gah, what the hell.
new tv burned out.
friend at work fired.
computer making new, interesting noise.
new windshield leaks.
throat problem persists.
too tired to draw comics, ideas clogged up anyway.
sex impossible for at least another month or so.
credit debt holding strong.
I AM DOING VERY WELL AT LIFE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Hey, I have officially lost 40lbs, which is awesome. I look like a regular person again. Or, wait, I looked like a regular American before, I look way better now. Whatever, you get the gist.
bye.
new tv burned out.
friend at work fired.
computer making new, interesting noise.
new windshield leaks.
throat problem persists.
too tired to draw comics, ideas clogged up anyway.
sex impossible for at least another month or so.
credit debt holding strong.
I AM DOING VERY WELL AT LIFE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Hey, I have officially lost 40lbs, which is awesome. I look like a regular person again. Or, wait, I looked like a regular American before, I look way better now. Whatever, you get the gist.
bye.
jesus h i'm always exhausted and busy.
i need a vacation. a vacation from my problems. baby steps to the elevator.
i lost 22 lbs in the past 2 months, that's a pretty good start.
i need to do something different with my life, maybe?
i need more time to be left alone and to be able to draw is the biggest thing. i don't know if my comic will make the transition i need it to make as easily as i hope.
all of this was grammatically incorrect, sorry.
xoxoxo
i need a vacation. a vacation from my problems. baby steps to the elevator.
i lost 22 lbs in the past 2 months, that's a pretty good start.
i need to do something different with my life, maybe?
i need more time to be left alone and to be able to draw is the biggest thing. i don't know if my comic will make the transition i need it to make as easily as i hope.
all of this was grammatically incorrect, sorry.
xoxoxo
Man, being depressed is pretty bullshit. I really wish I hadn't shut down for like 3 weeks this past month. Better now I guess? I've been able to leave the house a bit, so I say SUCCESS.
MYthbusters tells me how flammable non-dairy creamer is and then tells me NOT to set it on fire? That shit is HILARIOUS.
Finally: Am... Am I a Republican? This disturbs me. Then again I just became a firearms owner, and I'd like to enjoy that for at least 4 more years. Just as long as they don't take away our right to kill babies and for fags to get hitched god damn it.
MYthbusters tells me how flammable non-dairy creamer is and then tells me NOT to set it on fire? That shit is HILARIOUS.
Finally: Am... Am I a Republican? This disturbs me. Then again I just became a firearms owner, and I'd like to enjoy that for at least 4 more years. Just as long as they don't take away our right to kill babies and for fags to get hitched god damn it.
Summer makes me extremely exhausted. The heat. It makes me dizzy. I live in a horror nightmare world of sweat. My sweat sweats. It scares me. Soupy nuts. Ohhh bad.
I went to a street fair today, my sister was at a booth thing, demonstrating Krav Maga outside the school she goes to, it was pretty cool. That shit is totally cheap shot martial arts and I love it, I just wish the schoolwas closer, I can't deal with a 2-hour round trip drive to that shit with the amount of other garbage I got goin' on.
There are other things, I can't think of them now.
I went to a street fair today, my sister was at a booth thing, demonstrating Krav Maga outside the school she goes to, it was pretty cool. That shit is totally cheap shot martial arts and I love it, I just wish the schoolwas closer, I can't deal with a 2-hour round trip drive to that shit with the amount of other garbage I got goin' on.
There are other things, I can't think of them now.
so. one of my doggies came to live with me (he was living with my ex), and i'm thrilled, but it's not under the best circumstances. my poor little guy got bit on the back of his leg and it ruptured his achillies tendon, and now he has to wear a cast that keeps his leg totally extended for 6 WEEKS! poor guy 
he's gonna have a peg-leg all summer. lame. i am thrilled that he's livin with me again, tho.
Hm. What else. Birthday was pretty boring, mostly harmless.
ALSO: IMPORTANT:
DO NOT attempt to drink beer from Macedonia that comes in 2L plastic bottles. It's a really bad idea. That shit tasted like a mix of Coors Light, Seltzer Water and Gasoline. I say this because I've tasted all 3, and I can only imagine that those ingredients together could make the taste that made me ill on Saturday night.
he's gonna have a peg-leg all summer. lame. i am thrilled that he's livin with me again, tho.Hm. What else. Birthday was pretty boring, mostly harmless.
ALSO: IMPORTANT:
DO NOT attempt to drink beer from Macedonia that comes in 2L plastic bottles. It's a really bad idea. That shit tasted like a mix of Coors Light, Seltzer Water and Gasoline. I say this because I've tasted all 3, and I can only imagine that those ingredients together could make the taste that made me ill on Saturday night.
hello, and welcome to very early sunday morning.
feel free to start regretting how much you've been drinking saturday night, possibly how much you've been drinking all week. isn't that awesome? enjoy it, really.
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man, it's really been a while since i spent any time on this site. i guess i started my membership originally in 2001, then was super drunk and said some really really insulting thing to a girl and got kicked off and came back again and something or other, then quit because a girlfriend wouldn't allow it, got dumped, lost my apartment, she took my dogs, things have been bad, there's even more, believe me....
so there are a ton of people and girls here, it's weird, i didn't expect to feel so out of my element. also, i hadn't realized i was quite so lonely. it's kind of awkward feeling in a way i hadn't expected. not sure if i can explain.
lot's of things rolling around in the head right now, sorry, very unfocused.
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what do i want for my birthday? i told my mom i would be better than i usually am. usually i wait til the last second to tell her any gift ideas, and i wind up picking something lame i don't really want.... there are all sorts of objects i desire, but i can't think of a single one right now, so what do i want for my birthday? PLEEZE give me ideas.
feel free to start regretting how much you've been drinking saturday night, possibly how much you've been drinking all week. isn't that awesome? enjoy it, really.
* * * * *
man, it's really been a while since i spent any time on this site. i guess i started my membership originally in 2001, then was super drunk and said some really really insulting thing to a girl and got kicked off and came back again and something or other, then quit because a girlfriend wouldn't allow it, got dumped, lost my apartment, she took my dogs, things have been bad, there's even more, believe me....
so there are a ton of people and girls here, it's weird, i didn't expect to feel so out of my element. also, i hadn't realized i was quite so lonely. it's kind of awkward feeling in a way i hadn't expected. not sure if i can explain.
lot's of things rolling around in the head right now, sorry, very unfocused.
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what do i want for my birthday? i told my mom i would be better than i usually am. usually i wait til the last second to tell her any gift ideas, and i wind up picking something lame i don't really want.... there are all sorts of objects i desire, but i can't think of a single one right now, so what do i want for my birthday? PLEEZE give me ideas.
it's too late to be up this late. because i am becoming the kind of person that cares about whether or not they are hung over at work. damn you, personal responsibility, DAMN YOU.
the ex swung by tonight to pick up her mail, and i thin we're quite literally allergic to each other. this is an amazing quasi-scientific fact. my cats made her eyes run and her nose get congested, which i silently enjoyed, until i realized the pet dander on her was making my eye very painful and my throat was feeling raw. FANTASTIC.
these are the moments in life we all should treasure. i still miss my dogs terribly. it's bad when you and your vet have a good cry over the women that have taken your dogs away. they're pretty bad ass though. how many one eyed coon hounds have you had the pleasure of calling yours? my dog got fucking shot in the face before i had him, and is too bad ass to give a shit. enjoy taking your puff ball to the mall, i'll be in the dog run sucker punching a mastiff on principle. he started it.
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a girl i have been friends with for many years and i have recently become closer than before. friend-wise, at least. know what's great? embracing being a boozer and going on a sort of date to check out the new liquor super-store in town. wow, life, you're full of stuff ain't ya?
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the jeans i bought two days ago now seem to be shorter than they were before. i am not getting taller, i know that is not a possibility, and i cannot figure out how shoes can make a difference for a guy, so i think wizardry may be involved. or a curse. some sort of black magic. my ass has not gotten significantly larger in the last two days. i think.
good night.
that zac!
the ex swung by tonight to pick up her mail, and i thin we're quite literally allergic to each other. this is an amazing quasi-scientific fact. my cats made her eyes run and her nose get congested, which i silently enjoyed, until i realized the pet dander on her was making my eye very painful and my throat was feeling raw. FANTASTIC.
these are the moments in life we all should treasure. i still miss my dogs terribly. it's bad when you and your vet have a good cry over the women that have taken your dogs away. they're pretty bad ass though. how many one eyed coon hounds have you had the pleasure of calling yours? my dog got fucking shot in the face before i had him, and is too bad ass to give a shit. enjoy taking your puff ball to the mall, i'll be in the dog run sucker punching a mastiff on principle. he started it.
* * * * *
a girl i have been friends with for many years and i have recently become closer than before. friend-wise, at least. know what's great? embracing being a boozer and going on a sort of date to check out the new liquor super-store in town. wow, life, you're full of stuff ain't ya?
* * * * *
the jeans i bought two days ago now seem to be shorter than they were before. i am not getting taller, i know that is not a possibility, and i cannot figure out how shoes can make a difference for a guy, so i think wizardry may be involved. or a curse. some sort of black magic. my ass has not gotten significantly larger in the last two days. i think.
good night.
that zac!
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