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Richard Farrell: The Two Hour Orgasm

Addiction first took hold of Richard Farrell after a torn knee put an end to hopes of a professional athletics career. That same injury started his relationship with pain medication. One thing led to another, as these things do, and by the time he reached thirty Farrell had succumbed to almost every aspect of the heroin lifestyle.

His journey to redemption is chronicled in his new memoir, What's Left of Us. Farrell was one of the lucky ones; after twenty failed attempts, he slayed his dragon at a run-down, state-funded detox clinic in Massachusetts, and went on to fulfill his potential as an author, journalist, teacher, filmmaker and screenwriter.

Many addicts will not be so fortunate. Clinics such as these are the easy victims of budget cuts. As bankrupt states struggle to pick up the incarceration tab for the collateral damage of the War on Drugs, and our federal government goes deeper into debt to pay for its War on (drug-funded) Terror, Farrell's life experience leads him to pose an important question: Have we forgotten the simple laws of supply and demand? By funding these two never-ending wars are we ineffectually treating the symptoms instead of battling the cause? Wouldn't our money be better spent reducing the demand for drugs?

The state-funded treatment of drug addiction has never been a vote-winning cause (just look at the tap dancing Obama was forced to do recently on the prickly issue of needle exchange programs). Here, in this special guest column, Farrell makes the case for a more enlightened drug (and healthcare) policy and talks of the horrors that will likely transpire if we continue on our current course, which is tantamount to treating cancer with a gold-plated plaster -- ridiculous, ineffectual, expensive and ultimately fatal.




Richard Farrell: The Two Hour Orgasm

I took heroin only once. But for three years, heroin took me to anyplace it wanted to. I stole, robbed, hustled, and did whatever was necessary to keep a 10-bag-a-day habit in full throttle.

Heroin is amazing. It is the devil. Heroin is like riding the peak of an orgasm for hours. It sucks you in, removes all your doubt and fears in a heartbeat. In less than three seconds, its warm snake grabs onto your heart and sets you free. I've been clean for over 22 years. But not one day goes by that I do not remember the mighty power of heroin's ensnare.

Back then, to most, I was a scumbag junkie who should have been locked up. The majority of people in America believe addiction is a moral issue. Sadly, the current administration's policy is a shadow of those beliefs.

President Obama has failed to confront the issue of free and immediate health care for all addicts seeking help. This is not only an egregious oversight but arguably an error that has the potentiality to crumble America from within.

Recently, President Obama created a four point plan of attack. First up on his agenda will be an all out effort to crackdown on drug use in our cities and towns. Next he'll be sending an increased, unspecified amount of US Border Patrol Agents to facilitate his third point of action. For the first time ever, the US Border Patrol will be conducting inspections of all trains and cars exiting the United States. And finally, Obama released $59 million to Homeland Security for immediate execution in the war against drugs.

On paper it appears to be a comprehensive attack. But the goal of reducing drug use in America and thereby decreasing demand of illegal drugs entering from Mexico will not be effective without an emergency health care plan that allows access to rehabilitation hospitals for drug addicts seeking recovery. There simply are not enough jails in America to hold the mounting numbers of drug addicts. Those suffering from this addiction only have two choices every morning -- repeat or recover.

Recently, the New York Times ran a story about Dana Smith, a mother who had just lost her son to heroin. The facts are gruesome, horrific. This was Dana Smith's third son lost to a heroin overdose. She said her boys "fell like dominoes."

But what strikes me is the location of where her kids died. Not in New York City, Detroit, Miami, or Los Angeles, but on the streets of Grove City, Ohio, in the heartland of America.

Heroin is back. The Federal Drug Administration has no way of adequately policing the vast network of crisscrossing highways in Middle America. Drug-traffickers understand their advantage here and are mounting an all out war for control of America's suburbs.

But there is another large ingredient to add to this potpourri. The fucking wheels have come off the United States economy. From coast to coast, fear, unemployment, crime, and mental depression have reached all-time highs.

And heroin is the perfect answer. It doesn't matter if you're a teenager whose parents have lost their jobs and homes. Or you're a returning soldier who has seen shit nobody should ever remember. Heroin, with its seductive magic, will free all from the uncertainties our future holds.

And the Taliban leadership in Afghanistan is mindfully aware of heroin's effect on the youth in the United States. In 2007, they earned $300 million from Afghan poppy farms. Most people fear the insurgence of the Taliban and their poppy farm profits which they're using to fund terrorism around the world. But President Obama and his administration are being fooled. The Taliban are after our youth and nobody on Capitol Hill has a clue.

They have forgotten about Virgil's epic poem The Aeneid. During the ten years of a failed siege on Troy, the Greeks built a large wooden horse in the darkness of night. One day the Greeks pretended to sail away and the Trojans pulled the horse into their city as a victory prize. However, inside were members of the Greek army who opened the gates. The Greek army retuned and destroyed Troy.

Heroin is our Trojan horse. You see, when I shot heroin it was $30 a bag. Today, because Afghanistan produces 90% of poppy seeds around the world, it is $5 a bag.

Any fuckin' questions?!

Bottom line, President Obama must confront the ever increasing popularity of heroin in America's heartland. We need to focus more tax dollars on free comprehensive health care. It is quite simple; the demand for heroin is increasing daily. The Taliban has the supply, the economy is spiraling downward, and hundreds of American kids are reaching out for euphoria.

Each and every new heroin addict is in search of that two-hour orgasm, but by the time heroin is finished, it will rob them of their souls. In the end, heroin will leave them and their families with nothing but pain, anguish, and death.

Mr. President, I personally do not know one single heroin addict with health insurance.



Richard Farrell is an author, filmmaker, teacher, journalist, and adjunct professor of English at the University of Massachusetts in Lowell. His documentary, High on Crack Street, was aired on HBO and received Columbia University's duPont Award. His memoir, What's Left of Us, published by Citadel Press, is out now. He is the screenwriter for the upcoming film The Fighter, which stars Christian Bale and Mark Wahlberg.


 

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BellyJack

BellyJack

I'm lost
May 2005

JUL 31, 2009 01:04 AM

Well, like I say - they haven't really shown any interest in fixing alcohol or tobacco so they're not dangerous, as far as I know. I have no doubt that they'd be all over designing new recreational drugs, potentially ones with relatively little danger involved, but I don't see them spending much time trying to, e.g., make cocaine safer.



Many of the substances in question can't be made safer except by dosing at lower levels, and, for manufactured products, ensuring repeatable potency.

Heroin does what it does because the molecule fits neatly into the same receptors in our brains as do internally generated pain blocking peptides such as beta endorphin.

One of the travesties of pharmacological history is we've tended to go in the other direction - demonize opium (poppy extract is about 12% morphine), then produce a pure morphine salt, and promise it less addictive. No, that's not right ... OK, lets throw a diacetyl ester side-chain onto morphine (which produces a drug with much stronger effects - heroin), and do it again .... which sums up the history behind semi-synthetic opiates up to Oxycontin.

I support broad legalization because it would be impossible to, for instance, allow the importation of coca leaf so it could be chewed or used as an infusion in the traditional manner (which provides more benefits than negative consequences). If cocaine were still illegal then it would be impossible to assure legal coca leaves weren't being diverted for it's production.









airyk

airyk

Salem, CT
OLD SKOOL

JUL 31, 2009 04:20 AM

Gringo said:

The research companies from the documentary are credited as: Lifeline, Brisol University Psychopharmacology Dept, The Beckley Foundation, British Medical Association, Institute of Psychiatry.

The drugs listed from most harmful to least were:

01 Heroin "Brown, Skag, Gear, Smack"
02 Cocaine "Coke, Base, Charlie, etc"
03 Barbituarates "Pink Ladies, Red Devils"
04 Methadone "The Precious, Slime, Green"
05 Alcohol
06 Ketamine "Special K, Vitamin K"
07 Benzodiazepine "Benzos, Downers"
08 Amphetamine "Speed, Whizz, Dexies, Billys"
09 Tobacco
10 Buprenorphine "Subbies, Temmies"
11 Cannabis "Dope, pot, etc"
12 Solvents "Paint, etc" (inhale)
13 4MTA "Flatliner, Golden Eagle"
14 LSD "Lucy, Trips, Paper Mushrooms, Acid, etc."
15 Methylphenidate "Vitamin R" (Class B)
16 Anabolic Steroids (class C)
17 GHB
18 MDMA (Ecstasy, X, E)
19 Alkyl Nitrite (Poppers) [Legal]
20 Khat [Legal]



I'm curious as to what criteria they used to determine harmfulness of each drug. I'm just surprised that weed is considered more dangerous than huffing paint and MDMA, because no one's ever died of a weed overdose smile

I think that a better route than outright legalizing heroin would be to decriminalize *possession* of heroin, and couple this with better support for addicts. And if research shows that prescribing addicts heroin is a viable treatment method, I'd support that too. Basically, try to remove some of the social stigma that can make it hard for an addict to recover, but at the same time still have the ability to go after the guys supplying it all over the street.

However, I understand that this would still qualify as a "drug war." I'm not 100% opposed to the war on drugs, just certain aspects of it. I think that if pot were completely legalized (because I dare anyone to convince me that pot is more harmful than alcohol, which according to the above study it is, and we all know that alcohol is freely available to anyone of legal age) the money spent on stopping the marijuana trade could be shifted into stopping the trade of harder drugs (such as heroin).

Unfortunately it can be hard to justify legalizing one drug over another. I mean, I could say heroin should remain illegal because it can kill you, but of course, so can alcohol.

For me, though, it all comes down to this: the fact that the state of California has made selling marijuana for medicinal purposes legal, and yet not just the DEA, but *LOCAL* police forces in California are continuing to raid and shut down these places. I can understand the justification for the DEA coming (though I do not agree with it) but local police? Really? I think it shows that if federal and local forces (and a percentage of the public, too) are that resistant to allowing marijuana for even just medicinal use, it's gonna be a long time before you find people willing to listen to the idea of decriminalizing or legalizing heroin. I'm just flabbergasted by the number of people that will down a six-pack like it's nothing, but at the same time say that marijuana is a dangerous drug that should remain illegal.

galahad

galahad

Los Angeles, CA
November 2003

JUL 31, 2009 10:33 AM

Like with every other social problem, drug issues are complex and there is no simple answer. But it should be evident that the impact of drugs should be evaluated in a balanced manner between the casualties directly inflicted by drugs versus the abominable collateral produced by the drug war and the latter not just on drug users but on the whole society.

A short list would be as follow::

1. Keeping potential profits huge and illegal subsidizes, on a grand scale, an ever expanding criminal empire and now increasingly, terrorism.

2. The vacuum created by the denial of legal supply make certain that it will be filled by dangerous street drugs free from any quality control.

3. Enforcing the law is inherently haphazard and hopeless if as a society we are to keep a modicum of personal freedom, but it destroys the lives of countless citizens and families who are non violents and pose no serious threat to the rest of society.

4. It makes impossible a legitimate taxation that would benefit the whole of society instead of just the drug barons and supporting cast.

5. It sustains a de facto and often corrupt collusion of drug interests with politicians, law enforcers, lawyers and countless others with legally sanctioned activities that rely on the war for their very livelihood.


I am not personally convinced that a dispassionate cost-benefit analysis would not favor that placing drugs in demand in vending machines

Gringo

Gringo

Spokane, WA
May 2006

JUL 31, 2009 10:43 AM

airyk said:
I'm curious as to what criteria they used to determine harmfulness of each drug.


It's been a while since I've seen the documentary, but I think it was a combination of short-term risks, long-term risks, impact on society, and deaths.

I'm just surprised that weed is considered more dangerous than huffing paint and MDMA, because no one's ever died of a weed overdose smile


That's because of the tar and carcinogens in marijuana. Studies in Europe show that it may be linked to cancer and also in adolescents - mental illness. The study regarding mental illness was done in ack...trying to remember the country...was like Sweden, Switzerland, Norway...something like that. Anyway, they are studying the effects on young teens and show that because of the stage of development they are in, the researchers say there is a significant link to mental illness - or at least enough for it to be a concern. I want to say schizophrenia but I'd hafta watch the documentary again to be sure.

As for the claim about MDMA killing people: Nobody has ever died from MDMA. That is another nifty urban legend. The closest anyone can claim is that people have died from extreme dehydration at raves while having traces of MDMA in their system. Nobody has ever died from an overdose. Ever.

In their studies, the negative they found was that MDMA can produce short-term memory loss in subjects but said it completely clears up once the subject stops taking the drug for a while.

ChrisSick

ChrisSick

Philadelphia, PA
March 2008

JUL 31, 2009 12:33 PM

Gringo said:
First, I am going to copy and paste some drug research information that was done for the BBC show Horizon which was made in 2007 and aired in 2008.. They did a new documentary on drugs and didn't use any existing stereotypes or biases when conducting the research. They said that most of the drugs need to be reclassified and I totally agree.

The research companies from the documentary are credited as: Lifeline, Brisol University Psychopharmacology Dept, The Beckley Foundation, British Medical Association, Institute of Psychiatry.

The drugs listed from most harmful to least were:

01 Heroin "Brown, Skag, Gear, Smack"
02 Cocaine "Coke, Base, Charlie, etc"
03 Barbituarates "Pink Ladies, Red Devils"
04 Methadone "The Precious, Slime, Green"
05 Alcohol
06 Ketamine "Special K, Vitamin K"
07 Benzodiazepine "Benzos, Downers"
08 Amphetamine "Speed, Whizz, Dexies, Billys"
09 Tobacco
10 Buprenorphine "Subbies, Temmies"
11 Cannabis "Dope, pot, etc"
12 Solvents "Paint, etc" (inhale)
13 4MTA "Flatliner, Golden Eagle"
14 LSD "Lucy, Trips, Paper Mushrooms, Acid, etc."
15 Methylphenidate "Vitamin R" (Class B)
16 Anabolic Steroids (class C)
17 GHB
18 MDMA (Ecstasy, X, E)
19 Alkyl Nitrite (Poppers) [Legal]
20 Khat [Legal]



I'm isolating this because there's a lot to respond to in this thread. But I really have to call total horseshit on this list (kinda). I'm guessing their basis for harm criteria on any number of factors which are totally independent of the drugs being studied, many of which I've previously discussed. Tobacco, for instance, is proven to contribute to heart disease, cancer, & emphysema. Read this about heroin use, none of the dangers listed have anything to do with the actual chemical being delivered into the body. Every risk associated with heroin has to do with potential harm that could generally be mitigated through legalization & regulation: overdose from varying strength, abscesses/infections from dirty/dull needles, blood borne diseases from shared needles... yeah, it just goes on & on. While I appreciate their approach--it has its place--its shit like this that gives prohibition advocates more ammunition.

ChrisSick

ChrisSick

Philadelphia, PA
March 2008

JUL 31, 2009 12:42 PM

malkav11 said:
I would like to believe that, but a quick glance at the drugs that -are- legal (prescription drugs, alcohol, tobacco) doesn't seem to show any significant moves by those companies to make their products less addictive or (once FDA approved) safer. I type up side effect lists for medications used to treat mental illness all the time, and if I were the one confronted with the possibility of going on one of those medications, I would be running for the hills. Scary shit.

Even so, a store-bought, legal dose of any given drug should at least be an established formula without random and potentially hugely dangerous additives.



I tend to agree with you. There's no bottom line in drug companies setting out to lower addictiveness in drugs which are already addictive, though there would be in adding addictive elements to ones which are not (marijuana, MDMA, LSD), although that would probably draw ire, & would be immediately recognizable. Frankly, I just don't see the addictiveness of drugs being tinkered with a legal environment. If suddenly marijuana was as deadly & addictive as tobacco, people would be pissed.

Gringo

Gringo

Spokane, WA
May 2006

JUL 31, 2009 12:58 PM

ChrisSick said:
I'm isolating this because there's a lot to respond to in this thread. But I really have to call total horseshit on this list (kinda). I'm guessing their basis for harm criteria on any number of factors which are totally independent of the drugs being studied, many of which I've previously discussed. Tobacco, for instance, is proven to contribute to heart disease, cancer, & emphysema.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Read this about heroin use, none of the dangers listed have anything to do with the actual chemical being delivered into the body. Every risk associated with heroin has to do with potential harm that could generally be mitigated through legalization & regulation: overdose from varying strength, abscesses/infections from dirty/dull needles, blood borne diseases from shared needles... yeah, it just goes on & on. While I appreciate their approach--it has its place--its shit like this that gives prohibition advocates more ammunition.


Well, I said there were several criteria for the list in another post. I started watching the documentary again because I didn't want to miss something...and the criteria are:

* Harmful effects on the user (they list negative short-term and long-term effects,)
* Addiction.
* Consequences on society.

I did forget that "addiction" was one of the criteria. This list, by the way, is not in any way an anti-drug documentary. It's a call for a reclassification of drugs and says that too many drugs.

By the way, I had no clue that MDMA was originally patented in 1912 to stop bleeding from wounds. Bonus.

Otoki

Otoki

SUICIDEGIRL

Minnesota, USA

AUG 01, 2009 12:51 AM

This thread is giving me a lot to think about. I'm curious about joining Chemical Halo if this is a frequent discussion. I've not done so because I don't use anything, so I didn't think I'd be welcome, but this is a really important discussion and I feel like people who use have an extremely relevant POV.

Gringo

Gringo

Spokane, WA
May 2006

AUG 01, 2009 12:49 PM

Gringo said:
It's a call for a reclassification of drugs and says that too many drugs...


...have have classifications that are much higher than necessary.

Wow, and I wasn't even high when I wrote this. blush

Otoki said:
This thread is giving me a lot to think about. I'm curious about joining Chemical Halo if this is a frequent discussion. I've not done so because I don't use anything, so I didn't think I'd be welcome, but this is a really important discussion and I feel like people who use have an extremely relevant POV.


I don't think anyone would be opposed to anyone joining who doesn't currently use.

To many, the only difference between using drugs versus using alcohol is the legality.

I think anyone would be a good addition to that group - even if to only ask questions.

Otoki

Otoki

SUICIDEGIRL

Minnesota, USA

AUG 01, 2009 01:28 PM

Gringo said:


Otoki said:
This thread is giving me a lot to think about. I'm curious about joining Chemical Halo if this is a frequent discussion. I've not done so because I don't use anything, so I didn't think I'd be welcome, but this is a really important discussion and I feel like people who use have an extremely relevant POV.


I don't think anyone would be opposed to anyone joining who doesn't currently use.

To many, the only difference between using drugs versus using alcohol is the legality.

I think anyone would be a good addition to that group - even if to only ask questions.


Thanks. Applied.

Don't know if I'll get in since their description states:

No drug use = no group membership.



Wrote the group owner a PM to clarifysmile

Gringo

Gringo

Spokane, WA
May 2006

AUG 01, 2009 01:41 PM

Pfft...Rizzo's in charge of that group now. She's pretty cool for an Internet person.

Rizzo

Rizzo

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

AUG 01, 2009 02:02 PM

Thank you for this article and starting an intelligent conversation on drug use.

Rizzo

Rizzo

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

AUG 01, 2009 02:03 PM

Gringo said:
Pfft...Rizzo's in charge of that group now. She's pretty cool for an Internet person.



That's a damn lie and you know it! tongue

Cash

Cash

USA
OLD SKOOL

AUG 01, 2009 02:04 PM

I don't know what the solution is...only that the current plan in place isn't it.

While I tend to lean towards legalization...I just can't see that happening in this country for a long, long time. Marijuana....arguably the MOST socially acceptable drug that is currently not legal can't even get legalized in our most liberal state.

Can you imagine the field day that the bible belt would have if there was a move to legalize heroin? I'm not saying I'm against it.....just that....You'd need to come up with one hell of a fight to get it to move forward.

Gringo

Gringo

Spokane, WA
May 2006

AUG 01, 2009 03:01 PM

That's a really good point, Cash. Although I don't think it will happen for a long, long time - I could see the legalization of certain classes of drugs long before the of legalization of all drugs (if that would ever happen).

That's one of the reasons that I feel the BBC documentary is so important. All drugs (including alcohol and cigarettes) should be reassessed and reclassified for consideration of legalization.

I know it's important to address the issue of legalization of heron but since that probably won't happen for a millennium or so - but if certain classes were legalized, the taxes could go to drug and alcohol treatment centers which could and should treat any drug addiction...including heroin.

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