I am sick, sad, and bored... and those combined = very unhappy Jessika. I am really disliking my life these days. Everything seems to be going right for everyone else, and no matter how bad of a person I may seem for saying this, I get jealous and spiteful. It sickens me seeing myself act this way but I can't control it. I know I should be happy for my friends when they're getting what they want but lately I just get insanely jealous.
I have done nothing fun this weekend at all. The closest to going out today was when *LuLu* invited me to go to a little get together at Justin's house (he lives RIGHT around the corner from me, so it wasn't far away or anything.. haha), but I didn't end up going. I started feeling really sick at about 7 o'clock, right before she invited me... so it was bad timing, I guess. Or maybe GOOD timing, because if I AM sick, I don't want to get everyone else sick as well.
I have a canker sore on the back on my tongue so it feels as though I have a horrible sore throat on only ONE side.
New words for everyone-- when you're being whiny and mopey and stuff like that, describe yourself as either 'gothmo' or 'emothic'. I'm sure you can figure out where those came from!
Gotta go lie down... feverish little me...
xoxo
Jessikittie
I have done nothing fun this weekend at all. The closest to going out today was when *LuLu* invited me to go to a little get together at Justin's house (he lives RIGHT around the corner from me, so it wasn't far away or anything.. haha), but I didn't end up going. I started feeling really sick at about 7 o'clock, right before she invited me... so it was bad timing, I guess. Or maybe GOOD timing, because if I AM sick, I don't want to get everyone else sick as well.
I have a canker sore on the back on my tongue so it feels as though I have a horrible sore throat on only ONE side.
New words for everyone-- when you're being whiny and mopey and stuff like that, describe yourself as either 'gothmo' or 'emothic'. I'm sure you can figure out where those came from!
Gotta go lie down... feverish little me...
xoxo
Jessikittie
...not that I know what's going on with you, but I'm just starting to come out of a bad patch. So I think (maybe?) that I understand, at least a little bit.
At least by now your not sick, right?
Hopefully not too bored either.
take care.