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Brad Warner's Hardcore Zen: God On Drugs
Submitted by Brad_Warner
Edited by Brad_Warner
There used to be a hardcore band in Cleveland called God On Drugs. They changed their name to Spike In Vain, which I found very disappointing. Not the band itself. They were still great. But I liked the old name better. Many years later, one of the members of God On Drugs founded Scat Records and had the foresight to put out Guided By Voices magnificent Bee Thousand album when nobody else wanted to know. This Summer Scat Records will release my movie Clevelands Screaming on DVD. More on that later, though.
At the time God On Drugs was playing I was thinking hard about the idea of finding God by using drugs. I was Straight Edge then. For you kids who dont remember, Straight Edge was a philosophy advocated by Ian MacKaye of the DC hardcore band Minor Threat, which rejected recreational drug abuse. Id smoked dope in high school, but by the time I got out I was resolutely anti-drug. Still, I was very much interested in Eastern religions. So I picked up a book called Be Here Now by Ram Dass. The book was all about how Ram Dass, formerly Harvard professor Richard Alpert, was set on the path to God realization through the use of LSD and other psychedelics what the wankers of today call entheogens. There was a line I think I found in the book that compared the arduous spiritual path taken by the ancient mystics to that of the modern day user of psychedelics. The goal is the same, it said, but you can go there on foot or you can take a jet plane, that jet plane being, of course, a wicked hit of really good acid.
I was intrigued. Here Id been reading about masters and monks slogging away for decade upon decade of hard practice to finally get the teeniest glimpse of the truth and now I found out you could get the same effect in mere hours by giving your local sleezeball hippie burn-out dealer three bucks for a hit of blotter out of his stinky old freezer. I was in!
Do you see the problem here? I didnt, so I can understand if you dont. Imagine youre an aspiring guitarist. You want to play like Randy Rhoads, but you dont want to spend 12 hours a day running down scales in your basement for ten years like he did. Along comes someone who tells you that while he was on acid he picked up a guitar for the first time in his life and sha-zay-yam! he could instantly play just exactly like Randy! What do you think its gonna sound like when he plays you the tape he made that night?
Of course youd know his playing was toad turds the second he turned on the recorder. So would he if hed come down of f the drugs by then. Thats because we have certain culturally shared criteria for what constitutes playing like Randy Rhoads. But imagine you played the tape for someone who did not have any such criteria. All he knows is that Randy Rhoads played really, really loud electric guitar with lots of distortion and the guy on the tape is also playing really loud with lots of distortion. To him it would sound like pretty much the same thing.
People who think that you can get the effect of decades of meditative practice by tripping out on drugs think so because they have no criteria by which to understand the effects of meditative practice. Guys on dope say stuff that makes no sense, and so do Zen Masters. Therefore the effect must be exactly the same. But as a guy whos done acid, and done it, by the way, in settings supposedly conducive to mystical inquiry, and whos also done Zazen for twenty-some years I can tell you that there really is no comparison at all between the two. Believe me if you want or not. But it's the truth.
The human imagination is a powerful thing, almost immeasurably so. Drugs can enhance its power in ways you cant anticipate. If you have dreams of what an Enlightened or higher state might be like, drugs can make you think youve attained that state. Youll be so certain of your great achievement or at least the drugs great achievement that it can take years of practice to shake off the effects of just a few acid trips. Again, I know this from personal experience.
Guys who like to get wasted and call it spirituality always point to ancient religious traditions as the basis for their path. But just because a practice is very old and comes from a place thats now a third world country doesnt necessarily mean its good. Ancient peoples also tore the hearts out of living sacrifices and cut holes in each others skulls. But those practices dont auger as well for a kick-ass night out as gobbling some shrooms. Besides which the people Ive seen who claim to use entheogens as a religious sacrament never seem to know dip about the ancient religions they claim to practice anyway.
There are also those who claim that drugs are somehow part of the path to Enlightenment, although they may not produce Enlightenment itself. Some even claim they're one of the "skillfull means" spoken of in lots of sutras. I dont get this one at all, though I hear it a whole lot. Apparently whatever you did before you started a real practice was something that led you to that practice and therefore to be recommended to others. So I guess guys who nearly drank themselves to death before coming to AA ought to recommend others to get plastered all the time cuz otherwise how can they find the way to get sober? I just dont follow.
Then theres the crowd that claims drugs give you some kind of opening experience that leads to further spiritual investigation. These are usually the same people who believe that roasting their synapses on E or mescaline is what an Enlightenment experience is like. Im not a big fan of so-called opening experiences. Not even the ones claimed to have been gotten through meditation. Theres a very popular school of thought that holds that Enlightenment is some kind of Big Wow moment, like the greatest rollercoaster ride ever. This is the same kind of unbalanced view of life that causes all the trouble in the world. To most of us, now is boring. Now is when we do the dishes, or write a report for work, or try to get that weird orange stuff off the toilet. We want Big Enlightenment Experiences, something to lift us out of our ordinary humdrum existence. But your life here and now is reality, no matter whether it seems humdrum or kick-ass. The more far out experiences you have, the less youll be interested in your real life. Plus you always have to come down off of any drug. Why is that? Could it be that the normal state is what you really like best? If you cant find the truth while waiting in line at the DMV straight sober at 8 AM, how are you going to find it while out of your mind on peyote? Anyone who thinks they got their first glimpse of the dharma while zonked out on something concocted in a basement drug lab or even some psychedelic plant doesnt have the faintest clue what the word dharma means.
But the most telling thing about the drugs-are-enlightenment crowd is the way they always seek validation from supposed experts in spirituality. Both Be Here Now and the more recent pile of excrement, sorry, book Zig Zag Zen amount to little more than a desperate search by drug abusers for validation from supposed spiritual authority figures. I wont tell you not to do drugs. Youll do whatever you want anyway. But I can and will withhold validation of that nonsense forever. Youll need to look elsewhere.
Hallucinogenic drugs lets not dignify them by pretending they dont make you hallucinate destroy the natural ability of the body/mind to find balance. Drugs in general are not a very good solution to any problem. A neuropsychologist friend of mine was telling me once how the drugs used in her profession work. I said it sounded like trying to tune a piano with a sledgehammer. You might get one string in tune, but you mess up everything else. Same with hallucinogens. Only I dont think you even manage to get one string tuned up with those. All drugs work more-or-less the same way. The body is always better at healing itself. Really, drugs are only good when something has gone terribly wrong with the bodys systems of self-repair. What were after in Buddhism is a natural mind/body balance, not the chemically induced realization of some deeply held fantasy.
Drugs suck, OK.
Brad Warner is the author of Hardcore Zen and the forthcoming Sit Down and Shut Up!. He maintains a blog about Buddhist stuff. If you're in Southern California and you want to try some Zazen for yourself, he has a group that meets every Saturday in Santa Monica.




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