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JULY 8, 2005 @ 05:29 PM | 37 COMMENTS


Just finished this....tell me what you think biggrin

God
JULY 7, 2005 @ 12:34 PM | 6 COMMENTS


surreal

As Ive said before.....work at Blue Ridge lately has been kinda scarce. But none the less....the last three days they have called me to see if I can work.
And the last 3 days Ive had to turn them down frown
Because today I had to run mom into the hospital for an appointment (she will likely stay for a long time) and the days before that I had to run her al over the place getting bills paid and taking care of things.

Not mad....its stuff that needed to be done.....but Im still not thrilled that Im missing alot of work for it all frown
JULY 1, 2005 @ 05:50 PM | 26 COMMENTS


Oh I suck so much frown
Was supposed to help Tigerwong move today.
But as I was getting ready (which was already much later than I had planned....overslept) I got a call from Blue Ridge.
Someone messed up when writing down a particular reservation, which resulted in about 30 people showing up that no one was ready for. They pretty much begged me to come in. And after all my begging to get more work I honestly didnt see anyway I could turn them down whatever
So I had to cancel on Tigerwong at the VERY last minute frown
I suck. I really really suck frown
JUNE 23, 2005 @ 07:19 PM | 32 COMMENTS


GREAT DAY yesterday!
Ran an awesome trip down the river.....chock full of white water fun, bikini goodness, and me getting to be the most badass guide on the river biggrin (admitly....most of the guides river were new and Ive been there 8 years.....but its still a ego boost to not only be the only one to not get stuck but also help everyone else get unstuck biggrin )
One new guide in particular got hurt though. She messed her knee up pretty bad. I made sure to stay close to her through out the trip to help her out as much as possible (she got hurt pretty early in the trip) Was so bad she couldnt walk at the end. So I carried her up the hill. And its a big hill. Anyway.....dont think she will be on the river for a while....looked pretty bad frown

Working on a new drawing....finally. Its looking pretty cool so far smile
JUNE 17, 2005 @ 03:22 PM | 34 COMMENTS


Ive got nothing to update about...so here is some pics for you.....
My newest toy.....its a SAKABATO!!!!!!!(reverse blade katana) YESS!!!!!!!! you fellow anime fans out there might know relevance of that wink


I just liked these......



And finally....I HAVE PROOF! I have been warning you all about this for a long time now, but noone has believed me!! BUT NOW I HAVE THE PROOF!!! THE INVASION HAS STARTED!!!!!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

All fear the might of the squirrel empire!!!! Our only hope of survial is in the hands of the hedgehog army!

JUNE 11, 2005 @ 06:03 PM | 32 COMMENTS


Pretty good day today.
Mom came home yesterday. And (according to her anyway) she is completely fine.
Had a great trip down the river today too. Took a group of girl scouts again....which included the absolute coolest lil girl I have EVER met biggrin Seriously...she was like 7 or 8, and when the 14 year old was screaming her head off while going down Bull falls she was like "MORE MORE!!!' biggrin Heehee....alot of fun was had today biggrin

Hey....check this out...
CLICK HERE
I have seriously fallen love with this lil movie.....soooooo cooool biggrin
Oh....if you get a lil box that says "install language pack" just hit cancel....you can watch the movie with out it smile

Update.....
Been thinking alot about how and why I lost my friend a few days ago. I would like to make it clear that it wasnt her or her BFs fault at all. Im sorry I didnt make that clear in the last entry. Ive come to the conclusion that I really do have some major problems in my personality. I think a big one is that I simply dont know how to act around other people, even friends..... Im going to make an active effort to fix these things about myself so that no future friendships are ruined....but Im honestly not sure how Im going to do this. whatever
JUNE 9, 2005 @ 12:22 PM | 20 COMMENTS


Well.....mom is doing okay I guess. The doc says that two toes and part of her foot have to come off. But she doesnt seem to awfully bothered by it. I think she was expecting it for a while in fact.
She is going to hate me when she gets back though. Why? Cuz I refuse to go out and get her any more cigarettes. Im going to tell her that if she wants them she can go get them herself (and that simply isnt going to happen)

I lost the only friend I had in the real world yesterday. Got a particularly nasty message from her BF saying to stay the fuck away. It hurt. ALOT. BUt you know what? There isnt shit I can do other than start more shit and fighting....so Im just going to drop it.
Needless to say...Im going to be even more lonely now than I was before....yay frown
JUNE 6, 2005 @ 09:37 PM | 21 COMMENTS


Well.....Mom is in the hospital
Again
Why? Because she refuses to take any sort of care of herself. mad frown
She is getting the lil toe on her remainig foot aputated now.
It was BLACK. Gangrene. Have you all ever seen that? Its scary frown
And she just let it happen with out even making an effort to stop it.
Again
Doctor said that it is likely cuz of her smoking.
She refuses to quit (smokes more than a pack a day)

*sigh*
JUNE 3, 2005 @ 09:49 AM | 17 COMMENTS


Well...I dont got alot to say so I'll just post a few pics for you guys....
Here is my pretty sprained ankle biggrin

Funny thing is that it doesnt even hurt anymore. It did for about 12 hours...but I guess I walked it off or something confused
Oh....and it looks like that cuz its swollen. Im not quite that fat whatever

My newest plaything biggrin

I got my eye on another really nice one too....but its also REALLY expensive frown
I want to get a rapier at some point to...just cuz I dont got one yet

And here is my baby biggrin

She has gotten me down the river for at least 5 years now biggrin
Her name is Ragnarok biggrin
JUNE 1, 2005 @ 03:03 AM | 25 COMMENTS


Okay.....so here is my plan for the next few days or so.....
8:00 this morning Im going to run a trip down the river..
Get home around 1 or 2....
Sleep til about 9pm
Get ready and be at 7/11 at 11pm
Work there til 7 am
Drive over to Blueridge and nap in the parking lot for an hour..
Another trip at 8am...
get home around 1 or 2...
wake up at 9pm...
7/11 from 11pm to 7 am
nap in Blue Ridges parking lot for an hour
Run a trip at 8 am
Run another trip when I get back from that one....
Get home at maybe 5 or 6 and passout

And just to complecate things....I have a cold whatever (got through the ENTIRE god damn FUCKING winter with out a sniffle....and then I get sick when summer starts mad mad mad mad mad )

With this all being said....please forgive me if Im not around for a lil while frown

UPDATE (June 1, 2:30 pm)
While getting ready for the trip this morning I was getting a raft off the trailer, jumped off, and landed on my ankle very wrong. It is swollen about 3 times its normal size now frown
Dont know for sure what I did...but sprain is likely (afew said it might be broken but I highly doubt that since it dont hurt so bad I cant walk)
Hurts like a BITCH
And of course it happened BEFORE the trip so I had to deall with it all the way down the river.
Someone else had to carry my boat. I HATE THAT! mad
Oh yes.....the next few days are REALLY going to suck whatever
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