I'm tired

I need friends

i hate the world

but i will ok

Maiden were brilliant, the support acts were pretty good too, the only downside to the weekend was the travelling.

anyway the prgnancy is ticking by fast and the date little Louis appears is getting closer, i am still shitting myself about money etc but i am sure we will survive, i still need a job

cup of tea time

just a few days to go then we set off to london to see Iron Maiden at Twickenham


i'm slightly worried about alice and the pain shes in, theres fuck all i can do for her but watch and see her in pain, it causes a lot of stress for her and i hate seeing it.

nothing else to say just yet

cup of tea anybody?

it seems i have the decorating bug, i am now wanting to paint the rest of the house, which is ok as its not a big house at all so wont take long to paint it

if anyone wants to see how we decorated the baby's room go take a look at xkillerx's blog she has put up pics

other than that i am boring

today i shall start to paint the babys bedroom, were not going to do anything drastic to it just give it a fresh lick of paint then look at putting up some shelves and pictures. when i have painted the room i then get to put the cot up and other furniture.

on another note i am seriously starting to think that there is no way we can afford to go and see Iron Maiden in July, the tickets are already paid for but i dont know where the money will come from for petrol and food etc, plus i think the journey will be far too much for Alice to cope with.

thats all for now

ok so i am back, any one miss me, any one know i had gone away for a few days

alice and i went to my parents, its the first time she has met them, it went ok and mum spent a fortune on us for baby louie, we are pretty much sorted on most things now for when baby arrives in October.

I realise how totaly slack i have been on the pen pals front and i have promised myself that i will sit down and write replies to all of you who have written to me a long long time ago, so i am sorry i havent written to you and promise to write soon.

I will speak to you all soon, now its time for a cup of tea

we have decided on a name for our baby boy

LOUIE
and the second name will be monroe, so it will be louie monroe jennings.

it has finally totaly sunk in that we are expecting a baby, i'm sure it will change me a little i dont know how exactly but i am sure i might grow up a little bit more who knows

anyway i want to say to the special lady in my life, i love you and one day again i will be your hero

bye for now, its time to have a cup of tea

so we had our second scan on Friday, well alice had the scan i just sat there and watched. it was amzing to see the nugget on the screen again, and fantastic to see the difference in growth from last time. better still we were told that everything seems to be ok and it is a little boy.

Alice has her second scan today, we are hoping to try to find out what sex our baby is

my best side



anyway, the past few days or maybe a couple of weeks i have been in one hell of a bad mood, unfortunately i seem to take things out on Alice, so she hasnt had the best of times with me recently. i need to get my ass in gear and sort things out in the house and tidy up, now the weather is getting a bit better i can get out and sort the garden and shed out too.

cant think of anything else to say so bye for now

cup of tea time