Song of the day:


Oh and i did my hair again ^_^


Hope you guys <3 it!!1
xoxo

My week in photoooooos:

Pink glittery eclair with lilac cream?!?!?! NOM.


Mum got up to speed with technology and bought an iphone so naturally she needs a beautiful photo of me as her screen saver.


I lost a lot of weight recently so i wore a very daring outfit.


Nana gave me an early birthday pressie, my first snapback hat 'Brooklyn'.


Naughty little cleavage photo I have a red light in my bedroom.


I cant wait for Saturday the 8th, new tattoo and ill be 22 YALLLLLLLL

A few secrets into the Blackbird.

I dream of changing my name by deed poll to Neshka, i think i'd suit a Neshka... People seem im Czech anyhow even though my origins to that are WAY off.
Sexual frustration consumes my life most days and all i can think of is sex.
I dream of being a mysterious sex fiend or elite call girl who lived in a penthouse where people would pay hundreds to be with me for just an hour, and spend my days looking out at the world naked from my all windowed apartment draped in tattoos and glitter with her that reaches my thighs.
Sometimes i take baths with breakfast oats in it to make my skin soft. It makes me feel Clio-esque.

xoxo

Created a new hair style for myself today, i call it the Cobain. It's a little weird but i love it.
Bleached my hair until my fringe so i have FAT roots. What do you sexy people think?

And the new set is under staff review Shall be coming to a screen near you! xxx

FINALLY made my own website, some bits still under construction though.

Gaynor Blackbird Creative

Starting to take myself seriously as a creative person looking for work

xoxo

Okay so i have already broke one of my new year goals... Drink less. Its safe to say that Saturday night i drank way too much and made a complete and utter cunt of myself. 1 litre bottle of eristoff gold, amaretto, vodka, and copious amounts of cider.

Im having a sour day today SG. Someone tell me a hilariously funny story to lighten my mood. Porn didn't work.

xoxo

Cheeky preview? Of course :p

SG ITS BEEN A LONG TIME, and im so sorry.
VERY good news though Its been a very long day but i've just finished a new shoot <3
Which will be up in the next couple of days!
I have literally been waiting for this for so long and finally it's done

Sorry again i know it has been a while i have been inactive but it's been a very busy few months for me with work and family time.

How was everyone's christmas and new year? Im not one for festivities but i bet a lot of you have some wicked stories to share

GOALS FOR 2013:
Be creative more often
Get a better job
Find a beautiful man
Get over my fear of heights
Punch someone in the face (so much frustration built up inside of these curves)
Drink less.

xoxo

I have ombre dip dyed my hair all over! I LOVE IT! Its blue, to purple to pink. <3

Early morning messy picture.