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I'm looking for a new beach to go to. I've been to the boardwalk, seacliff, new brighton, sunset, natural bridges, the beach right before hole in the wall, hole in the wall, and the beach right after hole in the wall. please if you have an suggestions on a cool beach to go to I would like to know. thanks!!

15 things you may not know about me:

1- I bred bearded dragons for about a year.

2- I like to pick up spiders with my bare hands and play with them.

3- I love Skittles but I only eat the red, yellow and green ones. I will toss out the orange and purple ones.

4- I have a degree in Architecture

5- I have IBS and have to deal with it every...
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L - O - V - E

Love. Motherfuckin' love.


Love is so wild &weird &wonderful.



It's like anything worthwhile, though…It's full of challenges &lessons learned &falling down, but getting back up again.


My favorite part? It makes everything seem kind of magic.

What's your favorite thing about love??


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Reach the point of feeling unlovable?
knowguud

I FEEL FOR EVERYONE HERE. I've been alone for almost two years now, couple of one nighters in that span but mainly alone. and in this loneliness I started to feel "unlovable" so instead of letting it crush me, I've learned to harness this time and emotion into a weapon of total-kick-assery. in the past two years I have done nearly all the things I I FEEL FOR EVERYONE HERE. I've been alone for almost two years now, couple of one nighters in that span but mainly alone. and in this loneliness I started to feel "unlovable" so instead of letting it crush me, I've learned to harness this time and emotion into a weapon of total-kick-assery. in the past two years I have done nearly all the things I have been dreaming of, and in being alone I find not only the time to do them, but the money, clear thought and untethered give it all you got attitude. I realized that the type of woman I attract are more of an anchor than a ship to my own personal happiness. so I built a custom Harley, I've learned to paint cars, and am currently working on a book (knowguud saves the world: a brief glimpse into an uninteresting life) and a classic car restoration...I THINK MAYBE THE PROBLEM IS THAT I'D BEEN TOO WORRIED ABOUT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME, AND SHOULD HAVE SCOFFED AT THE HEARTBREAK I FELT WHEN REJECTED, CHEATED ON, AND ALL TOGETHER HELD DOWN. BECAUSE "NOONE IS GOING TO LOVE ME MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF." and that's all there is to it. for the first time in my single life I'm okay with being single. I'm happy and I don't need someone else to complete me. I was already complete, I just had to look inside to find those stray pieces...heads up, you are all beautiful and you should love yourselves a little bit more for being so...K.G.

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NEW SETS COMING NEXT WEEK!

I am away a lot this month working, some of it shooting new sets for SG so I might not get to posting when my sets come out but I will try! I thought I would do a blog now just incase and that way you can say hello to the girlies before their sets come out and help them feel at ease :) So here...
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