Hey all, back again.

Well I packed and moved out, went to Vancouver for a week, got back last Friday morning... and since then been working and slowly setting up my new life.

Living with my parents is so far okay, I'll be here rent free (albeit I was told no buying myself big ticket items).

((albeit i REALLY want a flat screen tv))

Me, i'm here and there, some days I'm okay, others I'm not.

It's helped that I've been getting to know someone new, a younger gal with tons of confidence in her own body, and a vested interest in my personality.

But, things with ex are annoying, she couldn't even bother to txt me about my birthday, and only posted about it on facebook AFTER she sent me an email about her not paying me back some cash. Long story.

Basically we had a flight to ontario for me, to see her family this xmas... she decided that she shouldn't pay it all... instead we'd 'split' the cost... as she can't get any of the money back.

Part of me wants to bitch her out for that bullshit, as I know if the role was reversed, she'd hammer me for all HER money, until I paid her.

I love her to bits, and would still give it another go... but I realize she has to change.

She gives up on everything when it gets too hard, us, her weight issues, plane money... everything.

At this point I just want to get the rest of my money from her (apartment damage deposit, pet deposit), and call it even.

But now she's saying that "well I haven't moved out yet, so I promose to pay you back once I do".

Told her I want it all cleared off, and paid back, and to know the full amount she owes me... I've only asked that like FIVE times now.

I'm just tired of dealing with her bullshit at this point, it's really just getting tired.