Things have been busy.
Work is always pretty stressful. Though now I've been deemed one of the most valueable servers at my work so that makes me feel pretty good. I just wish I was bringing home the kind of money that'd I'd like to be. But I'm taking on a second job working for my step father in his office for 10 buck an hour. He's only letting me because I got in a fight with my parents at dinner the other night.
They nag on me to do things, to get a car, to go to school...I'm working right now on getting an apartment. I only work so much, I only make so much, and I get no help at home. My parents don't let me live here rent free, they make me pay for my phone and I have things to save for already. It's not that I'm not trying, but the fact that they are INSISTING on me getting a car before I move out when I can simply take a bus for the time being seems ridiculous to me. Not to mention that getting a car involves getting a license which involves going to driving school WHICH INVOLVES another $300 that I don't have.
It's frusterating.
I really want to start going out a bit and hanging out with people...no one in particular just someone. Anyone. It could be a hobo for all I care. I'm just sick of being stuck in this house with nothing to do, or stuck at work with nothing but work to do. You gotta get a break sometime, right?
I don't know if I ever wrote about it in here...but I got my nipples and navel done about 2 weeks ago. Neither hurt as bad as I anticipated and my nipples haven't given me any problems what so ever. At all. No crusties, no pain, no real extreme sensitivity. Navel...not some much, he's pretty pissed at me. Though I clean it and such, it's still really red and tends to hurt if I bend down too far or pull it a little. Oh, well. He'll heal up and stop being a bitch soon.
Work is always pretty stressful. Though now I've been deemed one of the most valueable servers at my work so that makes me feel pretty good. I just wish I was bringing home the kind of money that'd I'd like to be. But I'm taking on a second job working for my step father in his office for 10 buck an hour. He's only letting me because I got in a fight with my parents at dinner the other night.
They nag on me to do things, to get a car, to go to school...I'm working right now on getting an apartment. I only work so much, I only make so much, and I get no help at home. My parents don't let me live here rent free, they make me pay for my phone and I have things to save for already. It's not that I'm not trying, but the fact that they are INSISTING on me getting a car before I move out when I can simply take a bus for the time being seems ridiculous to me. Not to mention that getting a car involves getting a license which involves going to driving school WHICH INVOLVES another $300 that I don't have.
It's frusterating.
I really want to start going out a bit and hanging out with people...no one in particular just someone. Anyone. It could be a hobo for all I care. I'm just sick of being stuck in this house with nothing to do, or stuck at work with nothing but work to do. You gotta get a break sometime, right?
I don't know if I ever wrote about it in here...but I got my nipples and navel done about 2 weeks ago. Neither hurt as bad as I anticipated and my nipples haven't given me any problems what so ever. At all. No crusties, no pain, no real extreme sensitivity. Navel...not some much, he's pretty pissed at me. Though I clean it and such, it's still really red and tends to hurt if I bend down too far or pull it a little. Oh, well. He'll heal up and stop being a bitch soon.
scarlaa:
Oh dear. You have my sympathy. Why do they want you to have a car when it seems you don't need one?
xxsixallbluexx:
Thank you. They have this fear that like...I'm going to get raped and murdered if I take a bus. Heh. They're upper middle class yuppies who fear anyone who is poor enough to have to take a bus.