Making a playlist its sad i don't hear to often from those i first met on here, it seems as though everyone goes through somewhat of a slump after a couple of months of being on here. I hope everyone is doing well and life is treating everyone great. Mood wise i feel mellow like i want to go out but really i want to sit here and listen to soft music and feel good for the lack of a better word. Work has been good for the most part, really hot but everything seems to be moving smoothly and its all kinda coming together slowly.

life has been excellent i don't have to much to report on i'm just in a good place right now and well dammit thats great

I know its 3 am central time but we are in the chat room to give a show so if your up and interested stop by

Its seems like it has been ages since i've typed a blog, Nothing much has happened in my life just me trying to catch up on all of the small changes with buying a house and now having constant little things pop up that need to be done plus the heat of the summer its ridiculous and having to be outdoors all day in the sand doesn't make me to happy it saps what strength i do have right out of my body and makes me want to sleep immediately when i get home so i am sorry for the long absence i took but i am happy to be back and isn't it the saying with abscence the heart only grows fonder. yeah yeah it was cheesy but you know it fits this situation very well, hope everyone has been well and it enjoying there summers.

Tired so tired.................I hate moving but on a positive not its almost done well at least the moving, the stuff around the house is really just beginning, I don't feel like i've had a day off in weeks its killing me i'm so tired and i got rejected for the day off i wanted this week so that blows. Once the house is more together i'll take photos...cause i know everyone wants to see photos of my house Everyone have a good night and hopefully i'll talk to everyone later.

Well tried chat but nothing came up it was blank white.........i'm assuming it was the site and not my computer.....well hoping so i'll try again tonight.
On a life note work is going well although I am so ready for my weekend...with moving last week it doesn't feel like i've had a break, today i came home and read my book for 30 minutes and woke up about 8:30 on the living room chair, still feels weird waking up alone in this house but i'll get used to it. I've been training a calf named Mad martigan ( his mom's name is willow and they are both milking devons) to be halter broken, he's doing pretty well but he loves to find my toes when he's jumping around, thankfully he's still smaller than me. The last two days have been filled with torrential rains and its been a nightmare to clean on a daily basis yuck.

well we are finally moved in, right now i'm on my old laptop because we haven't moved the main computer yet but that is my goal this evening, I'm going to take alan some dinner then go move some stuff so hopefully i'll be able to have cam and everything tonight but no garauntees. The moving went well we are going to get the stone tileing this weekend in hopes to be able to lay it down and get rid of this ugly flooring we have now I'm extremely happy to have my internet back its seemed so lonely without it. Have a good evening and maybe i'll be able to see everyone tonight.

Moving so I won't be able to be on until saturday afternoon sorry

My weekend (wed,thurs) went excellent we had to pry ourselves out of the bed on wednesday to do anything but fool around it was wonderful, then on thursday we closed on our house so while we've been moving stuff into it it is now legally ours don't hide keys under obvious rocks in the yard just fyi ...... We've been moving in slowly just a few boxes of easy to carry stuff that we don't need on a daily basis because we get the moving truck on wednesday and we decided to remove the carpet and use the hardwood floors underneath but that requires stripping them then staining them the color we want which will be a very very dark stain almost a black but still an obvious brown i'm excited but today i had to crowbar all of the wood around the living room, hallway and master bed that was used for the carpet to attach too, my arms are a little sore but alan gets the worst of it he's been using a belt sander and hopes to borrow a slow speed to get it done quicker because we have to have them done by tuesday night uggggh...........so thats why i haven't been on here as much lately but hopefully in another week or two we will be completely settled in to our first home together I'm so happy it makes me want to wiggle

Hello everyone, once again it is that day the beginning of my weekend and oh what a wonderful one this shall be, not because of anything in particular but because i just know it will be it will please me and make me happy and that is all there is to it I've emmensly enjoyed reading everyones blogs and talking to my friends and even those that are yet to be on my friend list. I feel great part of its do to the long and tantalizing bath I took a little bit ago and the others due to my body feeling better because of the weather warming up and i'm eating less and i just feel healthier all around and more energetic, I'm going to pounce Mr.zoo when he gets home.....well if he doesn't get me first anyways. How many of you guys/gals have had sex to a compilation of music, i'm craving that right now I love to have music that makes you want to dance yet is completely sexual, he loves enigma and Depeche mode (i'm not sure if i spelled that correctly) and i'm beginnnig to really like them they are so sensual, one of the most erotic night we had well at least to me I haven't asked him is when I had just bought this new teddy and was feeling hot I had been listening to the music i had on itunes for hours and when he got home I had him lay in the bed under the covers while i straddled him and just moved we had no flesh contact the covers were between us but it was so erotic to me I just wanted to dance and to have him under me was the best thing in the world right then, we never had sex that night but it was so passionate I loved every second of it...........such great memories........anyone that reads this should share with me the most passionate moment they've ever had and it doesn't have to be sexual......its good to hear others moments its a feel good for me have a great night and maybe i'll see some of you in chat over my weekend no gaurantees but maybe