you....as my house guest or even permanant roomie! Seattle is beautiful in the Springtime!
miao!! kiss

Monday Feb 06, 2006

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another day at school. while in class today i was somewhere in between sleepy and being awake when i noticed a suicide girls sticker on the back of the chair in front of my desk. i smiled.

i wonder if i got to school with any of you guys... wouldnt that be neat?

i have yet to meet someone who knew me from online. i...
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korin:
You should have tagged it! Word.
syer_lps:
OI OI Hows tricks? Blah Blah Goin to any good shows?

You goin to be headin over to Wasted UK?

Thursday Feb 02, 2006

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shayne:
good for you. There'll be much protesting here in Canada about our disgusting new prime minister... Steven Harper the hatemonger. puke
sawa:
Girl... I got my bike! Let's go tear it up...

Wednesday Feb 01, 2006

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it's late.
im tired.
im sick.
i should be sleeping cos i have school in the morning.
not too early, but early enough for me.
the protest was nice.
i was supposed to meet up with a few friends when i got down there, but no one came.
dickweeds.
i just tagged along with these cute 16 year old high school punk rock girls.
they...
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fireinthehead:
I was there at the Hollywood protest with my wife - I saw you with the high school chicks just before the march started, and once after we got to the end. It turns out that a protest is no place for meeting people. Too busy shouting, waving signs, you know... wink

P.S. Your stats are correct - you are little! I'm sure you were easier to find in a crowd when you had your trihawk.
t_cell:
It's confusing the way your mood swings so sharply in that letter...first it's "cutesy wootsy" then suddenly "sickening" and "growing up sucks" then you wrap it up with gummy-bear indulgence...huh.
Well, thanks for showing your support...or rather your, your lack of it. Heh.

Monday Jan 30, 2006

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would someone just put me out of my misery and FUCKING SHOOT ME?

once again, i am a bitch. today it's a "cold hearted bitch".

i was not trying to be a bitch.

im sick as fuck. didnt go to grandma's today, didnt go to english class, but i had to go to my dumb speech class to perform a speech... sick, eh? good fucking...
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carina:
I love how people always use that as an insult when people aren't all cheery and optimistic. I know things aren't always good and some people have shitstorms from hell and a lot of times they do take a long time to get better. But they will get better even if it takes a while and if it isn't in as significant way as you'd like. I know it's cliche, but it does tend to hold true eventually and this coming from a cynic.

What always keeps me going is "Without the bitter baby, the sweet ain't as sweet." Even if things are horrible, it'll just make you appreciate it more when things get better.
filmnoir1:
puke

Friday Jan 27, 2006

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remy:
that's awesome. Someone has an Aiden Suicide tattoo!
anarchie:
That's amazing, both freaky and flattering. It's my dream to one day be a tattoo, haha!

Thursday Jan 26, 2006

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crystalized118:
"nothing ever goes the way you'd like it to go"

You could say that again!

[Edited on Jan 27, 2006 10:27AM]
evilgothboy2:
You two look well cute. love love

Monday Jan 23, 2006

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ON TUESDAY, JANUARY 31st GET OFF YOUR ASSES!!!
IF YOU GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOURSELF AND OTHERS CLICK HERE!!!

whether you are a republican or democrat or you have NO political affiliation, go out and protest in your local city the sheer ineptitude of the presidency. REGARDLESS of personal differences, the president of the united states LIED TO US! please please please guys go out...
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selvfed:
That makes me so happy to hear that there are people complaining, but yeah it's probably true that we just don't hear about it over here...

When Bush visited Denmark there were a lot of anti-Bush (NOT anti-american) demonstrations, but the american media probably didn't cover that either...

It's so sad to see where this world is going.

But as for moving to Europe, that is probably going to be pointless in a few years as they are fucking things up over here too.... And nobody really seems to notice..... I'm wondering what will happen to my personal freedom and my freedom of speech with all these new anti terror laws and shit that they are making, all the surveillance and so on... And I really don't think it helps one bit on the terror threat, it just gives the goverments an excuse to spy on people...

But, if you wana move why don't you just move? You could probably get a scolarship or something.
emelyn:
brokeback mountain was sooooo sad. i love that movie. this one guy in a chatroom (I REALLLY loathe chat rooms, but sometimes a bored-ass girl needs SOMEONE to talk to at 2 in the morning!) - anyway, he said, "What's the sequel gonna be called, 'He'll Be Cummin' 'Round the Mountain When He Cums??"

OMG, that fucking KILLED me! so clever! although i LOVE the movie, and HATE homo-phobes, i couldn'y help but pass the comment on to countless others.

Tuesday Jan 10, 2006

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hello everyone!

lets see lets see... whats new in the world of aiden...

hmm new years i partied down at the burgundy room and beauty bar in hollywood... meeh. im not much for the crowd at the beauty bar... too many mods for my liking... anyway we showed up to the burgundy room around 11:45 and just stood at the bar pounding drinks down before...
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bucky:
If I were Peter Pan (which would kick ass because he never grows old and can fly), I would love to have you for my Tink. Plus faries kick ass too.
majettastitch:
Here be a pic of my face, next to my comment, ARRRR!!! I like your blogs, kiss Sleep...Sleep....Darling!!

Monday Dec 26, 2005

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so Xmas came and went. i on the other hand, did not come. ahaha, sorry guys... bad jokes just pop into my brain without warning!

the last journal entry i wrote was not poetry, but nice try. it was seriously how i was feeling and still feel. comments and hugs help, but these are just the crosses i bear. anyway...

so i got a CD...
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rudie:
What do I gotta do to get a photo shoot with you?
chachahappypants:
kiss love will you Get a new set soon?

Friday Dec 16, 2005

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i feel more alone
right now
than i ever have
in my entire life.
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remy:
I hardly stop by because I'm a bad Remy Suicide, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, about anything, drop me an e-mail. I'm a good listener. Happy Holidays hun.

kiss

Remy
othello:
I hope this is just poetry and you're not actually feeling like nobody cares...

Tuesday Dec 13, 2005

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so i heard a couple jokes today that made me pee my pants...

*What do you call a guitarist without a girlfriend?
HOMELESS. ahahahahahahahaah

and

*What does a stripper do to her asshole befoe she goes to work?

DROPS HIM OFF AT BAND PRACTICE.

oh my lord, those are so fuckin funny and kind of autobiographical as well, ahahahaha.


okay, so my hair is NOT...
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max_renn:
chelsea or no chelsea,- wtf does it matter people are ignorants anyway
othello:
A fringe in the front is still a freshcut chelsea...
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