Toossday january 29th 2013
things have steadied out quite softly since my last post, which was pulsating with small sets of agony. However sometimes those strong dark emotions simply plead to get out from inside of me, so it is positive - I like to think - that i transferred that energy outwardly.
In anycase taking a small dosage of liquid vitamin B every 1-3 days has eased my depression quite heartily. Also staying inside to shelter myself from this devastating cold spell has proved to be quite appealing. I am playing alot of Vanilla-Wow, and this presents a few conflicting thoughts. The positives are I'm really enjoying myself, and I am rekindling with a part of my past. The negatives: I have been spending excessive amounts of time on it which, in some contexts is considered 'unproductive'. It's also possibly too overstimulating to me in such large doses, so I really oughtta take more breaks inbetween. All in all though: it's really cold outside, I'm not in a position where I particularly have to be productive, and in some ways I am following through with a goal to reach my warlock to lvl 60.
I would like to start recording some music pretty soon though, and I am taking a university Art class, which I've been enjoying, although I don't like leaving the house much these day. I guess in summary I am currently subdued by the powerful effects of world of warcraft. I'll start being more interesting in a bit lolz.
heres a comic i made:
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a248/egrim/kkkllkjkjkjkljlkjkjlkj_zps23e4e55b.jpg
Toossday january 29th 2013
things have steadied out quite softly since my last post, which was pulsating with small sets of agony. However sometimes those strong dark emotions simply plead to get out from inside of me, so it is positive - I like to think - that i transferred that energy outwardly.
In anycase taking a small dosage of liquid vitamin B every 1-3 days has eased my depression quite heartily. Also staying inside to shelter myself from this devastating cold spell has proved to be quite appealing. I am playing alot of Vanilla-Wow, and this presents a few conflicting thoughts. The positives are I'm really enjoying myself, and I am rekindling with a part of my past. The negatives: I have been spending excessive amounts of time on it which, in some contexts is considered 'unproductive'. It's also possibly too overstimulating to me in such large doses, so I really oughtta take more breaks inbetween. All in all though: it's really cold outside, I'm not in a position where I particularly have to be productive, and in some ways I am following through with a goal to reach my warlock to lvl 60.
I would like to start recording some music pretty soon though, and I am taking a university Art class, which I've been enjoying, although I don't like leaving the house much these day. I guess in summary I am currently subdued by the powerful effects of world of warcraft. I'll start being more interesting in a bit lolz.
heres a comic i made:
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a248/egrim/kkkllkjkjkjkljlkjkjlkj_zps23e4e55b.jpg
things have steadied out quite softly since my last post, which was pulsating with small sets of agony. However sometimes those strong dark emotions simply plead to get out from inside of me, so it is positive - I like to think - that i transferred that energy outwardly.
In anycase taking a small dosage of liquid vitamin B every 1-3 days has eased my depression quite heartily. Also staying inside to shelter myself from this devastating cold spell has proved to be quite appealing. I am playing alot of Vanilla-Wow, and this presents a few conflicting thoughts. The positives are I'm really enjoying myself, and I am rekindling with a part of my past. The negatives: I have been spending excessive amounts of time on it which, in some contexts is considered 'unproductive'. It's also possibly too overstimulating to me in such large doses, so I really oughtta take more breaks inbetween. All in all though: it's really cold outside, I'm not in a position where I particularly have to be productive, and in some ways I am following through with a goal to reach my warlock to lvl 60.
I would like to start recording some music pretty soon though, and I am taking a university Art class, which I've been enjoying, although I don't like leaving the house much these day. I guess in summary I am currently subdued by the powerful effects of world of warcraft. I'll start being more interesting in a bit lolz.
heres a comic i made:
http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a248/egrim/kkkllkjkjkjkljlkjkjlkj_zps23e4e55b.jpg