Things that havent happened before ( or havent happened in a while)
-Venice made me and Alohra a pie ! It was tasty and so is she !
- installed my art project, I've never had a real art show before (not really a show, but still I'm awfully proud of myself)
-bought a bottle of wine at Trader Joes and escaped detection
-hung...
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-Venice made me and Alohra a pie ! It was tasty and so is she !
- installed my art project, I've never had a real art show before (not really a show, but still I'm awfully proud of myself)
-bought a bottle of wine at Trader Joes and escaped detection
-hung...
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The Oscars
dissapointed me, although Alohra and I dressed up like celbrities and walked around in our sunglasses. And talked loudly through the whole thing. These are things I was thinking about the whole time.
1) why didnt penelope cruz and salma hayek make out onstage ?
2) hillary swank annoyed me
3) I want to trade bodies with Natalie Portman and/or Charlize Theron (who's...
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dissapointed me, although Alohra and I dressed up like celbrities and walked around in our sunglasses. And talked loudly through the whole thing. These are things I was thinking about the whole time.
1) why didnt penelope cruz and salma hayek make out onstage ?
2) hillary swank annoyed me
3) I want to trade bodies with Natalie Portman and/or Charlize Theron (who's...
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vampirate:
I've heard that, if you are a straight man, you are only a straight man until you look Prince in the eye. Then you're doomed to forever doubt yourself.
But I didn't watch the Oscars. I don't really care. I'd put the humplock on Natalie Portman, but, I mean, who wouldn't? It's not like that's an informative statement of any kind.
But I didn't watch the Oscars. I don't really care. I'd put the humplock on Natalie Portman, but, I mean, who wouldn't? It's not like that's an informative statement of any kind.
alohra:
Don't worry about it, cutie! We should all go out for sushi sometime soon, maybe tomorrow night? Do you still want help with your art project? If you do, call me, or post in my journal. Good luck!
Pep Rally
Suddenly its another sunny perfect day. Its Friday afternoon and everyone is out on the lawn drinking and playing badminton and skating and juggling and throwing frisbees and weraing less clothing than usual. But why don't I feel like going out there with them ? I was supposed to meet my friends at three, but I'm still here in my room. I hate...
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Suddenly its another sunny perfect day. Its Friday afternoon and everyone is out on the lawn drinking and playing badminton and skating and juggling and throwing frisbees and weraing less clothing than usual. But why don't I feel like going out there with them ? I was supposed to meet my friends at three, but I'm still here in my room. I hate...
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lessthanthree:
dear lady,
i went to sf today with s*****y.... no where near as much fun as you! we didn't even go to china town.
miss you.
are you coming home this summer?
lovin!
cat.
i went to sf today with s*****y.... no where near as much fun as you! we didn't even go to china town.
miss you.
are you coming home this summer?
lovin!
cat.
marigold:
hm. i don't know, i'd probably choose an afternoon inside to a day out at a pep rally. sometimes introspection is more important.
It doesnt have to be that way
Today my rommate's bf gave me the peice of advice with which i titled this entry. He must have heard me sniffling last night after a heavy heavy concersation. It meant a lot to me that someone who doesnt know me so well cared enough to pass this along to me. Take it for whatever it might mean...
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Today my rommate's bf gave me the peice of advice with which i titled this entry. He must have heard me sniffling last night after a heavy heavy concersation. It meant a lot to me that someone who doesnt know me so well cared enough to pass this along to me. Take it for whatever it might mean...
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adrock1212:
excuse me for being lame, but what is a septum?
vampirate:
I don't know how relevant this is, but I had a girlfriend when I went away to college. By the time I came home for fall break, she had left me for a 23 year old homeless guy. It sucked, but I realized pretty quick that it wasn't the end of the world, and it fact it was pretty liberating. In the end, I was much happier.
Things that were good about today
-I wore my new orange sundress with boots and
-it was sunny!
-psychologiy is interesting!
-spanish was nice because we're doing pablo neruda now
-Jeffrey is getting me some porcelain to start throwing with
-I had a yummy breafast (they had the juice I like and i had lox for my bagel - ah the simple joys)
-I got...
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-I wore my new orange sundress with boots and
-it was sunny!
-psychologiy is interesting!
-spanish was nice because we're doing pablo neruda now
-Jeffrey is getting me some porcelain to start throwing with
-I had a yummy breafast (they had the juice I like and i had lox for my bagel - ah the simple joys)
-I got...
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adrock1212:
you are gorgeous.
vampirate:
Tacitus = <3
Honestly, I loved the Roman Historians. And Apulleius. They should make you read Ammianus after the Bible.
Honestly, I loved the Roman Historians. And Apulleius. They should make you read Ammianus after the Bible.
Spring Cleaning
Yesterday I helped Alohra move and pack. It inspired me to make a change and do some spring cleaning of my own. i just feel so much better with a clean closet and an organized life. New hangers and storage stuff... Spring clothes in the front, heavy coats and sweaters in the back, fancy stuff sotred away. I feel much less constricted, like...
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Yesterday I helped Alohra move and pack. It inspired me to make a change and do some spring cleaning of my own. i just feel so much better with a clean closet and an organized life. New hangers and storage stuff... Spring clothes in the front, heavy coats and sweaters in the back, fancy stuff sotred away. I feel much less constricted, like...
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alohra:
Thanks for helping me move, gorgeous! You were an enormous help and I don't knkow what I would have done without you. Damn, I'm such an old lady now, I feel like going to bed already.
alohra:
Aw, it's ok. I'm actually going to sleep soon. I'm exhausted for some reason. mmm...Tacitus...mmm. I hope that he proves to be an excellent bedfellow. Would you rather go see Constantine, or stay here and attend opening night of "Actor's Nightmare"? Either is fine with me.
Misfit
Sometimes I feel like I don't fit in. I've been feeling like this too much lately. I've been feeling like the confident girl who started the year out feeling ahead has now fallen behind. I feel shy around my own friends. I spend a lot of time doing alone sort of things.
Its like the me from highschool is coming back with a vengeance....
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Sometimes I feel like I don't fit in. I've been feeling like this too much lately. I've been feeling like the confident girl who started the year out feeling ahead has now fallen behind. I feel shy around my own friends. I spend a lot of time doing alone sort of things.
Its like the me from highschool is coming back with a vengeance....
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akira069:
you know, I feel like I can totally relate. I think maybe the self doubt is surfacing and you'll go through this confused state of not being sure about anything, then you'll realign again and become confident once you've found your direction. I have that from time to time, but I know that I work it out somehow. Doing what you love is a very important thing, and I think that if you have the opportunity to do that, it will be more soulfully rewarding than anything else. just have a calm mind and think. I think your brain is leading you into that anyway, it seems. make it a great day. aloha! 
superstringboy:
i understand this pretty well.
i only have really strong friendships with women.
there are exceptions, but not many.
all but like three of my best/closest friends are girls.
i guess i feel like they understand me better.
but, if you need to talk about anything, drop me a line, aim me, or email me and ask for my number. its yours.
i really feel good when i am able to help people out.
and i've gone through a lot of shit in the past few years, so i have alot of experience with pain and dealing with shit in my own life.
plus you're a friend of a girl i know in real life! hah.
anyway.
later.
keep what i said in mind.
love, always.
gavin.
i only have really strong friendships with women.
there are exceptions, but not many.
all but like three of my best/closest friends are girls.
i guess i feel like they understand me better.
but, if you need to talk about anything, drop me a line, aim me, or email me and ask for my number. its yours.
i really feel good when i am able to help people out.
and i've gone through a lot of shit in the past few years, so i have alot of experience with pain and dealing with shit in my own life.
plus you're a friend of a girl i know in real life! hah.
anyway.
later.
keep what i said in mind.
love, always.
gavin.
I've Given In
and done two things. The first is I joined Facebook, the glorious online yearbook-meets-myspace where I can look up all those people in high school I remember but am not close enough with to stay in touch. When I saw with horror that many of my sweet innocent friends from 8th grade had gone to so-cal schools and befriended sorority girl skanks,...
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and done two things. The first is I joined Facebook, the glorious online yearbook-meets-myspace where I can look up all those people in high school I remember but am not close enough with to stay in touch. When I saw with horror that many of my sweet innocent friends from 8th grade had gone to so-cal schools and befriended sorority girl skanks,...
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lessthanthree:
i love the oc! hahaha, you do to!
and congrats on being "21" come drink with me and ron.
i miss yoU!!!
and congrats on being "21" come drink with me and ron.
i miss yoU!!!
deusexmachina:
how did your birthday manage to escape my notice??...so sorry about that...happy belated birthday. I turn 22 in about 5 months, I'll let you know if it is really as bad as they make it out to be...but in my opinion nothing is really as bad as the 19th...no longer 18....not even close to 21...so sad.
ps. if you have any burning OC questions, feel free to direct them my way...I gave up being ashamed of my watching that show a while ago...
ps. if you have any burning OC questions, feel free to direct them my way...I gave up being ashamed of my watching that show a while ago...
V-Card
So I'm no longer a valentines day Virgin with a capital V, I got my first romantic vaentine EVER this year, from the fabulous ♥ Boy ♥ I just wish he coulda got mine in time.
Alohra and I made cute valentines, that was fun, and we had a small, all girl valentines day gathering, it was cute. ♥
I love sunny days, I...
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So I'm no longer a valentines day Virgin with a capital V, I got my first romantic vaentine EVER this year, from the fabulous ♥ Boy ♥ I just wish he coulda got mine in time.
Alohra and I made cute valentines, that was fun, and we had a small, all girl valentines day gathering, it was cute. ♥
I love sunny days, I...
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vampirate:
While I was in school, I formulated a theory that one was able to keep up with two of the following three things: schoolwork, social life, sleep. Later I realized that you could keep up with all three, just as long as you didn't go to class.
Ooops. Er. I mean, don't let that encourage you.
Ooops. Er. I mean, don't let that encourage you.
alohra:
I'm so glad that the boy gave you a Valentine. I like it when he does nice things for you! I'm sorry that you are having a crap time of your schoolwork. If you ever want to study with me, or take a study break to come and get cheered up, Kenneth and I would be happy to have you over. Read for Gorey Stories?
Mixed Feelings
Do you ever feel like you have so many feelings they just overpower reason? Its the sort of ambivalence that is about too much, rather than not enough, if that makes sense.
:robots: Here's whats happening in Absinthe's world today! (ie, the land of skulls and robots. Heh, that sounds like a DH Lawrence book set in the future. Rad.
Today (well sort...
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Do you ever feel like you have so many feelings they just overpower reason? Its the sort of ambivalence that is about too much, rather than not enough, if that makes sense.
:robots: Here's whats happening in Absinthe's world today! (ie, the land of skulls and robots. Heh, that sounds like a DH Lawrence book set in the future. Rad.
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triplesixer:
With all of those emotions poured in.. I serve you up a nice tall glass of huggs and kisses (from whatever boy you choose.) on Valentines Day.. Take care.
Chip
Chip
pumpkin:
po-mo...
well as a strict definable literary current (with a certain structure, goal, ideas, etc.) no, it really isn't something new. But, post-modernism as a "state of things" I believe will always be the current state, seeing as how post-mordernism has a lot to do with recycling (remakes, retro inspiration) or the showing of the form of the art (ex: ceci n'est pas une pipe: technically a surrealist piece, but terribly post-modern). In literature most books written today are post-modern in the sense of the abolition of rules, writing for writing like the philosopher Baudrillard, things taken lightly, in the second degree... and quite ironically enough, modernism is a part of post modernism since p-m encompasses pretty much everything today... so bassicaly p-m doesn't exist, or totally exists, no matter since an all encompassing concept is an absolute paradox, thus absurdity makes things real. And so, many believe that p-m can't disapear because it isn't truly definable anymore (yeah I know... I just defined it... see paradox) and you can't disapear if you can't be precisely targeted.
anyhow, let's be beautiful and shut the hell up. superficality is so profound
well as a strict definable literary current (with a certain structure, goal, ideas, etc.) no, it really isn't something new. But, post-modernism as a "state of things" I believe will always be the current state, seeing as how post-mordernism has a lot to do with recycling (remakes, retro inspiration) or the showing of the form of the art (ex: ceci n'est pas une pipe: technically a surrealist piece, but terribly post-modern). In literature most books written today are post-modern in the sense of the abolition of rules, writing for writing like the philosopher Baudrillard, things taken lightly, in the second degree... and quite ironically enough, modernism is a part of post modernism since p-m encompasses pretty much everything today... so bassicaly p-m doesn't exist, or totally exists, no matter since an all encompassing concept is an absolute paradox, thus absurdity makes things real. And so, many believe that p-m can't disapear because it isn't truly definable anymore (yeah I know... I just defined it... see paradox) and you can't disapear if you can't be precisely targeted.
anyhow, let's be beautiful and shut the hell up. superficality is so profound
things that are bad.
my man deleted his SG account. I mean maybe thats not bad since he didnt like SG ... but I liked clicking on my friends page and seeing his picture. Needless to say beforehand we got in a big apocalyptic fight and I feel like shit.
The Matches tonight is sold out. Its really hard for me to remember that they...
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my man deleted his SG account. I mean maybe thats not bad since he didnt like SG ... but I liked clicking on my friends page and seeing his picture. Needless to say beforehand we got in a big apocalyptic fight and I feel like shit.
The Matches tonight is sold out. Its really hard for me to remember that they...
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lessthanthree:
so much love. the matches down here are sold out. so no matches for either of us. <3
hope everything goes well with your man.
hope everything goes well with your man.
kelland:
Why did he leave? 
I am very curious.
[Edited on Feb 11, 2005 9:05PM]
I am very curious.[Edited on Feb 11, 2005 9:05PM]
Let Down Day
Yesterday was one of those days when I feel like I let others down inadvertantly. I get so guilty about things like that. Ever since I was a little kid I've gotten so guilty about stuff. I dont mean to do stuff like this, sometimes I wish I were just genuinely flaky so i didnt have to care. Then I would be...
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Yesterday was one of those days when I feel like I let others down inadvertantly. I get so guilty about things like that. Ever since I was a little kid I've gotten so guilty about stuff. I dont mean to do stuff like this, sometimes I wish I were just genuinely flaky so i didnt have to care. Then I would be...
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silvercharmer:
I know exactly what you mean. I wish I didn't care sometimes.
vampirate:
"quintessential"
I know how you feel. My mom is rad, but somehow she managed to raise me so that guilt seems to be my overriding emotion.
I know how you feel. My mom is rad, but somehow she managed to raise me so that guilt seems to be my overriding emotion.
throwing.... porcelain? but its so pretty.
still i like breaking things too!