Sunday Feb 19, 2006

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hey, my set's up ! shocked
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eventide:

watching you getting dressed - how can i say this - totally blows my mind. its a bit sad of course - i mean we know how it will end - you with clothes on - still, you take me with you like on a great journey.

trashcanjack:

And hey, you're beautiful!!

Sunday Feb 12, 2006

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the moment I left highschool a change came over me. I decided I would never answer to anyone ever again. I was free to do what I wanted and live how I want. For the most part I do.

I suppose now that this is a fallcay in several ways. Firstly, I never really stopped letting myself be pushed around in little ways, as we...
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misterpoop:

The willing sacrifice IS the freedom. It all depends on the garden you want to grow. Sacrifice is freedom from your ego. This all depends on what you are willing to sacrifice: What your priorities are. But there's no bringing back the lamb. That's the point. Once the blade enters, it's good and done. The freedom is in your acceptance of what you've done. That is the path that you've chosen, when the left hand forgives the right hand. It's called redemption. But what the fuck do I know? I'm a douche bag with a map of Uzbekistan trying to navigate New England. If you need more blood I'm available.

"For her, all equals everything. The father's instruction, on the contrary, is: all equals nothing--- unless it be precisely discriminated."
----James Hillman----

But remember: I's a bok

misterpoop:

The willing sacrifice IS the freedom. It all depends on the garden you want to grow. Sacrifice is freedom from your ego. This all depends on what you are willing to sacrifice: What your priorities are. But there's no bringing back the lamb. That's the point. Once the blade enters, it's good and done. The freedom is in your acceptance of what you've done. That is the path that you've chosen, when the left hand forgives the right hand. It's called redemption. But what the fuck do I know? I'm a douche bag with a map of Uzbekistan trying to navigate New England. If you need more blood I'm available.

"For her, all equals everything. The father's instruction, on the contrary, is: all equals nothing--- unless it be precisely discriminated."
----James Hillman----

But remember: I's a bok

Saturday Feb 11, 2006

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so much uncertainty!

the weather is lovely again though I'm taking it with a grain of salt. every night i walk around under the moon and don't need to ear gloves. people are out on the lawn again and I curse my afternoon classes.

not really though, I like my classes alot this semester, especailly art and writing. I got my very own...
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redsoxrule:

We're getting a blizzard here smile looks like about a foot of powder so far... Have fun with your rat!

nonlocal:

I'd put an external drive on an amazon wish list and see what happens. smile

Sunday Jan 29, 2006

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its so delightful to be 20. My birthday was absolutely perfect in that I was blissfully happy for the entire day, from midnight to midnight to when I woke up at noon the next day. Here is how it went -
I was tied to a chair and slunk upon by beautiful girls who then spanked me savagely.
I was picked up and then cuddled with...
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marley1:

nick was supposed to tell you happy birthday from me, but he probably forgot. sooo.. i'm glad you had a nice birthday, lovely <3!

dekansilent:

nice to see i share a day with someone else biggrin

Friday Jan 27, 2006

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well rockers, in 15 minutes I'll no longer be a teenager. All the angst, tears and insecurities, the acne, food issues and bad fashion, the unrequited crushes and flegdling sexual encounters. I dunno if I'm ready to give it up... confused



Today I had an existential detective follow me around. I don't know how exiting it was for the detective, but I was...
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marley1:

happy birthday.
give nick a hug for me?

marley1:

happy birthday.
give nick a hug for me?

Friday Jan 27, 2006

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skool skool skool!

I love my new roomate who has a kitten. They make me feel like a box full of kittens. I also like my classes alot, even art history, and I even went on a field trip today. Good.
I am a mountain of stress for many reasons. but, I will surmount them using Scylla's inspriational sales-boosting book I am reading. self...
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elpuffy:

You know, I always loved art history. And field trips. And even books, for that matter.

Anyhow, enjoy the semester as much as you possibly can!

And when you start feeling low, think of this crusty pirate---> ARRR!!!

Lord I know he makes me giggle.

chazstrummer:

Self esteem? Damn, I knew I was missing something! whatever

Wednesday Jan 18, 2006

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we are young, and healthy, and the sun is shining. Let's go out, and be happy today. kiss
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fairygrlz:

Good advice..... biggrin

fatality:

Good idea, m'dear

Wednesday Jan 18, 2006

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/hey, my summer girl./



I don't care what you say. I don't.
Strippers the most beautiful, wild creatures I have ever known. And you know they play the songs you love best when they are taking their clothes off, because they are happy. Because they are free.
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catagogo:

hey, if i sing like toby will you come shake it for me baby?
wink

comrade:

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! I was going to stop by your place this morning, but then I remembered that you were switching rooms and it was probably too early, etc. I will see you very, very soon, though.

Sunday Jan 15, 2006

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school again. I have a week before classes start. I came before everyone else so I could have the dorm to myself, pack everything for my move (into the room next door) and chill out a bit. I've been 6 plane flights in a month and I think I've transcended time zones.
Hawaii was all sun and perfect leafy and ocean green, I...
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anomaly1981:

you are very beautiful....you have a natural beauty....very awesome blush

jmm801:

lean wit it _ Rock wit it_ keep it doin wht u doin_