There are so many interesting looking people here, I wonder if I will ever talk to any of them. I feel like a mutated fish in a fucking sea of sharks. I guess that natural though. Crises always precipitates change. Fear accompanies everything unknown and different.
I live in the small town of Auburn, AL. Not much goes on here thats really holds my inetersts, aside from my friends (who are few) and the shit we do to have fun. Stuff like drinking too much, making bad movies and bad music. The stuff everyone here does that doesnt envolve interacting with the people/places that surround you, like clubs and bars.
To portay how much this town lacks all I have to say is - Only one bar in town serves Guiness on tap, and no clubs exist. In a way I'm very grateful for this lack of distraction. I spend less money on trying to have fun and I have less distractions on my way to discovering where I am going. Of course this same 'lack' is a curse as well. Few new people, from my walk of life, ever venture this way. So making friends is a tedious process of trial and error. Who is real and who is lost. No offense to the lost souls such as myself around here. I guess what I REALLY mean is not 'lost' but confused about ones mental location. You know what I mean. So many people here see others and think - hey, they seem happy to be against the grain, I'll try it. They are everywhere I imagine, but for now I'll deal with whats on my plate. Anyways, people such as that just lead to further spread confusion and disaster. What I hate are the people who are really good at hiding this. You meet them, get to know them, get to liking them and then BAM! one day it hits you. My fucking friend is a piece of shit Grade A fraud. Hopefully you have not had this happen before, unfortunately I have.... People should just be people and not try so hard to be humans. Insecurity is by far my worst enemy, it ruins pefectly good people. Who cares what you are as long as you are really you. Who the fuck wants clones of themselves or others running around?
So thats my major beef with the town of Auburn. I'm sure you are just dying to read that again! Oh did I mention Auburn is a College town? Well, it is. 40k college kids try to run me off the road daily.
I'm gonna go.
You should go too.
Why am I here?
R.I.P.
I live in the small town of Auburn, AL. Not much goes on here thats really holds my inetersts, aside from my friends (who are few) and the shit we do to have fun. Stuff like drinking too much, making bad movies and bad music. The stuff everyone here does that doesnt envolve interacting with the people/places that surround you, like clubs and bars.
To portay how much this town lacks all I have to say is - Only one bar in town serves Guiness on tap, and no clubs exist. In a way I'm very grateful for this lack of distraction. I spend less money on trying to have fun and I have less distractions on my way to discovering where I am going. Of course this same 'lack' is a curse as well. Few new people, from my walk of life, ever venture this way. So making friends is a tedious process of trial and error. Who is real and who is lost. No offense to the lost souls such as myself around here. I guess what I REALLY mean is not 'lost' but confused about ones mental location. You know what I mean. So many people here see others and think - hey, they seem happy to be against the grain, I'll try it. They are everywhere I imagine, but for now I'll deal with whats on my plate. Anyways, people such as that just lead to further spread confusion and disaster. What I hate are the people who are really good at hiding this. You meet them, get to know them, get to liking them and then BAM! one day it hits you. My fucking friend is a piece of shit Grade A fraud. Hopefully you have not had this happen before, unfortunately I have.... People should just be people and not try so hard to be humans. Insecurity is by far my worst enemy, it ruins pefectly good people. Who cares what you are as long as you are really you. Who the fuck wants clones of themselves or others running around?
So thats my major beef with the town of Auburn. I'm sure you are just dying to read that again! Oh did I mention Auburn is a College town? Well, it is. 40k college kids try to run me off the road daily.
I'm gonna go.
You should go too.
Why am I here?
R.I.P.