absinthe

Boy and I seem to be entering the "I hate you" stage of breaking up. I know its a lot easier to get angry than to admit that you loved and lost, to move on. I wonder to myself how I could be so filled with this blind, violent rage just too weeks ago and now only wish that we didn't have to sling icy...
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It's raining today and I walked through the canyon to work waving a stick to brush away the spiderwebs. It's July, I'm sure back in California its ike 105 degrees but here the weather keeps up it's cloudyness. It's kind of a cheerful rain though, or maybe I just feel content so it doesn't bother me.
I didn't think working part time and living in...
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If you havent seen the banner thats up today, you should know it has my full approval. I feel quite hypocritical, because this little Absinthe has never actually drunk Absinthe and is too poor at the moment for that kind of debauchery.
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If you havent seen "me and you and everyone we know" yet you should so you'll laugh when you see:

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The house I'm staying at with my friend and her boyfriend is the house of my dreams. They're housesitting for a professor at our college and his wife. The house is all windows and odd-angled corners and painted a tranquil blue, It's got a front and backyard without a fence enclosing it, with flowers and lawn and shady trees and a hammock, the big good...
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The past two and a half days have been this blur that's left me shaken. The Boy of nearly a year and a half and I broke up on Sunday after our first physical fight, which I initiated. I moved out the next day and this afternoon picked up the rest of my things. He's leaving at the end of the week for home.
I...
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I've finished my first week of summer school/work/domestic life with Boy - I'm very proud of myself!

my set went up today, hooray hooray !

So I'm back home, in the land of trees and thunderstorms, working and going to school. Riding the bus for two hours a day is prety mind numbing, but my super-easy french class is kind of fun in a dorky sort of way. Its the kind where you have to listen to tapes and say the stuff out loud and say pretend dialouges in class....
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today is my last day before heading back for summer school. So far this morning I havent been able to bring myself to pack, do laundry, or anything. I don't want to go.

worst sunburn ever at the beach the other day. Go me.

Alohra called me from her horrendous summer job and she brightened up my day. I also got a rad letter from her which makes me think I'm lame for not sending her one.

I've been babysitting for the past few days and its really nice to make some money and just hang out with...
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Yesterday I went out to Marin and we hiked around the lighthouse and in the forest. It was nice to breathe the clean air and stand on the edge of high cliffs looking out at the strangely flat-looking world.

Today I'm going to the beach with my sister and her friends (dissapointingly, no Boy or lessthanthree to keep me company). I plan on laying in...
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