This class sucks so very much ass. I've never been good at theory, and this class is pure theory. Good god I hate this class. I've probably said all of this before, but I just hate this class so much.
I had to take a mental health day this week. I was perfectly healthy, but I just didn't feel good. I skipped class and slept all day. At some point I need to go see someone, maybe get properly diagnosed with depression so I can get some help. I just really can't afford it right now. Being an unemployed grad student doesn't really pay the bills.
And it looks like I'm here at least another year. My subscription renewed before I could decide whether or not it was still worth it.