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Brad Warner's Hardcore Zen: God On Drugs

There used to be a hardcore band in Cleveland called God On Drugs. They changed their name to Spike In Vain, which I found very disappointing. Not the band itself. They were still great. But I liked the old name better. Many years later, one of the members of God On Drugs founded Scat Records and had the foresight to put out Guided By Voices’ magnificent Bee Thousand album when nobody else wanted to know. This Summer Scat Records will release my movie Cleveland’s Screaming on DVD. More on that later, though.

At the time God On Drugs was playing I was thinking hard about the idea of finding God by using drugs. I was Straight Edge then. For you kids who don’t remember, Straight Edge was a philosophy advocated by Ian MacKaye of the DC hardcore band Minor Threat, which rejected recreational drug abuse. I’d smoked dope in high school, but by the time I got out I was resolutely anti-drug. Still, I was very much interested in Eastern religions. So I picked up a book called Be Here Now by Ram Dass. The book was all about how Ram Dass, formerly Harvard professor Richard Alpert, was set on the path to God realization through the use of LSD and other psychedelics — what the wankers of today call “entheogens.” There was a line I think I found in the book that compared the arduous spiritual path taken by the ancient mystics to that of the modern day user of psychedelics. The goal is the same, it said, but you can go there on foot or you can take a jet plane, that “jet plane” being, of course, a wicked hit of really good acid.

I was intrigued. Here I’d been reading about masters and monks slogging away for decade upon decade of hard practice to finally get the teeniest glimpse of the truth and now I found out you could get the same effect in mere hours by giving your local sleezeball hippie burn-out dealer three bucks for a hit of blotter out of his stinky old freezer. I was in!

Do you see the problem here? I didn’t, so I can understand if you don’t. Imagine you’re an aspiring guitarist. You want to play like Randy Rhoads, but you don’t want to spend 12 hours a day running down scales in your basement for ten years like he did. Along comes someone who tells you that while he was on acid he picked up a guitar for the first time in his life and — sha-zay-yam! — he could instantly play just exactly like Randy! What do you think it’s gonna sound like when he plays you the tape he made that night?

Of course you’d know his playing was toad turds the second he turned on the recorder. So would he if he’d come down of f the drugs by then. That’s because we have certain culturally shared criteria for what constitutes “playing like Randy Rhoads.” But imagine you played the tape for someone who did not have any such criteria. All he knows is that Randy Rhoads played really, really loud electric guitar with lots of distortion and the guy on the tape is also playing really loud with lots of distortion. To him it would sound like pretty much the same thing.

People who think that you can get the effect of decades of meditative practice by tripping out on drugs think so because they have no criteria by which to understand the effects of meditative practice. Guys on dope say stuff that makes no sense, and so do Zen Masters. Therefore the effect must be exactly the same. But as a guy who’s done acid, and done it, by the way, in settings supposedly conducive to mystical inquiry, and who’s also done Zazen for twenty-some years I can tell you that there really is no comparison at all between the two. Believe me if you want or not. But it's the truth.

The human imagination is a powerful thing, almost immeasurably so. Drugs can enhance its power in ways you can’t anticipate. If you have dreams of what an Enlightened or “higher” state might be like, drugs can make you think you’ve attained that state. You’ll be so certain of your great achievement — or at least the drug’s great achievement — that it can take years of practice to shake off the effects of just a few acid trips. Again, I know this from personal experience.

Guys who like to get wasted and call it “spirituality” always point to ancient religious traditions as the basis for their path. But just because a practice is very old and comes from a place that’s now a third world country doesn’t necessarily mean it’s good. Ancient peoples also tore the hearts out of living sacrifices and cut holes in each other’s skulls. But those practices don’t auger as well for a kick-ass night out as gobbling some ‘shrooms. Besides which the people I’ve seen who claim to use “entheogens” as a religious sacrament never seem to know dip about the ancient religions they claim to practice anyway.

There are also those who claim that drugs are somehow part of the path to Enlightenment, although they may not produce Enlightenment itself. Some even claim they're one of the "skillfull means" spoken of in lots of sutras. I don’t get this one at all, though I hear it a whole lot. Apparently whatever you did before you started a real practice was something that led you to that practice and therefore to be recommended to others. So I guess guys who nearly drank themselves to death before coming to AA ought to recommend others to get plastered all the time cuz otherwise how can they find the way to get sober? I just don’t follow.

Then there’s the crowd that claims drugs give you some kind of “opening” experience that leads to further spiritual investigation. These are usually the same people who believe that roasting their synapses on E or mescaline is what an “Enlightenment experience” is like. I’m not a big fan of so-called “opening” experiences. Not even the ones claimed to have been gotten through meditation. There’s a very popular school of thought that holds that Enlightenment is some kind of Big Wow moment, like the greatest rollercoaster ride ever. This is the same kind of unbalanced view of life that causes all the trouble in the world. To most of us, now is boring. Now is when we do the dishes, or write a report for work, or try to get that weird orange stuff off the toilet. We want Big Enlightenment Experiences, something to lift us out of our ordinary humdrum existence. But your life here and now is reality, no matter whether it seems humdrum or kick-ass. The more far out experiences you have, the less you’ll be interested in your real life. Plus you always have to come down off of any drug. Why is that? Could it be that the normal state is what you really like best? If you can’t find the truth while waiting in line at the DMV straight sober at 8 AM, how are you going to find it while out of your mind on peyote? Anyone who thinks they got their first glimpse of the dharma while zonked out on something concocted in a basement drug lab or even some psychedelic plant doesn’t have the faintest clue what the word dharma means.

But the most telling thing about the drugs-are-enlightenment crowd is the way they always seek validation from supposed experts in spirituality. Both Be Here Now and the more recent pile of excrement, sorry, book Zig Zag Zen amount to little more than a desperate search by drug abusers for validation from supposed spiritual authority figures. I won’t tell you not to do drugs. You’ll do whatever you want anyway. But I can and will withhold validation of that nonsense forever. You’ll need to look elsewhere.

Hallucinogenic drugs — let’s not dignify them by pretending they don’t make you hallucinate — destroy the natural ability of the body/mind to find balance. Drugs in general are not a very good solution to any problem. A neuropsychologist friend of mine was telling me once how the drugs used in her profession work. I said it sounded like trying to tune a piano with a sledgehammer. You might get one string in tune, but you mess up everything else. Same with hallucinogens. Only I don’t think you even manage to get one string tuned up with those. All drugs work more-or-less the same way. The body is always better at healing itself. Really, drugs are only good when something has gone terribly wrong with the body’s systems of self-repair. What we’re after in Buddhism is a natural mind/body balance, not the chemically induced realization of some deeply held fantasy.

Drugs suck, OK.

Brad Warner is the author of Hardcore Zen and the forthcoming Sit Down and Shut Up!. He maintains a blog about Buddhist stuff. If you're in Southern California and you want to try some Zazen for yourself, he has a group that meets every Saturday in Santa Monica.

 

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zyryx

zyryx

Tyler, TX
April 2004

FEB 03, 2007 12:33 PM

thank you so much for this article... I have avoided the drug thread in the buddhism group for this very reason, there is no arguing with stupid.

Nokturn

Nokturn

United Kingdom
April 2006

FEB 03, 2007 12:38 PM

As I've recently added to the drug thread in the Buddhism group... and since damn me, I started it, I don't have an awful lot to add except to say thanks for this article- its very balanced and, of course, true.

There's no shortcut to enlightenment and really anyone who wants one isn't looking for the same thing as I am!
As with everything else, I believe drugs are fine in moderation, but they are one of those things with which you really have to practice very good good mindfulness.
Personally I don't take drugs at all anymore- I don't think they did anything for me and although the high can make you feel like you're in some kind of meditative state, the low equals that out and in any case, the 'meditative state' is not a particularly deep or helpful one.
Each to their own... but there's no reason for anyone to think Zazen and drugs lead to the same place- they don't.
skull

BiXbYGrendel

BixbyGrendel

Saskatoon, SK
August 2005

FEB 03, 2007 01:36 PM

It just so happens I've read your book. And I enjoyed it. I'm also a reverend. Just thought I'd say I agree fully with your views on drugs to find "god".

brhood

brhood

Australia
April 2004

FEB 03, 2007 02:32 PM

Thanks Brad... once again and great piece... your column here on SG is very much appreciated.

It seems people don't like the thought of hard work anymore... everything needs to be gotten instantaneously.

Meditate people! Meditate everyday, live a good life and just stop attaching to all the shit you don't need... easy! wink

James_

James_

United Kingdom
March 2003

FEB 03, 2007 02:46 PM

Well, it's all well and good saying that drugs have no place in Buddhism, but frankly it smacks of cultural and religious intolerance to imply that people can't take drugs for spiritual purposes.

Spirituality is a subjective experience, and to try and impose your own subjective experience on to someone else as if you are the arbiter of objective reality is what's bullshit. So you had a shit time on acid, and didn't learn anything from it, well that's fine but you are not me and I have got *exactly* what I wanted from the use of entheogens - not enlightenment, but mystical experience and deeper insight into myself and others.
Your error is in assuming that the buddha-dharma is the only dharma, and the goal of enlightenment is the only goal, when you should remember the old hindu saying "Truth is one, though the sages know it variously"

dammit

dammit

New York, NY
OLD SKOOL

FEB 03, 2007 03:18 PM

i'm curious what you guys think of Walter Pahnke's experiments with psilocybin and harvard divinity school students, the so-called "miracle of marsh chapel":


On April 20, 1962 Pahnke conducted an experiment as part of his Ph.D. thesis in Religion and Society under his thesis advisors Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert. In this experiment, ten students from Andover-Newton Theological School were given 30 mg psilocybin and ten an active placebo (nictonic acid - vitamin B6) in a religious setting to see whether entheogens could engender a genuine religious experience. Nine out of ten of the students reported religious or mystical experiences while only one of ten in the placebo group reported the same. Among those who participated in the study were Leary and Huston Smith, professor of philosophy at MIT and respected religious scholar.


http://www.erowid.org/culture/characters/pahnke_walter/pahnke_walter.shtml

later, the lone dissenter changed his mind:


All of us who got the drug, afterwards, except one, said, "Yes, this definitely was a religious experience." And that one has significantly changed his mind over the years about whether or not that was a religious experience. I know, because that one was me.


http://www.csp.org/practices/entheogens/docs/young-if_change.html

i remember that in april of '91, one of the test subjects published an editorial in the boston "globe" proclaiming his day in the chapel the most profound religious experience of his life, and decrying the official impediments to further studying hallucinogens in a controlled setting. who are we to dispute his subjective experience?

last thing: i think you unfairly characterize ram dass's take on the whole issue. give credit where credit is due--his initial experimentation with hallucinogens was the direct cause of his spiritual awakening, but after that he was all about service and and various meditative disciplines. he realized as well as anyone that the only way to integrate peak experience is to practice, practice, practice.

nirbhao

nirbhao

HOPEFUL

Ada, MI

FEB 03, 2007 04:30 PM

I agree that your article is intolerant. As a person whose life is pretty much defined by medication because of a stroke I had before I was even 20, I fight (and I use this term sincerely) idiots every day who tell me that I don't need medication to function. Clearly you are educated and experienced, and yet for some reason you also seem to hold the few that psychotropic medication is in all situations negative?

I am not familiar with your work, but I did read Be Here Now, back when I could still read, and I found it extremely helpful in living my life completely regardless of the level of my chemical alteration.

khalepatakala

khalepatakala

Carbondale, IL
March 2005

FEB 03, 2007 04:39 PM

The chapel experiment was replicated fairly recently by researchers at Johns Hopkins. It's a fairly interesting paper, and I think will lead to more interesting research, especially in the field of drug research. Harvard is obtaining funding for further studies along the same lines.

Research with MDMA, LSD, Psilocybin, &c. all have a great deal of research potential that could yield new drugs and/or therapies for people suffering from all sorts of mental illnesses. It's a shame that Leary and the rest of those guys were so irresponsible, and in being so set back legitimate scientific inquiry into this stuff by many decades.

I agree with most of the essay's main points-- though I think it would be foolish to dismiss the role of drugs in spiritual practice out of hand. There's a lot of history in terms of drugs being used in religious ceremony, from the Dionysian frenzies to Amazonian shamanism to who knows what else. William James made several interesting arguments in The Varieties of Religious Experience about the possibility that chemically-induced altered states might have had a lot to do with some Christian mystic traditions.

That said, one will probably not, for better and for worse, find enlightenment in a piece of blotter acid. And it's only a little more likely that they'll find it down the street at their local zen center or yoga studio, at least not without putting in some serious time. Like Kerouac said, "Coach Leary, walking on water wasn't built in a day."

Brad, I'd encourage you to check out some of the research being done at UW Madison on the functional differences in brain states in those who practice Buddhist meditation by a guy named Davidson. Is there really a qualitative difference between those states obtained by practice and those states obtained by chemistry? I don't think so. I think the difference probably lies in what you get out of the experience. Kinda one of those "The journey is the destination" type things.

SouGei

SouGei

Blackwood, NJ
January 2007

FEB 03, 2007 06:37 PM

You seem to have a better wording for this argument each time you make it. Thanks.

I avoid Buddhism groups anymore cause it turns into "no rules" hippies and dogmatic straight-edgers who want to beat you up for taking Tylenol. For anyone missing it, Brad is not the latter. There's nothing in there that says all medication is wrong. The whole point of Buddhism is a rational middle ground. Use common sense.

DickieV

DickieV

Henderson, NV
February 2003

FEB 03, 2007 06:53 PM

Thanks for your column. I bought your book a couple years ago, read part, got distracted and am now going to go back and read it. I finally began a daily practice a little more than a year ago after having read shelves of books about it. Finally sitting, even for a short time every day has changed my life immesurably. Well, you can measure some things, like how much weight I have lost, or how many miles I run now. But that small commitment has seemed to unlocked all sorts of areas of my life where I previously could muster no discipline to follow through with. For years I have carried around the misguided belief that if I went through the right ritual or rite of ascencion I would be transported to a reality much better than the one I was in. What I have found instead are moments of contentment in the present moment, where I feel the need to change nothing, despite having a hard day at work and my feet hurt and my wife isn't acting how I think she should. I am sober by necessity but wouldn't have it any other way.

umanam

umanam

San Francisco, CA
October 2005

FEB 03, 2007 07:01 PM

Brad Warner is published by Wisdom Publications.

astrangeday

astrangeday

Orlando, FL
January 2007

FEB 04, 2007 12:51 PM

"Spirituality is a subjective experience, and to try and impose your own subjective experience on to someone else as if you are the arbiter of objective reality is what's bullshit. So you had a shit time on acid, and didn't learn anything from it, well that's fine but you are not me and I have got *exactly* what I wanted from the use of entheogens - not enlightenment, but mystical experience and deeper insight into myself and others."

Psh. Are your mystical experiences going to clean your dishes, write your report for work or get the orange stuff off the toilet? The reason Buddhism harps on this stuff so much is because these so called mystical experiences are nothing more than ideas...harmful ones at that. And yeah, Buddhism has a bunch of ideas too. But ideas about Buddhism are not the same as practicing Buddhism. The most important thing about Buddhism is living your day to day life in a moral and honest way, doing the things that you have to do.. It must seem wonderful to learn so much about the cosmic nature of the universe, but those ideas are not going to go to work for you or mow your lawn. And like Brad said, they may even make you think that doing those things isn't important. So what use are they?

dammit

dammit

New York, NY
OLD SKOOL

FEB 04, 2007 01:15 PM

mystical experiences are *not* just ideas. they are (duh) experiences, and often transformative experiences at that. beyond the interesting bits of ontological revelation that might accompany such an experience, the visceral experience of non-duality, by whatever name you call it (satori, samadhi, baqaa, entering into the cloud of unknowing, etc) is the very basis for the superior morality espoused by all the great religions. one simply can no longer act in a selfish manner when one recognizes that the world is the self (which is just a positive way of expressing the truth of no-self). again, you do have to work at integrating that experience into your daily life--because, to this point in our evolutionary history, individual survival has tended to rely on differentiating between self and, say, hungry lion--but the cognitive shock of that breakthrough experience is where it begins. dishes, reports and orange stuff all need attending to, but thank god there's more to existence than that.

umanam

umanam

San Francisco, CA
October 2005

FEB 06, 2007 04:39 AM

"During a Dharma course with (the old) Kalu Rinpoche (decades ago) in Germany i heard a conversation by two young females, they did discuss his suggested advise quitting smoking would be beneficial for both females in the long run. I heard the pro and contra of the discussion and the final result was, to quit smoking was an impossibility for them both, because they still enjoy it too much.
This was the initial starting point for me to quit smoking for ever. I just stormed the room of Kalu Rinpoche and told him the before heard conversation and i told him i felt inspired to take this opportunity of the before heard advise (original told to the two females) but follow it by myself.
{I think the psychological effect which did tricker out my final decission was the absurd conversation, the childish play of two young females on the cost of their health by neglecting one good advise of a wise man}
Kalu Rinpoche granted his blessing and i never touched any tobacco after again."

by Dave
From: Cologne, Germany
http://www.lioncity.net/buddhism/index.php?showtopic=25672

ron

ron

United Kingdom
February 2003

FEB 10, 2007 01:18 PM

Brad Warner speaks for most Buddhist traditions here. I remember someone asking the previous Karmapa about attaining Enlightenment through using the right kind of drugs - this was on his first visit to the West in the early 1970s - and both he and his monks fell about laughing. Some of his Western audience were quite annoyed. Not what people wanted to hear.

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