its bullshit... complete bullshit... why am i looked down upon for being a stay at home mom? its bullshit.its not that i dont want a job. i had job until i got too sick and had to quit to take care of myself and my daughter. but now because we cant afford daycare and i dont have a car to get to a job, i m looked down upon and made a joke of. its bullshit. if i was offered a job, had a ride there and back, and had a decent daycare for my daughter, i would work. but i dont have anyone to watch my daughter nor do i have a ride to work. but im still thought off as lazy and shit because i quit my job to raise the child that me and him both decided to have. its bullshit. he works in his store all day and is respected, i stay home all day and raise a child but what i dont isnt worthy of any praise no its mocked by him and his friends and everyone. its bullshit. it just hurts when the person u care the most about thinks so little of you.im worthless. im just a decoration in his home, and piece of furniture. and thats bullshit because all my fucking savings have helped pay for lot rent and setups and stuff we have needed. i have contributed everything i had to this house, our family. but im nothing but a joke. because my job doesnt pay, its not a job. fuck it, its bullshit.

its bullshit... complete bullshit... why am i looked down upon for being a stay at home mom? its bullshit.its not that i dont want a job. i had job until i got too sick and had to quit to take care of myself and my daughter. but now because we cant afford daycare and i dont have a car to get to a job, i m looked down upon and made a joke of. its bullshit. if i was offered a job, had a ride there and back, and had a decent daycare for my daughter, i would work. but i dont have anyone to watch my daughter nor do i have a ride to work. but im still thought off as lazy and shit because i quit my job to raise the child that me and him both decided to have. its bullshit. he works in his store all day and is respected, i stay home all day and raise a child but what i dont isnt worthy of any praise no its mocked by him and his friends and everyone. its bullshit. it just hurts when the person u care the most about thinks so little of you.im worthless. im just a decoration in his home, and piece of furniture. and thats bullshit because all my fucking savings have helped pay for lot rent and setups and stuff we have needed. i have contributed everything i had to this house, our family. but im nothing but a joke. because my job doesnt pay, its not a job. fuck it, its bullshit.