Well... Today was a shitty day. Back in January I met what I thought was the most amazing woman ever. You know when u start talking to someone and everything just seems to click, well thats how it was. And for the last almost 6 months things seemed to be that way still. I'm in Iraq and we've been talking online almost every day. I even spent 2000 dollars on a trip to Vegas for the two of us. And today 10 days before I'm supposed to go home, she decides say "listen, we gotta talk" and of course I get that shitty stomach wrenching feeling. She tells me that she cant go to vegas with me. I alraedy know in my head what the next couple things she is going to say but I ask "why not" anyway. She has been seeing someone else and he as asked her to be his gf. I asked her what i could do to change her mind........no...... I dont care about the trip to vegas, just let me come see u and we can try to get through this.........no......... all I want is u......... I'm sorry Rich........ with that I tell her I hope he makes u as happy as I would have. I know its not the best thing to say and I'm not a nasty person. with that the messages stop and I finally break down. I then get my shit together cancel my plane tickets that were non refundable and getthe number to cancel the room reservation in Vegas. I do so and call my parents and tell them I'll be coming home for leave.
I hate love, I hate how vunerable it makes you.
I hate love, I hate how vunerable it makes you.
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bitten:
ohh thanks for the comment too. i am glad you liked my set. i'm thinking pink. ya
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