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Sins of the Brother

TUESDAY MAY 20 2008 5:30 PM

Submitted by OhSoOrdinary. Edited By crispy.

TAGS: Abuse, Iraq, Military, Humanity, Quran

[Editor's note: OhSoOrdinary submitted this article from Iraq, where she is currently serving with the U.S. Army.]

A great deal of our mission here is psychological. The Iraqi people need to believe that siding with us serves their interests better than siding with the insurgents and the militias. That’s why we run humanitarian aid missions and build infrastructure in their towns and villages. Those big, expensive, time-consuming overtures of friendship do very little to help us when things like this happen. I was in the cafeteria when I first saw this story on CNN's The Situation Room. I was horrified.

An American sniper was removed from Iraq after he used a copy of the Quran for target practice, the military said Sunday, a day after a U.S. commander held a formal ceremony apologizing to Sunni tribal leaders.



American commanders launched an inquiry that led to disciplinary action against the unidentified soldier, who has been removed from Iraq, Buckner said. Members of the local U.S.-allied group said the Quran was found with 14 bullet holes in a field after U.S. troops withdrew from a base in the area.


Are you serious? Why don’t you just shoot me instead, guy?

Iraqi police found the bullet-riddled Quran with graffiti inside the cover on a firing range near a police station in Radwaniyah, a former insurgent stronghold west of Baghdad, U.S. military spokesman Col. Bill Buckner said.


When a story like this breaks, two things happen: violence in that area goes up and locals lose trust in us. One stupid ass is all it takes to undermine everything we’re trying to do out here. That’s why that elaborate ceremony was held with generals and television cameras. It’s a really big deal. But, when I saw this story, that’s not what I was thinking about. I wasn’t really thinking. I was looking around. I was listening. Just about everyone’s eyes were on the television. The reactions were all very striking to me.

”Isn’t that near [location omitted]? I don’t want to run missions down there if it is.”


”Humph. That’s how you win hearts and minds…”


”Why is this getting so much fuckin’ press? You know how many [humanitarian aid] missions I ran since I’ve been in this God-forsaken country? When do I get to be on CNN for risking my life to give these fuckers flour and shit?”


”Ooooh… their Holy Book desecrated! Who fucking cares…”



Just like that cafeteria full of soldiers, I have mixed feelings when I see stories like this. My first feeling was that of annoyance. Public opinion of the war and the troops isn’t exactly awesome and this doesn’t help. All the militant liberals who believe we’re all a bunch of villains with blood on our hands raise these stories up and say, “See! Look at the bastardly bastards!” It’s so hurtful to be seen that way by our fellow citizens when the children of this foreign country smile at us and wave when we drive by.

But then I was angry. This jerk has undone so much legwork by so many other service members. All those joes who ran patrols and all those Humint teams who developed rapports with the sheiks and tribal leaders may just as well have stayed on the FOB. Now, whoever has to run missions in Radwaniyah is in even more danger. The herder who would have warned them of that man who had been digging by the road that morning might not speak up this time. The shop owner who always tells them when new people move into the village might just keep things to himself this time. They might be all on their own.

Later that evening, because it is within my nature to do so, I found myself trying to understand this Staff Sergeant. It wasn’t hard. Hating all of them is very easy.

There is a profound sense of kinship in the military. Calling it strong is a gross understatement. Calling it profound is an understatement still. Before we deploy, we spend a year or so living and working with the same people. They become our brothers and our sisters. Then, we all leave for a country full of people who want to kill us. When we land on our FOB, we make a silent and largely subconscious promise to each other: “I’m going to take care of you. I’m going to make sure you’re okay and we’re going to come home together.”

When that promise is broken, it is a kind of pain that I cannot easily describe to you. Everyone experiences it differently, but for me it manifested itself first with anguish and guilt. It tore at my insides and sorrow bled into my soul. It changed into anger. I was so angry at the person who set that IED. He killed my Crouch. He killed my brother. I didn’t know who he was, but I hated him.

I’ve only lost one brother. I’ve only broken one promise. But over 4,000 promises have been broken over the last five years and I can understand how that hate for the person who took your brother could infect the rest of your psyche. It could make you call them towelheads. It could make you exploit the language barrier to make jokes about them. It could make you look for a reason – any reason at all – to pop off a few rounds. It could make you lust for revenge. It could. But, it shouldn’t.

Members of the Armed Services are very often held in high regard. As such, we are constantly reminded that each one of us represents all of us. So, when an unnamed Staff Sergeant plants a few rounds in a Quran, in the eyes of the public, we all do. That’s unfortunate, because the vast majority of us make a choice contrary to this Staff Sergeant. We choose to retain our humanity.

It’s easy to dehumanize an entire race of people when you think they’re trying to kill you. Especially when they all look the same. Especially when there’s a language barrier. Especially when they follow the rules you and yours have set for them. It’s really easy to see them and the things they love as a little less than human and a little less than precious. It’s easy. It’s really easy. But it’s not right.

It’s not right to use Qurans for target practice. It’s not right to massacre entire families for revenge. It’s not right to throw puppies off cliffs. It’s not right to treat detainees like animals. It’s not right to sacrifice one’s humanity by succumbing to hatred.

Members of the Armed Services are very often held in high regard, but we are a microcosm of society. All I ask is that you remember that for every Soldier, Marine, Sailor or Airman who succumbs to hatred, there are ten thousand of us who do not.

[Hat tip: Argene]

OhSoOrdinary can't wait to go home, wash her hands of this whole mess, and start her bright, shiny, new life.

 

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LSlice

LSlice

Montclair, NJ
December 2007

MAY 21, 2008 12:03 AM

It's a shame, there are some people who have joined the military who really have no business being there (not necessarily this guy, but some individuals I have met). What they fail to realize is that their actions put put US troops endanger, and hurt the US mission.

OhSoOrdinary

OhSoOrdinary

New York, NY
July 2006

MAY 21, 2008 12:27 AM

LSlice said:
It's a shame, there are some people who have joined the military who really have no business being there (not necessarily this guy beautiful lady, but some individuals I have met). What they fail to realize is that their actions put put US troops endanger, and hurt the US mission.



Fixed.

ChrisSick

ChrisSick

Philadelphia, PA
March 2008

MAY 21, 2008 12:36 AM

Nice one, wish I had more to add, other than thanks.

FellOnEarth

FellOnEarth

Temecula, CA
April 2006

MAY 21, 2008 01:01 AM

Halx said:
Nice work there. Don't forget the Diablo Effect, which is clearly evident in the actions of prison officers. Situations turn us into evil things.

Agreed, it seems there's been a systematic implosion of everything Iraq since day one. Perhaps the prevailing attitude of carelessness and tolerance stems from incompetent civilian leadership, trickling down the chain of command until it settles at the bottom, corrupting a few grunts who've grown callous and insensitive under the bad influence of poor leadership (but then again, perhaps thats just part of the horror of all wars, but who really knows). From the war's ill conceived inception, to the lack of proper preparation, training and supplying, and the inevitable impossibility of securing post Saddam Iraq (hell we didn't even have an exit strategy before going in!!!), it's been nothing but a pooch screw. To hell with Colin Powell's pottery barn analogy, I say it's broke and we can't fix it. We may have to pay for the broken "pot", but that doesn't mean we have to buy the whole fucking store, does it?

In defense of the troops who are "endangering the mission" (seriously, there are two sides of that coin if you think about it), the one's who don't want to be there, they may believe what we're doing is wrong or hopeless, or some may have simply given up caring and would just as soon as nuke the country and everyone else, but don't blame them for feeling that way (not that I'm saying they shouldn't be held accountable). I care more about the damage caused by the people who've recklessly endangered our national security by committing our military resources to this pointless war. I realize that you're already committed to the mission as a troop and you must rely on other soldiers being on their game (as they do you), so yeah, I can see how much it pisses you off to see a few rotten eggs sully the bunch. Just know that a lot of people feel pretty pissed off about the rotten eggs who got us into this mess in the first place. Many people may not forgive America in the future, I just hope they can also realize the difference between "good" and "bad" Americans.

LSlice

LSlice

Montclair, NJ
December 2007

MAY 21, 2008 02:17 AM

OhSoOrdinary said:

LSlice said:
It's a shame, there are some people who have joined the military who really have no business being there (not necessarily this guy beautiful lady, but some individuals I have met). What they fail to realize is that their actions put put US troops endanger, and hurt the US mission.



Fixed.




I was referring to the guy who shot the koran, not you.

OhSoOrdinary

OhSoOrdinary

New York, NY
July 2006

MAY 21, 2008 02:46 AM

FellOnEarth said:
In defense of the troops who are "endangering the mission" (seriously, there are two sides of that coin if you think about it), the one's who don't want to be there, they may believe what we're doing is wrong or hopeless, or some may have simply given up caring and would just as soon as nuke the country and everyone else, but don't blame them for feeling that way (not that I'm saying they shouldn't be held accountable).



The people who don't want to be there and the people who thing what we're doing is wrong and hopeless are not the people I'm talking about.

Endangering the mission means endagering the troops. When the mission goes badly, you don't just pack up and try again tomorrow. People die. So I'm not hearing anything in defense of anyone endangering the mission.

OhSoOrdinary

OhSoOrdinary

New York, NY
July 2006

MAY 21, 2008 02:49 AM

LSlice said:

OhSoOrdinary said:

LSlice said:
It's a shame, there are some people who have joined the military who really have no business being there (not necessarily this guy beautiful lady JERKFACE, but some individuals I have met). What they fail to realize is that their actions put put US troops endanger, and hurt the US mission.



Fixed.




I was referring to the guy who shot the koran, not you.



Re-fixed.

RudieCantFail

RudieCantFail

Intercourse, PA
January 2006

MAY 21, 2008 02:56 AM

Good article smile

LostLucy

LostLucy

USA
December 2006

MAY 21, 2008 06:00 AM

I hold you in high regard, and I hope that the integrity and humanity of the majority can over-ride the feelings of shame about the hateful, the wayward.

I feel people like the Quoran shooter would be doing hateful and destructive things eventually, no matter where they positioned themselves.

Be safe and continue to know when to hold your head high, and when to duck.

xoxo
LL

OneWithAll

OneWithAll

Charlton City, MA
October 2005

MAY 21, 2008 06:22 AM

i hope your goodness and rational shine on for many more years smile

Mr_Matt_

Mr_Matt_

Hollywood, FL
July 2005

MAY 21, 2008 06:37 AM

Interesting article, about an event I wasn't aware of. Somehow it doesn't surprise me that it happened though. I knew plenty of people in the military that had no business being there. I don't care what their problem with the locals is, the fact is that they volunteered. This war is going on 5+ years. If you don't like the idea of being there, you have the option of not re-upping. No one in the theater today shouldn't have been aware of that possibility occurring.

On another note, normally I couldn't care less about someone damaging a "holy book", regardless of what religion. But to put other people's lives at risk to do so? Assshole.

PS> OhSoOrdinary, shouldn't you be entering the civilian ranks soon?

FellOnEarth

FellOnEarth

Temecula, CA
April 2006

MAY 21, 2008 09:17 AM

OhSoOrdinary said:

FellOnEarth said:
In defense of the troops who are "endangering the mission" (seriously, there are two sides of that coin if you think about it), the one's who don't want to be there, they may believe what we're doing is wrong or hopeless, or some may have simply given up caring and would just as soon as nuke the country and everyone else, but don't blame them for feeling that way (not that I'm saying they shouldn't be held accountable).



The people who don't want to be there and the people who thing what we're doing is wrong and hopeless are not the people I'm talking about.

Endangering the mission means endagering the troops. When the mission goes badly, you don't just pack up and try again tomorrow. People die. So I'm not hearing anything in defense of anyone endangering the mission.


Granted my comment was poorly delivered. I tried to edit the "in defense of" with "Concerning" but time had expired so I had to let my comments stand (along a few other edits I was making to make to clarify my comments, alas I didn't win the race against the clock and it set my poor prose in electric stone). I know you weren't talking about the disheartened troops, rather the fuck-ups. It's just that some would consider a troop with low morale a liability (the flip side of the same coin to the "kill em all" crowd.) In turn I blame the crap-filled heads that tolerate the fuck-ups (until they get caught fucking up that is). I know you simply can't pack up, you've got to play with the hand you've been dealt. I just hope you can weather it out until cooler minds develop an exit strategy... Hopefully sooner then later. wink

hk85

hk85

Guerneville, CA
October 2007

MAY 21, 2008 09:54 AM



OhSoOrdinary can't wait to go home, wash her hands of this whole mess, and start her bright, shiny, new life.



Thanks for posting this, and come home safe.

QuargWarrior

QuargWarrior

Norcross, GA
February 2008

MAY 21, 2008 10:08 AM

OhSoOrdinary - Thank you for your service. You are so very correct in all you have said. I feel it is also a lack of respect for other people, religions and cultures that would cause a sniper to do something like use a Quoran for target practice. It is, in my opinion symptomatic of an overall lack of respect throughout the world.

We are told that we should uphold the rights and beliefs of Islam while at the same time being told that Christians are intolerant, crazy and stupid. In fact some like Westwood Baptist Church, et al are insane, but no more represent mainstream Christianity than the 911 terrorists represent mainstream Islam.

I have no idea why he would use the Quoran for target practice. The fact that he endangered other people's lives by doing so is not only very poor judgment, but a crime. That said; however, when he sees things that disrespect the Christian Bible why should he feel respect for the Quoran? Here is a case in point.

http://suicidegirls.com/members/Nixon/albums/site/6183/#

This is just my opinion. I believe we all need to be a bit more tolerant and respectful of all people.

Virtute

Virtute

Brooklyn, NY
July 2007

MAY 21, 2008 10:33 AM

QuargWarrior said:
OhSoOrdinary - Thank you for your service. You are so very correct in all you have said. I feel it is also a lack of respect for other people, religions and cultures that would cause a sniper to do something like use a Quoran for target practice. It is, in my opinion symptomatic of an overall lack of respect throughout the world.

We are told that we should uphold the rights and beliefs of Islam while at the same time being told that Christians are intolerant, crazy and stupid. In fact some like Westwood Baptist Church, et al are insane, but no more represent mainstream Christianity than the 911 terrorists represent mainstream Islam.

I have no idea why he would use the Quoran for target practice. The fact that he endangered other people's lives by doing so is not only very poor judgment, but a crime. That said; however, when he sees things that disrespect the Christian Bible why should he feel respect for the Quoran? Here is a case in point.

http://suicidegirls.com/members/Nixon/albums/site/6183/#

This is just my opinion. I believe we all need to be a bit more tolerant and respectful of all people.


If we were fighting to liberate the Bible Belt along with Iraq the false dilemma you set up might actually have some relevance.

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