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MARCH 3, 2010 @ 03:00 PM | 7 COMMENTS


sooooo i got dumped yesterday. that was fun.
not.
MARCH 1, 2010 @ 09:53 PM | 7 COMMENTS


i know i just blogged yesterday, but fuck it. i went through my computer pics last night, and decided to get all navel-gazing about life for a second. basically, i found pictures of every bedroom i've had since i graduated college. i decided to orgaize them into an album and look at them chronologically.

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here's my bedroom at my parents house, post college. i got stuck there for a few years between graduation and moving in with gonzo77. love the terrible faux-southwestern wallpaper border, circa 1991. never liked pink. i always loathed having a pink bedroom. this is the start of me "toning down" my decorating, lol. i tend to have a frenetic bedroom. trying to break that habit. anyway, i miss that waterbed.



these next two are from me and gonzo's first apartment in garfield. (we actually, unknowingly lived on a superfund site!) the landlord told us she wanted to paint, and told us to pick a color. we said a medium blue. she clearly interpreted that as "smurf blue". this is actually the living room- the second room was too small for the bed, so we turned that into a computer room. what a couple of hobos, eh? sleeping on my old college futon.




a couple of shots of what is now derceto's room at the current apartment. i think i was going for a classy, sexy, simple look. you know, condusive to makin' whoopie. either this doesn't photograph well, or it really did look jerry-rigged and cheap.




this picture kinda makes me sad. this is after gonzo and i broke up, but before i moved out. so we quickly turned the computer room into my bedroom. i didn't even bother rearranging the decorations. i was too busy chainsmoking and crying to care, really.



so i moved back to my parents house. threw all my possessions in storage, and brought my clothes and computer. that's it. in the 3 years i'd been gone, they had repainted my old bedroom and turned it into a storage heap. so for 6 months, i slept in a pile of my parents crap on an air mattress, with my clothes stuffed into cardboard boxes.



then i went crazy for a lil bit. met, got engaged to, and moved in with vimes after less than a month. hey...it seemed like a good idea at the time. *sheepish shrug* i actually managed to grab a shot of the king sized murphy bed that we slept on in the living room of his tiny hells kitchen apartment. i think the only thing in this photo that i owned is the pair of purple undapants in the foreground.



....back to my parents house. this time, i painted and set up a bedroom in the basement. also very red and "sexxxay", if you consider an air mattress on a tile floor in a basement in the dead of winter conducive to naughty goodness. (to be fair though, that particular bedroom actually saw some action lol). gross, right?



but by then, i'd had enough of living with the rents. so i moved back in with gonzo.



and then i bought myself my first real bed. between my h.s waterbed, the bed gonzos parents bought us, my old college futon, and the air mattress... i figured i deserved it. i got a new desk too... still using the same dresser and nightstand from when i was 12. that will change this year. i want to be an adult now, kthx.




FEBRUARY 28, 2010 @ 08:53 PM | 4 COMMENTS


obligatory weekly blog time... this week was kinda rough on me.

monday night was my sleep center appointment. i got a bunch of wires strapped to my head and body, and had a rather fitful time sleeping and napping into the next day. it was fun for the first hour or so, at least. the technician was hilarious, and distracted me with jokes. caffeine deprivation and forced naps= one cranky zoo. i have a follow up appointment friday to find out just how crazy my sleep apnea really is. and it took almost all week to get the electrode gel completely out of my hair.



also monday night, my car shit the bed. so i had a bit of a panic getting to and from sleep center/work/etc. thought it was the battery, but after buying a new one and having my awesome roommate switch it out for me, we discovered that it wasn't actually the battery. so tomorrow i get to tow it somewhere and spend some more money that i don't have trying to fix it.

so yeah, i'm back at work again. had a stressful week of fittings and deadlines, and the snowpocalypse made for a fun commute. plus even though it's good for my psyche to be out of the house and working, my shop is nearly empty. so i feel a little crazy after a full day of sitting in silence, sewing and waiting for someone to text me so i can fucking interact with another human being.

my fridge is dying. that's fun.

tuesday night i hung out with my crazy ex-fiancees best friend, who i got to keep in the divorce. last time i saw him, i was still seeing married guy. so we had a lot of catching up to do. and by catching up i mean drinking copious amounts of alcohol. i got shitfaced and had to leave abruptly when my stomach rebelled violently. (guess which end? heehee) got into a fight with a bus driver about whether or not njtransit cross-honors bus and rail passes.

and i'm sure some other things went wrong, but i think i've had my fill of bitching for the moment. actually, some things definitely went wrong, but i haven't completely processed that yet, so i'll save it for next time.

in short, i am determined to make this week better.
i started by tearing up the bathroom rug tonight, followed by derceto's homemade chicken soup, pbr, and mr. brooks on lifetime. they cut out the ultraviolence, but it's still an amazing movie. smile


check out that tile!!! love

btw... welcome to the neighborhood, tre. wink
now i'm off to play some starfleet and hit the hay.
FEBRUARY 22, 2010 @ 08:37 AM | 9 COMMENTS


much better. got some work this week at the day job, still working at the diner (hey, cash is king!), and had a long chat with the dude. all is right with the world again. smile

long overdue picture update!
friday night, derceto and i had some company...

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my roommie makes funny faces sometimes.


as do i!


hee hee.



over drinks the other night, derceto and i got to chatting about some further renovations we would like to do to our place. my dude has been busy renovating his place, and it inspired me to think about what else i'd like to tweak. first to go, the carpet in the bathroom. derceto got some great black linoleum peel and stick tiles that i cannot WAIT to install! then we're thinking about a chandelier for the kitchen. but what REALLY has a wild hair up my ass is the damn drop ceilings. seriously, they look like they were pulled out of an abandoned office building after the zombie apocalypse! they are so gross and dirty and ugly, i've been wanting to get rid of them for years. and once i get the landlords permission, that is exactly what i plan to do. so in preparation, i stuck my camera in the ceilings.

most of the rooms look like this. undamaged, or with very minor damage. nothing a little spackle and paint couldn't fix:



the kitchen ceiling...it has tin ceilings underneath! TIN! looks like it would need some work around the light fixture there, but i already found a company online that reproduces tin ceiling tiles that has this EXACTt pattern in white:



the bathroom also has tin ceilings!!! with some of the cornices intact!!!



unfortunately, only half of the bathroom ceiling is still in good shape. frown the other half is a complete shit show, and over our shower there is a gaping hole where damaged pipes have gone unrepaired for too long for me to want to deal with:



what a shame. so beautiful. look at that cornice!
so for the bathroom, i have found a couple of sources for plastic drop ceiling tiles in tin ceiling patterns. if i must have the drop ceilings to cover the insane amount of water damage, i at least want them to be pretty.

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in other news, i have my sleep center appointment tonight. yay for finally getting my sleep apnea dealt with!! smile

i also wear glasses for driving now. i wish i needed them all the time though, for they are adorkable and cost way too much money to only wear for driving. lol.



anyway... all i have left on my unemployment to do list is to upload my Day in the Life project from fucking october lol. so methinks i will go do that right now. love you kiddies!! kiss

FEBRUARY 15, 2010 @ 09:39 AM | 7 COMMENTS


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JANUARY 25, 2010 @ 08:13 PM


first three squares of the tshirt quilt...







the third one is a little long, but i can compensate by making the one below it a little shorter. this is surprisingly easy and fun. my biggest problem when i home sew is that i don't use rulers/ draw lines/ pin neatly, so everything is a little rough and wonky because it's all eyeballed. i just can't be precise when i don't have a proper work space. this time though, it seems to add to the rock and roll nature of the project.

YES I AM A NERD!
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JANUARY 5, 2010 @ 08:11 PM


guess it's time for a new blog? smile

new years was fun. this is my favorite photo of the evening:



not gonna lie, been feeling some anxiety about my relationship recently. i think it's just because we're approaching the three month marker, and i've been waiting for him to spontaneously decide he can't stand me. but i talked with my bestie, and i even talked with HIS bestie (yeah, we're cool now), and finally last night i had a talk with him... and everything seems to still be kosher. so i am relieved. i didn't want to rush things, but we needed to discuss whether we're just fucking around, or if this is is truly worth investing ourselves in. and it seems, it still is. so i feel a whole lot better today. love

got an ear infection and pinkeye.
very close to being laid off. very very close. but still no cigar, so that's cool!

i guess i've just been sort of out of it recently. wanting to spend a bit of time alone, reflecting and getting my shit together.

i feel like 2010 is going to be a good year, but it isn't necessarily going to be an easy one. been reading a bunch of psychic predictions and astrology stuff, and i think this year is really a make or break one for everybody. remember when i posted a while back about the saturn return? well i feel like with 2012 approaching (the end of an ERA, not the end of the world), the whole world is in a saturn return right now. all sorts of upheaval happening on all fronts, be it domestic or international. and i think when we come out of it in a few years, life is going to be wonderful. but until then, we all have to keep our hearts open to all possibilities.

anyway...other than that...things are good. more of the same.
i am preparing a CV for my french friend to bring back to france with him. that'd be nice, livin it up in gay Paree!

have you all seen the guild or the legend of neil yet? AMAZING!

and other than that, it's bedtime. night sg. smile
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