monday night was my sleep center appointment. i got a bunch of wires strapped to my head and body, and had a rather fitful time sleeping and napping into the next day. it was fun for the first hour or so, at least. the technician was hilarious, and distracted me with jokes. caffeine deprivation and forced naps= one cranky zoo. i have a follow up appointment friday to find out just how crazy my sleep apnea really is. and it took almost all week to get the electrode gel completely out of my hair.

also monday night, my car shit the bed. so i had a bit of a panic getting to and from sleep center/work/etc. thought it was the battery, but after buying a new one and having my awesome roommate switch it out for me, we discovered that it wasn't actually the battery. so tomorrow i get to tow it somewhere and spend some more money that i don't have trying to fix it.
so yeah, i'm back at work again. had a stressful week of fittings and deadlines, and the snowpocalypse made for a fun commute. plus even though it's good for my psyche to be out of the house and working, my shop is nearly empty. so i feel a little crazy after a full day of sitting in silence, sewing and waiting for someone to text me so i can fucking interact with another human being.
my fridge is dying. that's fun.
tuesday night i hung out with my crazy ex-fiancees best friend, who i got to keep in the divorce. last time i saw him, i was still seeing married guy. so we had a lot of catching up to do. and by catching up i mean drinking copious amounts of alcohol. i got shitfaced and had to leave abruptly when my stomach rebelled violently. (guess which end? heehee) got into a fight with a bus driver about whether or not njtransit cross-honors bus and rail passes.
and i'm sure some other things went wrong, but i think i've had my fill of bitching for the moment. actually, some things definitely went wrong, but i haven't completely processed that yet, so i'll save it for next time.
in short, i am determined to make this week better.
i started by tearing up the bathroom rug tonight, followed by derceto's homemade chicken soup, pbr, and mr. brooks on lifetime. they cut out the ultraviolence, but it's still an amazing movie.

check out that tile!!!
btw... welcome to the neighborhood, tre.
now i'm off to play some starfleet and hit the hay.
long overdue picture update!
friday night, derceto and i had some company...
over drinks the other night, derceto and i got to chatting about some further renovations we would like to do to our place. my dude has been busy renovating his place, and it inspired me to think about what else i'd like to tweak. first to go, the carpet in the bathroom. derceto got some great black linoleum peel and stick tiles that i cannot WAIT to install! then we're thinking about a chandelier for the kitchen. but what REALLY has a wild hair up my ass is the damn drop ceilings. seriously, they look like they were pulled out of an abandoned office building after the zombie apocalypse! they are so gross and dirty and ugly, i've been wanting to get rid of them for years. and once i get the landlords permission, that is exactly what i plan to do. so in preparation, i stuck my camera in the ceilings.
most of the rooms look like this. undamaged, or with very minor damage. nothing a little spackle and paint couldn't fix:

the kitchen ceiling...it has tin ceilings underneath! TIN! looks like it would need some work around the light fixture there, but i already found a company online that reproduces tin ceiling tiles that has this EXACTt pattern in white:

the bathroom also has tin ceilings!!! with some of the cornices intact!!!

unfortunately, only half of the bathroom ceiling is still in good shape.
the other half is a complete shit show, and over our shower there is a gaping hole where damaged pipes have gone unrepaired for too long for me to want to deal with:

what a shame. so beautiful. look at that cornice!
so for the bathroom, i have found a couple of sources for plastic drop ceiling tiles in tin ceiling patterns. if i must have the drop ceilings to cover the insane amount of water damage, i at least want them to be pretty.
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in other news, i have my sleep center appointment tonight. yay for finally getting my sleep apnea dealt with!! ![]()
i also wear glasses for driving now. i wish i needed them all the time though, for they are adorkable and cost way too much money to only wear for driving. lol.

anyway... all i have left on my unemployment to do list is to upload my Day in the Life project from fucking october lol. so methinks i will go do that right now. love you kiddies!! ![]()



the third one is a little long, but i can compensate by making the one below it a little shorter. this is surprisingly easy and fun. my biggest problem when i home sew is that i don't use rulers/ draw lines/ pin neatly, so everything is a little rough and wonky because it's all eyeballed. i just can't be precise when i don't have a proper work space. this time though, it seems to add to the rock and roll nature of the project.
YES I AM A NERD!
new years was fun. this is my favorite photo of the evening:

not gonna lie, been feeling some anxiety about my relationship recently. i think it's just because we're approaching the three month marker, and i've been waiting for him to spontaneously decide he can't stand me. but i talked with my bestie, and i even talked with HIS bestie (yeah, we're cool now), and finally last night i had a talk with him... and everything seems to still be kosher. so i am relieved. i didn't want to rush things, but we needed to discuss whether we're just fucking around, or if this is is truly worth investing ourselves in. and it seems, it still is. so i feel a whole lot better today.
got an ear infection and pinkeye.
very close to being laid off. very very close. but still no cigar, so that's cool!
i guess i've just been sort of out of it recently. wanting to spend a bit of time alone, reflecting and getting my shit together.
i feel like 2010 is going to be a good year, but it isn't necessarily going to be an easy one. been reading a bunch of psychic predictions and astrology stuff, and i think this year is really a make or break one for everybody. remember when i posted a while back about the saturn return? well i feel like with 2012 approaching (the end of an ERA, not the end of the world), the whole world is in a saturn return right now. all sorts of upheaval happening on all fronts, be it domestic or international. and i think when we come out of it in a few years, life is going to be wonderful. but until then, we all have to keep our hearts open to all possibilities.
anyway...other than that...things are good. more of the same.
i am preparing a CV for my french friend to bring back to france with him. that'd be nice, livin it up in gay Paree!
have you all seen the guild or the legend of neil yet? AMAZING!
and other than that, it's bedtime. night sg.



















