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Richard Farrell: The Two Hour Orgasm

Addiction first took hold of Richard Farrell after a torn knee put an end to hopes of a professional athletics career. That same injury started his relationship with pain medication. One thing led to another, as these things do, and by the time he reached thirty Farrell had succumbed to almost every aspect of the heroin lifestyle.

His journey to redemption is chronicled in his new memoir, What's Left of Us. Farrell was one of the lucky ones; after twenty failed attempts, he slayed his dragon at a run-down, state-funded detox clinic in Massachusetts, and went on to fulfill his potential as an author, journalist, teacher, filmmaker and screenwriter.

Many addicts will not be so fortunate. Clinics such as these are the easy victims of budget cuts. As bankrupt states struggle to pick up the incarceration tab for the collateral damage of the War on Drugs, and our federal government goes deeper into debt to pay for its War on (drug-funded) Terror, Farrell's life experience leads him to pose an important question: Have we forgotten the simple laws of supply and demand? By funding these two never-ending wars are we ineffectually treating the symptoms instead of battling the cause? Wouldn't our money be better spent reducing the demand for drugs?

The state-funded treatment of drug addiction has never been a vote-winning cause (just look at the tap dancing Obama was forced to do recently on the prickly issue of needle exchange programs). Here, in this special guest column, Farrell makes the case for a more enlightened drug (and healthcare) policy and talks of the horrors that will likely transpire if we continue on our current course, which is tantamount to treating cancer with a gold-plated plaster -- ridiculous, ineffectual, expensive and ultimately fatal.




Richard Farrell: The Two Hour Orgasm

I took heroin only once. But for three years, heroin took me to anyplace it wanted to. I stole, robbed, hustled, and did whatever was necessary to keep a 10-bag-a-day habit in full throttle.

Heroin is amazing. It is the devil. Heroin is like riding the peak of an orgasm for hours. It sucks you in, removes all your doubt and fears in a heartbeat. In less than three seconds, its warm snake grabs onto your heart and sets you free. I've been clean for over 22 years. But not one day goes by that I do not remember the mighty power of heroin's ensnare.

Back then, to most, I was a scumbag junkie who should have been locked up. The majority of people in America believe addiction is a moral issue. Sadly, the current administration's policy is a shadow of those beliefs.

President Obama has failed to confront the issue of free and immediate health care for all addicts seeking help. This is not only an egregious oversight but arguably an error that has the potentiality to crumble America from within.

Recently, President Obama created a four point plan of attack. First up on his agenda will be an all out effort to crackdown on drug use in our cities and towns. Next he'll be sending an increased, unspecified amount of US Border Patrol Agents to facilitate his third point of action. For the first time ever, the US Border Patrol will be conducting inspections of all trains and cars exiting the United States. And finally, Obama released $59 million to Homeland Security for immediate execution in the war against drugs.

On paper it appears to be a comprehensive attack. But the goal of reducing drug use in America and thereby decreasing demand of illegal drugs entering from Mexico will not be effective without an emergency health care plan that allows access to rehabilitation hospitals for drug addicts seeking recovery. There simply are not enough jails in America to hold the mounting numbers of drug addicts. Those suffering from this addiction only have two choices every morning -- repeat or recover.

Recently, the New York Times ran a story about Dana Smith, a mother who had just lost her son to heroin. The facts are gruesome, horrific. This was Dana Smith's third son lost to a heroin overdose. She said her boys "fell like dominoes."

But what strikes me is the location of where her kids died. Not in New York City, Detroit, Miami, or Los Angeles, but on the streets of Grove City, Ohio, in the heartland of America.

Heroin is back. The Federal Drug Administration has no way of adequately policing the vast network of crisscrossing highways in Middle America. Drug-traffickers understand their advantage here and are mounting an all out war for control of America's suburbs.

But there is another large ingredient to add to this potpourri. The fucking wheels have come off the United States economy. From coast to coast, fear, unemployment, crime, and mental depression have reached all-time highs.

And heroin is the perfect answer. It doesn't matter if you're a teenager whose parents have lost their jobs and homes. Or you're a returning soldier who has seen shit nobody should ever remember. Heroin, with its seductive magic, will free all from the uncertainties our future holds.

And the Taliban leadership in Afghanistan is mindfully aware of heroin's effect on the youth in the United States. In 2007, they earned $300 million from Afghan poppy farms. Most people fear the insurgence of the Taliban and their poppy farm profits which they're using to fund terrorism around the world. But President Obama and his administration are being fooled. The Taliban are after our youth and nobody on Capitol Hill has a clue.

They have forgotten about Virgil's epic poem The Aeneid. During the ten years of a failed siege on Troy, the Greeks built a large wooden horse in the darkness of night. One day the Greeks pretended to sail away and the Trojans pulled the horse into their city as a victory prize. However, inside were members of the Greek army who opened the gates. The Greek army retuned and destroyed Troy.

Heroin is our Trojan horse. You see, when I shot heroin it was $30 a bag. Today, because Afghanistan produces 90% of poppy seeds around the world, it is $5 a bag.

Any fuckin' questions?!

Bottom line, President Obama must confront the ever increasing popularity of heroin in America's heartland. We need to focus more tax dollars on free comprehensive health care. It is quite simple; the demand for heroin is increasing daily. The Taliban has the supply, the economy is spiraling downward, and hundreds of American kids are reaching out for euphoria.

Each and every new heroin addict is in search of that two-hour orgasm, but by the time heroin is finished, it will rob them of their souls. In the end, heroin will leave them and their families with nothing but pain, anguish, and death.

Mr. President, I personally do not know one single heroin addict with health insurance.



Richard Farrell is an author, filmmaker, teacher, journalist, and adjunct professor of English at the University of Massachusetts in Lowell. His documentary, High on Crack Street, was aired on HBO and received Columbia University's duPont Award. His memoir, What's Left of Us, published by Citadel Press, is out now. He is the screenwriter for the upcoming film The Fighter, which stars Christian Bale and Mark Wahlberg.


 

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ChrisSick

ChrisSick

Philadelphia, PA
March 2008

AUG 05, 2009 06:35 AM

Fatality said:
I think that legalization, decriminalization, or neither there are definitely important things that need to happen in the realm of research, treatment, and education....and we need to figure out funding and campaigns for this to happen.



I think one of the biggest roadblocks to better understanding of addiction & drug abuse/addiction/use issues is the stigma attached to it. Which either decriminalization or legalization would go a long way towards reducing. Certainly, whatever research has uncovered about addiction & drugs' effects on the body isn't permeating the general conscious or public debate, due in large part due to the misconceptions & assumptions people make based on prohibition arguments that have little to do with reality.

Fatality

Fatality

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

AUG 05, 2009 06:39 AM

ChrisSick said:

Fatality said:
I think that legalization, decriminalization, or neither there are definitely important things that need to happen in the realm of research, treatment, and education....and we need to figure out funding and campaigns for this to happen.



I think one of the biggest roadblocks to better understanding of addiction & drug abuse/addiction/use issues is the stigma attached to it. Which either decriminalization or legalization would go a long way towards reducing. Certainly, whatever research has uncovered about addiction & drugs' effects on the body isn't permeating the general conscious or public debate, due in large part due to the misconceptions & assumptions people make based on prohibition arguments that have little to do with reality.



Yeah, that's why part of "research", I think should be into better figuring out how to change public perceptions and education. Research doesn't just have to be laboratory based...we need investigations into how to better educate youth et al. about harm reduction, what is the best way to dispense science-based information about these popular endeavors, etc. We need funding into pamphlets and speakers and websites and commericals or however it's gonna be done.

herbancowboy

herbancowboy

Houston, TX
June 2004

AUG 05, 2009 08:56 AM

SuperCrunch said:

Well, of course [decriminalization is] a means to an ends. But its a cop-out in the same way that (seeing as everyone loves using gay marriage analogies) a civil union is a cop-out. Its an attempt to "make both sides happy" when in reality, no one is really getting what they want.



I believe that people should be free to do what they please with their own bodies. I also believe that the drug war is, at best, a short-sighted waste of resources and, at worst, a means to prop up the military industry and the prison industry, not to mention the pharmaceutical industry and foreign despots who favor corporate business models.

That said, I will reiterate that the threat of incarceration was the only thing that kept me off heroin long enough to get my shit together, get my brain chemistry together, get my relationships together well enough to choose to lay off the skag.

That said, I am an intelligent, hard-working, honest, charming man who would do much better than average in almost any work setting, but I often don't make the first cut when applying because I am a convicted felon. So, until bullshit cookie-cutter bureaucratic rote-decision-making human resources departments are eliminated, decriminalization suits me just fine and would have a tremendously positive impact on the lives of so many drug "criminals," so don't play it down like it's nothing.

Fatality

Fatality

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

AUG 05, 2009 09:06 AM

herbancowboy said:
That said, I will reiterate that the threat of incarceration was the only thing that kept me off heroin long enough to get my shit together, get my brain chemistry together, get my relationships together well enough to choose to lay off the skag.



I hear so many people say that the home or streets to detox/rehab was not helpful at all/they just left/etc., but going from prison to detox/rehab, they actually wanted to be there and were willing to stay and benefited. Not saying I support drug charge incarceration, but it's definitely an interesting perspective to hear.



That said, I am an intelligent, hard-working, honest, charming man who would do much better than average in almost any work setting, but I often don't make the first cut when applying because I am a convicted felon. So, until bullshit cookie-cutter bureaucratic rote-decision-making human resources departments are eliminated, decriminalization suits me just fine and would have a tremendously positive impact on the lives of so many drug "criminals," so don't play it down like it's nothing.


some states now have, for government jobs and such, that the background check isn't until after the employment offer so that they can't discriminate. they then just check to make sure any record isn't in conflict with the type of job it is. kind of interesting.

DevilsReject

DevilsReject

Cleveland, OH
February 2007

AUG 05, 2009 01:14 PM

herbancowboy said:
That said, I am an intelligent, hard-working, honest, charming man who would do much better than average in almost any work setting, but I often don't make the first cut when applying because I am a convicted felon. So, until bullshit cookie-cutter bureaucratic rote-decision-making human resources departments are eliminated, decriminalization suits me just fine and would have a tremendously positive impact on the lives of so many drug "criminals," so don't play it down like it's nothing.



This is something that bothers me to no extent. I have seen a lot of creative and intelligent people make some critical errors in their past only to have it come back to bite them in the present. Especially with minor offenses with marijuana. I wonder how many people have been incarcerated and turned bitter and angry opposed to becoming positive and trying to turn their life around. (worded funny, but i hope you get the point)

Expunging your record is the only option, which doesn't clear anything, but it seals it. If you can afford it and get a judge that will actually let you do it is another case in itself.

BellyJack

BellyJack

I'm lost
May 2005

AUG 06, 2009 10:51 PM

Fatality said:

ChrisSick said:

Fatality said:
I think that legalization, decriminalization, or neither there are definitely important things that need to happen in the realm of research, treatment, and education....and we need to figure out funding and campaigns for this to happen.



I think one of the biggest roadblocks to better understanding of addiction & drug abuse/addiction/use issues is the stigma attached to it. Which either decriminalization or legalization would go a long way towards reducing. Certainly, whatever research has uncovered about addiction & drugs' effects on the body isn't permeating the general conscious or public debate, due in large part due to the misconceptions & assumptions people make based on prohibition arguments that have little to do with reality.



Yeah, that's why part of "research", I think should be into better figuring out how to change public perceptions and education. Research doesn't just have to be laboratory based...we need investigations into how to better educate youth et al. about harm reduction, what is the best way to dispense science-based information about these popular endeavors, etc. We need funding into pamphlets and speakers and websites and commericals or however it's gonna be done.



Recall reading that several genetic neuroreceptor mutations have been found which may be indicators for a person's susceptibility to addiction.

In a sane society I'd be interested in having screening tests developed from this knowledge, and available so individuals could make more informed decisions about drug use.

However, our society is a bit loopy, and until our attitudes change I share your concerns expressed in the "healthcare rationing" topic.


SuperCrunch

SuperCrunch

Birmingham, AL
January 2007

AUG 12, 2009 10:32 PM

herbancowboy said:

SuperCrunch said:

Well, of course [decriminalization is] a means to an ends. But its a cop-out in the same way that (seeing as everyone loves using gay marriage analogies) a civil union is a cop-out. Its an attempt to "make both sides happy" when in reality, no one is really getting what they want.



I believe that people should be free to do what they please with their own bodies. I also believe that the drug war is, at best, a short-sighted waste of resources and, at worst, a means to prop up the military industry and the prison industry, not to mention the pharmaceutical industry and foreign despots who favor corporate business models.

That said, I will reiterate that the threat of incarceration was the only thing that kept me off heroin long enough to get my shit together, get my brain chemistry together, get my relationships together well enough to choose to lay off the skag.

That said, I am an intelligent, hard-working, honest, charming man who would do much better than average in almost any work setting, but I often don't make the first cut when applying because I am a convicted felon. So, until bullshit cookie-cutter bureaucratic rote-decision-making human resources departments are eliminated, decriminalization suits me just fine and would have a tremendously positive impact on the lives of so many drug "criminals," so don't play it down like it's nothing.



On the flip side... how many more people are hurt by the current system of incarceration. How many more people are introduced to more dangerous lifestyles through incarceration, thus leading them to make further criminal choices. We're turning into a prison state, all for the sake of keeping people off drugs.
You should really take a look at the Portugese system, I think you'd approve of it. People are given the choice of rehabilitation or to go on their merry way. They are confronted with their addiction and then given a choice to get better. Something which our current system does not address.

I would also like to point out the bullshit of expungement. Which I had to endure recently. You pay out the ass, they make promises about how you won't have to pay your fines if you keep your grades up and how your record will be cleared. Both of which were fucking lies. I paid out the ass for lawyer fees, drug testing, supervision fees, "drug education" etc etc... It took a year of scraping the bottom of my bank account, not toking up and enduring the humiliation of waiting with 20 other motherfuckers in a line for hours to see a CRO, all so that I could piss in a cup and throw away 40 bucks.

All of this only served to expose me to the utter bullshit of the criminal justice system and has disillusioned me from a sense of justice in America. Not to mention the fact that I'm still a daily smoker. Oh and did I mention that I started using "harder" drugs more frequently due to the fact that they stay in your system for a shorter period of time and thus wouldn't show up on a drug test. The current system is bullshit.

While I appreciate that it helped you "turn your life around", it has been nothing but a hindrance to me. I am full scholarship student, with no prior history of criminality. Yet when I showed up to the court house with two semesters being on Presidents List and in perfect compliance with their program, I was treated like an absolute piece of shit. And the 600 dollars in fees I was promised would be waved for maintaining at least a B average for a semester was reneged on for absolutely no reason.

violentpatriot

violentpatriot

Brandenburg, KY
July 2008

AUG 13, 2009 12:12 PM

Fatality said:
I think that legalization, decriminalization, or neither there are definitely important things that need to happen in the realm of research, treatment, and education....and we need to figure out funding and campaigns for this to happen.



This thread makes me sad because it was so far over my head and way too well thought out, articulate and intelligent. I always thought the answer was decriminalization with taxation but some many other complications were brought up that i never considered - the main points that impress me are that I forget so many people have an addictive personality so medical legalization would only increase drug use for many (xanax and vicodin are perfect examples) and then the complications and costs and failure rate and recidivism of rehab.

I hate when topics are beyond my comprehension... they make me simply turn them off in my brain.

I am glad there are smart people like you guys out there that are addressing these issues.

herbancowboy

herbancowboy

Houston, TX
June 2004

AUG 13, 2009 12:35 PM

SuperCrunch said:

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herbancowboy said:

SuperCrunch said:

Well, of course [decriminalization is] a means to an ends. But its a cop-out in the same way that (seeing as everyone loves using gay marriage analogies) a civil union is a cop-out. Its an attempt to "make both sides happy" when in reality, no one is really getting what they want.



I believe that people should be free to do what they please with their own bodies. I also believe that the drug war is, at best, a short-sighted waste of resources and, at worst, a means to prop up the military industry and the prison industry, not to mention the pharmaceutical industry and foreign despots who favor corporate business models.

That said, I will reiterate that the threat of incarceration was the only thing that kept me off heroin long enough to get my shit together, get my brain chemistry together, get my relationships together well enough to choose to lay off the skag.

That said, I am an intelligent, hard-working, honest, charming man who would do much better than average in almost any work setting, but I often don't make the first cut when applying because I am a convicted felon. So, until bullshit cookie-cutter bureaucratic rote-decision-making human resources departments are eliminated, decriminalization suits me just fine and would have a tremendously positive impact on the lives of so many drug "criminals," so don't play it down like it's nothing.



On the flip side... how many more people are hurt by the current system of incarceration. How many more people are introduced to more dangerous lifestyles through incarceration, thus leading them to make further criminal choices. We're turning into a prison state, all for the sake of keeping people off drugs.


I agree with you on all those points, but my above response was to your saying decriminalization is a cop-out with nobody getting what they really want.

P.S. A cop-out where nobody gets what they really want is called "compromise." That's how shit works, seeing as no person is an island.

While I appreciate that it helped you "turn your life around", it has been nothing but a hindrance to me.


It hasn't exactly been a cake walk for me, either, but my life now is still better than it was before. A victim mentality is one hell of a cross to bear.

ChrisSick

ChrisSick

Philadelphia, PA
March 2008

AUG 13, 2009 01:17 PM

violentpatriot said:

Fatality said:
I think that legalization, decriminalization, or neither there are definitely important things that need to happen in the realm of research, treatment, and education....and we need to figure out funding and campaigns for this to happen.



This thread makes me sad because it was so far over my head and way too well thought out, articulate and intelligent. I always thought the answer was decriminalization with taxation but some many other complications were brought up that i never considered - the main points that impress me are that I forget so many people have an addictive personality so medical legalization would only increase drug use for many (xanax and vicodin are perfect examples) and then the complications and costs and failure rate and recidivism of rehab.

I hate when topics are beyond my comprehension... they make me simply turn them off in my brain.

I am glad there are smart people like you guys out there that are addressing these issues.



The problem with debating legalization v. decriminalization is that there is no model to compare against. For all the discussion about drug policies in European countries, there isn't a one which has an open legalization policy, instead those countries have opted for decriminalization.

Prohibitionists quickly point out that drug use in countries which have decriminalized drug use is reportedly much higher than countries which have not. Which is a great talking point, but it fails to realize that among populations where there is a stigma attached to drug use, naturally people are less likely to be open-- that is report-- their actual drug use. For instance, one site I found claims that 95% of all Americans don't use illicit drugs. Does anyone here really believe that to be true? I mean, it might be anecdotal & unscientific, but I can't imagine that I know nineteen sober people for every one drug-user that I know. Moreover, that number automatically discounts drug use that is legal, artificially inflating the number of sober people by not accounting for illicit use of prescription drugs & alcohol.

I appreciate the people in this thread who've come forward with their own stories & experiences about use & addiction. While I'm not in any way indifferent to their experiences, I think that its important to approach this issue with a really open mind. While for some people the possible legal ramifications of illicit drug use might be a deterrent, they clearly are not for a vast number of people who are forced to live off the radar because of their use & addiction, not to mention the huge & growing population of non-violent drug offenders in prison. Simply put, clearly the laws are not enough of a deterrent to discourage use, as so many people are using.

Additionally, decriminalizing drugs would not allow the government to tax drugs as a revenue stream. Nor would it do much to decrease the constant threat of danger many addicts & users have to contend with simply to enjoy getting high. Nor would it necessarily end the stigma attached to illicit drug use around the world.

Personally, how I envision a legalized system working is with similar restrictions that are presently on alcohol & tobacco. Set an age limit (18 works) for when you can purchase drugs. Create a distinction between hard & soft drugs, that is, any drug that can be grown with minimal chemical manufacturing or treatment should be generally freely available, anyone who can sell alcohol would be permitted to sell such drugs, so you could go down to the bar with a friend & they could have a shot while you smoke a joint. Drugs which require large amounts of chemical processing, such as heroin or cocaine, would be manufactured my licensed corporations, the pharmaceutical industry would be well served to expand into this market. Building further upon existing infrastructure, these drugs could be distributed through pharmacies. Since there's already a move underway to move medical records onto computer networks it would be simple for a notation to be added to a record that lets doctors & pharmacists know that a person has a history of addiction & therefore they shouldn't be prescribed or buying certain types of drugs. While this system would still be open to abuse, an honest person who is committed to trying to get clean would make it known, therefore their record would prevent them from getting that medication. Those who are less honest aren't going to be dissuaded from abusing this system any more than they would from breaking the current laws.

I think such a system would allow for casual users & addicts to have a regulated, consistent, & taxed supply of drugs, without having to break the law, while at the same time not creating such a level of availability that would encourage rampant abuse among x-addicts or teenagers. Or at least, no greater a level of abuse than is already possible, while at the same time regulating, taxing, & making safe the use that's already going on.

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